Is it my destiny or is it my destiny?

Is it my destiny or is it my destiny?
Is this the baby blues?


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Nina and Gilang heard the sound of footsteps approaching the room.


" Excuse me if his mother can wake up?, wow it turns out you can wake up to walk." Said the midwife with a smile when she saw Nina was able to walk, although still with careful and slow steps like a snail.


" Yes already." Answer Nina.


" Let's just move to that room over there." Said the Midwife and immediately picked up the baby Nina who was asleep on the bed.


" You are helped to hold the mother, yes, the goods can be taken after delivering the mother." Say Midwife.


Gilang nodded then led Nina until they were in a special room for the mother who had just given birth.


" Slowly, yes.." Said midwife when she saw Gilang who was trying to hold this well to sit on the bed.


" I'll get the stuff first." Saying to midwife.


" Oh yes please. Did the baby get ASI?" Ask midwife.


" It's been."


" I put it here, Mom. And you can rest while you wait for the doctor to check on you and the baby."


" Yes thank you."


Shortly after the midwife left, Gilang came with all Nina's belongings.


" Well here the bed is two, it looks like it's one for me. I can finally rest."


Gilang immediately lay down on the bed after he put down Nina's bag.


Nina then contacted Ilmi via video call.


Ilmi looks very enthusiastic when she finds out that her sister was born. Then after Nina is satisfied to make a call to Ilmi and her mother. Gilang's turn to get a call from his mother and sister.


Many babbles spoken by Gilang's mother, especially because crazy says that interest just keep crying when experiencing contractions.


" Definitely during pregnancy your wife mostly eats sweet, so during childbirth so just cry."


" How not to cry the sick many times, also in my birth canal always come out red spots like during menstruation." Nina said, even though Nina did not speak directly to the in-laws but it seems like the mother-in-law heard it. Evidently because the mother-in-law replied that wa Nina experienced a contraction commonly referred to in the Javanese term 'Banyon' which means, the birth canal will be a lot of red spots like during menstruation. And that's what makes the contractions hurt many times over.


Not wanting to respond too much to the words of the mother-in-law. Nina tries to shift her mind by realizing that her daughter's birthday coincides with Mother's Day.


" I wish our second child was a boy, but it turned out to be a girl." Silang.


" Yes." Yeah." Nina's Speech.


" Maybe indeed our sustenance is only given by girls huh?, there is a family that is only given by boys."


" Yes, everyone is given a test. Either the test does not have children, either the test is given abundant wealth but very difficult to get children. Or with a lot of kids but they don't have money. Whatever the test, we must be thankful that God still entrusts us to raise a child."


" Yes." Yeah."


Not finished their conversation, Gilang got a call from his friend that his friend would come to visit there.


" Well you don't papa I stay alone for a few hours?, because I have to go home to bury the ari-ari from our baby. I'm gonna go home with my friend, and come back with a bike so we have a vehicle if we need anything."


" Yes, bring me some snacks and milk."


" all right. I'll say goodbye to the midwife for a minute."


" All right."


Shortly after Gilang's return. The doctor and midwife came and examined Nina and the baby.


" Mom are there any complaints?"


" Yes, my stomach is sometimes like a contraction."


" It's okay mom, it's normal because the stomach is in the stage of returning to its original shape. So you'll probably experience symptoms like giving birth a few times in a few hours."


After a long period of examination of Nina and the baby. The midwife and the doctor were also very happy. Nina saw the doctor and the midwife enter the room on the right side of Nina's room.


" Hmm, it doesn't seem like I'm the only one giving birth today." Ogre Nina.


" Lo, how come you bring food too?" Nina asked as Gilang came with a pack of food.


" Yes, I said goodbye to the midwife. The midwife said if lunch and dinner are not provided so we have to buy it ourselves. Therefore, Mother brought us food."


" Oh like that, then did Ilmi cry?"


" Crying for a while, then I said that if Ilmi comes along then her sister will not be allowed to go home by the doctor. So he's quiet."


" Well, it's been over 6 hours. But why aren't me and the baby bathed?. Long time after I gave birth to Ilmi and it's been 6 hours we bathed."


" Maybe later, the one who gave birth here is three people with you. And when I came back I also saw a pregnant woman who seemed like she was also about to give birth."


" Oh, maybe."


" Yes, eat this I'll smoke outside for a while."


" Yes." Yeah."


After eating, Nina lay down waiting for the midwife to come back. However, it had been almost 2 hours Nina waited for no sign in and it would come back. Then when Gilang entered the room. Nina asks Gilang to ask the midwife if their baby will be bathed or not.


" Said the midwife, the baby will be bathed tomorrow when she gets home. And his mother can take a shower."


" Good God, why didn't you say that earlier. If it turns out that I can take a shower from earlier then I will immediately take a shower. Because my body feels so sticky."


" Battle, I'll take care of our daughter."


Nina slowly went into the bathroom. And start the ritual bath. Nina felt very fresh, although not even 1 day she gave birth but it feels Nina has not bathed for days. After taking a bath, Gilang helped attach the belt to Nina's stomach.


Not long after, midwives came and went in to deliver the vitamins.


" Lo, have you had a bath?"


" Yes, I can't stand the sultry mother midwife."


" It's okay if you don't have complaints like dizziness. And this I brought Mother medicine and vitamins taken 2 times a day after meals yes. I put it here." Yeah."


The midwife placed the medicine on the table next to Nina's bed.


" Thank you mom."


" Same same. Then excuse me, if there is a complaint you can call the officer who is there."


" Yes." Yeah."


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At night, the little baby was a little fussy, because his breathing sounded groggy.


" Yes, and maybe also this sound is the result of dirt attached to our baby. I cleaned a lot of red spots on our baby's body."


" Omm, that's possible."


That night, Gilang helped to put to sleep and soothe their slightly fussy baby due to her breathing.


The worried Nina, asks Gilang to call a midwife to check on their baby if the baby is okay.


" It's okay mom, this is normal to happen early in the baby's birth if not water comes out that of the baby's nose."


" Thank God then because I'm afraid."


" It's okay Mom, if the baby suddenly cries try MeningkN mother to the left. Or instead try to make the baby feel comfortable."


" Yes, thank you mom."


" Same same."


The midwife came out, and soon Gilang came in. Because when Gilang will call a midwife. Gilang also asked Nina's permission to meet and accompany her friend who came to visit again.


The next morning, Gilang brought their baby and asked the midwife if the baby could sunbathe or not.


And after knowing that the baby can sunbathe Gilang directly brought the baby to sunbathe behind Nina's room.


Nina decided to take a shower before they finally got home. After taking a bath, Nina noticed that there was already food on the table. Nina then immediately finished the meal and took the medicine given by the midwife last night.


Every now and then Nina peeked out of the window, whether Gilang had returned from sunbathing or not. Since Gilang had not returned and Nina was feeling a little bored, Nina finally chose to pack her clothes and belong to their baby. Nina left only one stel of clothes to wear to go home later.


Not long after Gilang came and immediately handed the baby to Nina, Nina immediately gave the baby breast MILK.


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" Excuse me, ma'am, in a few moments the baby will be bathed so please get the clothes ready." Speak Midwife


" Yes." Yeah."


After waiting for about 30 minutes, the midwife finally returned with a tub filled with warm water. Then where carefully Nina gave the baby to the midwife to be bathed.


Not to forget, the midwife taught Nina how to bathe the right baby.


" Ohya ma'am, about when we can go home because I have to call the park to pick us up." Silang.


" Have you been checked by a doctor last night or not?"


" Not yet." Nina Jawap.


" If it has not meant waiting for the mother and baby to be examined by a doctor, the doctor will come in 2 hours."


" All right."


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Nina and Gilang have been waiting for more than 2 hours. But there was no sign that the doctor would come here to check on the baby and Nina.


Gilang who was tired of being in the clinic chose to go out and ask the midwife whether her doctor had come or not.


" How?" Nina asked as she saw Gilang return.


" His doctor has come but is still examining the other baby."


" Hmm, I told you that maybe the doctor has come but because not only am I giving birth here, maybe the doctor is still walking to another room but you don't believe me." Ketus Nina's.


" Yes yes."


Not long after, the long-awaited doctor finally entered Nina's room and immediately examined Nina and her baby.


After Nina and her baby were examined by a doctor, the midwife told Gilang to take the KIA book and the parcel the clinic gave to the baby.


Gilang returns with Ilmi as well as her mother who came to pick up Nina and the baby. Apparently Gilang had called 1 hour ago and said that they were going home.


Then Gilang carefully led Nina to walk into the car, while the baby was carried by Nina's mother.


Arriving at the boarding place, the neighbors of the boarding house immediately flocked to see new members of the Gilang family.


Slowly nina sat on the bed, and began to answer the questions of the neighbors about the impression of giving birth. Nina also told me everything she went through, starting from being sick. Until the baby who turned out to be bathed only when going home.


At night, Gilang can sleep peacefully because the mother who holds their baby when they wake up.


Days change, weeks change. And it does not feel now the age of the baby named akifa about 40 days. A few days after the baby akifa. Mother came back to Java because Dwi had called her repeatedly and asked when she would come home.


Nina's feelings mix between sad and happy. On the other hand she was sad because her mother was going home. But on the other hand he is also happy, because he no longer needs to see the mother who continues to do homework. Nina feels bad if the mother continues to do the homework that should be done by Nina.


" Be careful, take good care of yourself." Mommy said when she was going on a trip.


" Yes, and I'm sorry if I could just give mom a little money."


" It's okay."


" Tomorrow here again ma'am." Ilmi.


" Yes..."


Ilmi waved her hand as the car driven by Mother left the boarding yard. Then Dinan carefully 5 brought Akifa and also Ilmi back into the room.


Month passed, somehow but since the return of the mother due to be very fussy especially at 1 or 2 in the morning.


That made Nina upset. Moreover, Gilang never wanted to help him to hold the akifa. Once Nina asked Gilang for help to replace her holding Akifa for a while. However, Gilang was actually angry and said that he was very tired of working. Since that incident even though Akifa was very fussy, Nina never again developed Gilang. Unless, if the factory itself is awake and volunteered to hold Akifa.


Nina often cried no less Akifa who was still fussy even though she was carried. Not infrequently Nina hit, even with a soft foot Akifa, so that makes the cry of Akifa even louder.


Does this include the baby blues??


Nina tries to hold back her anger, but sometimes she can not hold back her emotions when Akifa is still fussy every night, while Nina is very tired because all day doing homework also accompanies Ilmi to study. Plus Gilang who seems not to want to know if Akifa is always fussy at night. Makes Nina cry a lot while riding Akifa.


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