Is it my destiny or is it my destiny?
Crying out

One week later...

" The sponge is thin, it hurts a little when you sleep."

" Yes what else, his name is also used. If it's just soft." Nina's chuckles.

" i'm sorry I haven't been able to buy you a mattress."

" It's okay to slow down."

Tomorrow I'll ask to take Joko to the service worker. Who knows if the TV can still be serviced.

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" The TV is no longer red, but its brightness is only this. Said his service provider, his tv tube is empty and can no longer be replaced. Even if replaced expensive better buy a TV again."

" Yes it's okay if we have the sustenance we can buy a better TV." Nina's speech.

" Yes, I hope."

When Nina was sitting on the porch of her room..

" This is who's got the stuff, so the rat's nest knows." Omel was one of nina's neighbors named dwi .

" Well, if it's cleaned up let me help you." Fresh nina.

" Any help?"

" Yes." Yeah." Nina's jaw.

" Yes, come on."

Nina then helps Dwi, cleaning the empty room in front of Dwi's room.

" Whose case is this really?" Ask Nina.

" The bed belongs to the husband."

" Not wearing it?"

" Don't know the guy"

Not long after my husband came, then Nina asked if this mattress is still used or not.

" no care does not wear any more I already have a better and nicer mattress. That's sponge mattress."

" Can I borrow it?" Ask Nina.

" Just wear it's okay but I wash it first because it's been there for a long time."

After getting permission from the owner, Nina met her husband who worked not far from there.

Nina asks for help to lift the shoes so that nina can wash them.

After the empty space in front of Dwi's room was neat and clean, Nina began to wash the sponge mattress.

In the afternoon, she was helped by her husband to put the sponge mattress into the room and put it on his sponge mattress.

" Well if it's soft." Say a cross, directly dropping himself on the bed.

" Yes, I'll put the bed linen up first."

" Prepare rice for me, I'll eat after I finish my work."

" Hmm."

" Where is Ilmi from?" Ask Nina.

" From playing, you buy a new mattress? huh uh?"

" Mama ayu's bed, mother borrowed."

" Oh, ye ye ye. has a bed. Mother tomorrow buy a case like the one at grandma's house so I can jump."

" Yes." Yeah." Nina smiled at the scientist.

Days, weeks, months, change quickly. The happiness that Nina felt had been lost somehow since the last month.

Nina and Gilang often bicker about money.

" you this how the hell just yesterday I gave you money don't waste it."

" It's not me who is wasteful that all those needs are going up."

" It's take this for shopping."

Gilang gave Nina a piece of money.

" Remember sparing don't be wasteful."

Nina wanted to cry over the piece of money she had in her hand, how she could save money while all her needs were going up. Rice and some kitchen needs are also exhausted.

Today the age of science is exactly 4 years. Nina bought a small donut and a candle for the scientist.

" Happy birthday dear.." Nina's speech awakens ilmi.

" Lo, ilmi wants a big cake, not a small one." Saying ilmi sad.

" Yes, I'll buy a big one. Now dong the candle."

" really??"

" Yes, here's the gift."

Nina gives Ilmi a bag of black crackle, ilmi opens it. An ash suit dress fitting in the body of science. Nina bought it from the coins she collected.

" Thank you mother. Tomorrow buy science a big cake like Tina's sister's birthday."

" Yes dear."

" When you don't have the money, don't so-soan make a candle-blown event for children." Ketus.

It was Gilang who always opposed if Nina made a cake for Ilmi, on her birthday.

In fact, Nina just wants to please the science. Blow out a candle on her birthday, something Nina never got in the first place.

After blowing the candle science back to sleep. Nina crying.

" I'm sorry mommy baby, you can't give cake to science."

Nina spills her guilt by crying in the kitchen, occasionally turning to the sleeping scientist and Gilang. Make sure they don't see nina crying.

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