Is it my destiny or is it my destiny?
Want to too

" Hey bun.." Sapa Mama Melo, while Nina was sitting relaxing in the seat that Nina used to spend time alone.

" Lo, where are you going to be tidy."

" Want to go home."

" Lo, is that right?"

" Ayeah right. Actually want to go home mid-fasting. But because there's a thing so yes go home now."

" Well, will it be a long time?"

" Yes, one more month."

After finally Mama said goodbye to Nina.

" Brave heart.."

" Yes.."

Nina looked at Mama melo's departure with a sad feeling. However, Rina also wants to go home with money and go through this Ramadan moment with her family. His own family, not the family of Gilang. Nina really hopes that she can again enjoy the time of fasting and Eid together with her family. Nina has never felt breaking her fast along with her equipment like she did last year. Nina remembers herself and says she lives in-laws' house. When breaking the fast is not the same as Saina is in her own family. If usually Nina and her family will eat together, but when Nina gather with her mother-in-law just when breaking the whole house will eat alone.

" If only, I'd known this app a long time ago maybe I already had savings for me to go home and get together with my family." Lirih Nina while looking at the application she had just been working on for the past few months.

Drrrttt drrrttt drrrrttt

Nina's phone rang, a message from Nina's schoolmate's friend.

(Nina, not going home?)

(Like he doesn't. You homecoming?)

(why?, I'm going home if there's money 😂)

(Yes, how else I might not go home because my husband has already said that I don't expect much to go home)

(What?)

(my husband is not working with his brother, he works with his friends and also his income is not as much as when working with his brother. Don't go for pocket money homecoming to eat me still less)

(Patience, who knows if there will be a provision)

(Yes, hopefully, but I don't know sometimes I'm not sure either)

(Relax, if Lebaran can not go home there is still after Lebaran)

(Yes, it's only time for Ilmi to enroll in the school)

(Well, isn't that school registration June-July?)

(In Kindergarten where I will send Ilmi registration open 5 months)

(Farel is also in school this year, the same age as Ilmi, right?)

After that, because Akifa was already sleepy, Nina so ended her conversation session with her friend. And began to put Akifa to sleep while fantasizing that he would have sustenance in order to go home and gather with his family.

In the afternoon,

" Where are you going?" Nina asked when she saw that she came home and left again after she received a call from her friend.

" Want to fish."

" Go home and get ice to break the fast."

" I came home the other night, because I was going fishing somewhere far away." Say Gilang while starting the motorbike and leaving the boarding house.

Nina went back in to sweep the house.

" I'm just about to break my first fast alone." Ogre Nina.

Nina then opened the refrigerator door and hoped that if only the refrigerator did not error maybe Nina had made ice cubes in order to make her own takjil.

" Fridge, why do you have to make a mistake at a time like this. I can't even keep fish in here." Ogre Nina.

" God, why is my life so short. Am I the one who is less grateful for the blessings you have given me. And why did I get a husband who could never understand the needs of the household. Was I really that much of a sin that I got a husband like this."

The clock shows five o'clock. Nina after finishing cooking swept the house and also bathed her two daughters. Then he heard the roar of the motor from Gilang.

" Well, how come home?"

" Yes, I didn't find the bait fish I was looking for so I didn't go fishing in its place away I was just fishing near here."

" Oh.."

Nina is busy feeding Akifa, while saying she looks busy taking care of her pet bird. Then after Nina finished feeding Akifah Nina saw the clock that had shown at half-six over 15 minutes.

" Yuk afternoon walk, while looking for ice to break the fast."

" Open the fast it's half seven, and now it's six yet Why are you making a fuss looking for Ice.?"

" Yes, if you search now it won't be as crowded as when we come and buy ice at six." Nina's Speech.

" Same, you go now and you see it must be in line now."

Nina then began to take her shoes and veil and put them on Akifa. Nina decides to buy ice herself without waiting for Gilang.

On the way home Nina sees some of her neighbors and friends taking a walk with her family. Nina felt sad because she could only go with her two children. It also just buy takjil and also buy some needs in a minimarket.

" Why do I have a husband who only seeks his own pleasure. Why can't he understand that making a family happy is also a good thing. I guess I should get used to this. Besides all this time if I want to go anywhere I always go alone and not wait for Gilang. Because I know Gilang wouldn't want me to go around if it wasn't for his own volition." Lirih Nina is on her way back to the boarding house.

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