Is it my destiny or is it my destiny?
Little Happiness

Nina's heart felt so warm as she reminisced about the story of herself and Rimba.

Sometimes he also regretted why every Jungle expressed love to him, he always chose to hang on with his lover. And the same thing happened when he expressed his feelings for Rimba, when Rimba also had a lover. So Nina did not want to leave her lover for her sake. From that moment on Nina realized that maybe their destiny was not intended together.

" Rimb, don't be sad because it turns out we can't unite. Maybe God really wants us like this, keep supporting each other." Nina said, as Rimba suddenly contacted and discussed about them.

" You don't wait for me to get a steady job. If only you'd waited for me until I actually got the right job, maybe the woman I'd be applying for would be you."

" Ck, where are you going, right?"

" Yes, I made him my second wife."

" Don't mess with you, remember that until I hear you leave Intan, the first person to get mad at you is me."

" Yes, seriously."

" Rimba denger, I'm sorry enough in a marriage. Don't you go through the same thing as me. I really hope you can appreciate Intan if she's already your wife later. Love and happiness she always."

" Of course, I'm starting to love him now. Not as much as love for you."

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Rimba can always make Nina tenan's heart. And Nina always prayed for the happiness of the Jungle. And without Nina knowing tempe also prayed happiness for Nina.

Rimba, how can I let you choose me and leave Intan. Whereas Intan himself once told me that you were very hurt about me. And Intan was hurt because of your slump. There I am sure that Intan is the one who deserves to accompany you not me. Inner Nina.

Nina smiled and felt she had found a little happiness in her heart. Even if only by remembering his story with the Jungle.

Now, they rarely communicate, not infrequently but almost never communicate again. Maybe because Rimba who now has 2 children, and also busy Nina take care of her two daughters. As well as the illness of the mind that always haunts Nina, Mina no longer dares to contact Rimba first. Because he was afraid that he would disturb the already calm life of the Jungle. Although Nina had been hurt to Rimba because at her wedding, Rimba did not tell Nina or invite her.

" Send who your house is and your phone number is changing." Bela Rimba when they can return to communication after a long time lost contact.

" Yes, you can find me through social media. After all, social media accounts still remain that long never change and change." Nina's Speech

" Yes, don't get mad I'll kiss you."

" Can you?"

" While."

" How?"

Nina could only smile. Really being able to communicate, hearing the Jungle is a joy in itself for Nina. And now that they could no longer joke around with laughter like before, Nina could no longer share her grievances with the Jungle. Because Nina was afraid that her problem would burden the Jungle. Because after all Rimba is now married and must have been busy with his family. Let Nina learn to keep her own problems.

" Nda, come here." Said Gilang, one day when Nina was sitting relaxing with Ilmi who was studying.

" Yes, what's up?" Nina said as she walked into the house.

Nina saw Gilang holding 4 pieces of money in red. Two in the right hand and two in the left hand.

" This gives to your mother, and this I'll send to my mother."

" Thank you." Nina's Speech.

Then without saying anything else Gilang took his jacket and started to go to work.

Dina's eyes glazed over while looking at the 2 pieces of money, the article during marriage is the first time Gilang gave money to Nina to give to Mother Nina.

Gilang had never been open about finances to Nina. Even every time Gilang sent money to his mother, Gilang never told Nina. Nina also found evidence of the transfer twice with a large nominal that Gilang sent to her mother when Dina was in her hometown.

When Nina found evidence of the transfer, it was really like Nina wanted to get angry screaming and crying.

" Why don't you ever open up about money to me Gilang. I always felt like you were more concerned about your mother than I was. I still remember when you borrowed money to send to your mother. While at that time I asked for money to buy rice but instead of you giving money you gave me a diatribe. My heart really hurt Gilang, what do you think I am?" Nina said alone.

If Nina had the courage to oppose Gilang. He would definitely be very angry with Gilang. Because he never wanted to be open about anything to Nina.

" Lord, what makes me so weak in front of Gilang. Why do I not dare to fight him. Is it because I'm afraid if Gilang demands divorce so no one will ever give me money for the living expenses of me and my children. Or maybe I'm a stupid woman, for not wanting to fight the injustice that's done to my household."

Nina wept lamenting the stupidity and suffering she endured.

" Is this my pain or is it my destiny?. Is it true that my mother's brother said that what happened to me was because of the karma of my father's past actions?"

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