Is it my destiny or is it my destiny?
Give birth

As usual, nina wakes up at 5 am to walk², while shopping for vegetables. This month is the estimated month of labor.

" Jalan² nduk." Greet the neighbors who found nina.

" Yes ma'am." said nina politely.

" His stomach is already looking down, maybe soon giving birth.

" It's still 9 months old."

Long walk², nina headed for the greengrocer who just came, after finishing buying some side dishes and vegetables. Nina's back home. Arriving home, Nina went straight to the kitchen and started cooking.

" What cooking?" Ask mother.

" Cake this ma'am."

" hemm yes already, not too much onion. onions are expensive." ketus mom.

Nina felt like crying, for some reason but, this pregnancy made her mood very sensitive.

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" Yes. later if the child is born to be here aja, depit's wife to come to Bali work." Samar² mother's voice, yet still could be clearly heard by nina.

" Of course I'll take care of him. Let her work, get money." Mother's voice again, benar² makes nina's chest tight.

After the husband's attitude changed, now the mother too. Oh my God, why is this happening to me. Nina's mind tried to hold back her tears.

After she finished cooking, Nina chose to go into the room, and shed her grief.

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Two weeks later, the ship came home. No preferential treatment, everything goes as usual.

" le. later if your child is born, sleep with me." Mother's speech on the shipyard.

" Whatever."

" Later if the new cry is loved to his mother."

" Let's help nina's mother, at delivery." Pinta galang's.

" How can I, yes you. You're her husband." Ketus.

" I'm dizzy when I see blood."

" Yes, I'll say the same bude juma. Let him accompany your wife to give birth." Say mother in a cold tone.

It felt like nina wanted to run, but where?, she had no place to hide.

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The day awaited² arrived, that night nina was absolutely very difficult to sleep. His stomach tightened, and occasionally felt contractions. After feeling the pain is getting stronger and there is a sign² will give birth. Nina asked to be delivered to the midwife's house.

" Slow², my stomach hurts." Nina said as they were on their way to the midwife's house.

After arriving at the home of the midwife. At 01:30 in the morning.

" It's opening 3, here it is, no need to go home."

The midwife told Nina to lie down to the left. What a very pleasant contraction, nina felt nauseous and always vomited. Let alone food, drink water or warm tea, only up to the throat.

" Mommy how is this?" Speak to one of the nurses when the midwife arrives.

" Why?"

" This mother always vomited, was given a drink she had vomited."

" Then in the infusion, if not, then you have no energy". Nin simply nodded softly, it felt very heavy to make a sound.

At 4:30, at dawn, Nina felt something rushing out of her birth canal.

Ohya, nina is alone in the delivery room. The husband and mother-in-law are in the waiting room.

" Ooh, not mbak, this water has broken. Hurry up and call the midwife."

One nurse was seen running to call the midwife. After the midwife arrives.

" It's fully open. Let's set the breath." The midwife gave aba aba.

Chequek.. Bude Galang looks in.

" Nduk bude can only accompany you until 5, because bude has to cook." Bude's whisper is nodding nina.

Nina started to push..

" Mistake wrong, not push it."

" Yes, it's good..."

" Keep pushing.."

" Eugh.." nina strained as hard as she could, until unwittingly the infusion needle in ninaa's hand slipped off. Lemas. nina instantly limp.

" Oh, the infusion comes off, quickly plug it in again." shouted the midwife.

" Don't close your eyes, open your eyes." The midwife shouted as she saw nina close her eyes.

" Nduk sorry yes, bude has to go home, is it okay² ya left?" Bude's whisper was returned with a nod by nina.

In the room, Nina struggles to live and die alone, trying to give birth to a sweet baby whose presence may not be expected. But for Nina, she was everything.

" Hurry and call her husband." Said the midwife, when she saw that Nina was running out of energy.

" No, ma'am."

" Forcibly fast."

Not long after, the barge came in. And the midwife immediately told him to support the body of the nina, so that the position of the head of the nina higher.

Nina, who was half conscious, did not hear what she was talking about. Then with the last remaining energy, Nina managed to give birth to her tiny baby.

CUPS..

Nina felt a kiss land on her forehead.

" our child is born.." Brisking galang.

After the umbilical cord is cut, the baby is taken to a table not far from the bed nina to be cleaned.

" Mom, please come out first, let's go out. Later if you want to come in." Ketus midwife, who saw the galang mother immediately entered when she heard the sound of baby crying.

" Please sir, the princess is in adzan nin first" said the nurse.

Galang also left the nina who was being cleaned, and headed to the table where his son was placed.

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