Is it my destiny or is it my destiny?
Blames

" Whose bike is that?." Tanya galang saay nina came home with a scientist riding a bicycle.

" Bicycle ilmi, buy his grandmother." My words then passed leaving the galang with his friend.

" Immi's sick?." Ask galang.

" It's like that."

Drtt...

" hello." Galang.

" Hello, this is you mother asking for science constantly, miss he said." The voice of the younger brother galang through video call.

Galang chatted with his mother, while showing a picture of science. Nina chooses a temple busy with IRT duties.

A few days later...

" Nda, try to do something, anything, that makes money. Instead of your work, just sleep."

" I'm trying."

" Said online sales, where the results, I never know the form of money from the results of your sale."

" It's over for shopping, groceries now it's expensive."

" Make it not wasteful."

" I'm not feeling well. Scrap it, please." Nina pinta.

" Poor, don't work sick."

" I do homework, from morning to night. I can be tired too."

" It was my duty to be a wife. If you don't want to get tired, why did you get married." Struggling with high notes.

" You're the one who asked me to get married."

" Why do you want to?, that's it. I have business" Ketus galang, then leave the melody.

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" Why do scientists cry?" Ask galang when nina brought the scientist home in a state of tears.

" Ordinary, because of hp." Say nina who went into the house, and tried to calm the scientist who was still crying.

" Here let me carry it." Taking science from nina's sling.

" Why baby why?"

" Hwaaa hwaa hwaa.." Ilmi was crying.

" Why the hell, from that moment on crying, did you do him?." Ketus.

" hey when asked for a reply." Say it again.

" I told you he was crying because he asked for their phone, the tablet was catapulted so angry and...."

Brug...

Not finished talking, nina already felt something hit her head. Foot. Yes, that was the galang leg, he kicked nina's head because nina spoke in a high tone.

" Just shut up, you're not a bitch." Escape the room by slamming the door.

Nina hugged ilmi, in her teamang sweet girl, while being given breast milk, until she fell asleep.

"Hiks hyks...what is my fault?.. hiks hyks...this is what I received?, where did my husband's affection go first. Why is this happening to me..

ma... I want to go home, father...Where are you?, why aren't any of you going home..." Nina cried while hugging the scientist.

" Hello uncle." Nina calls uncle, intending to borrow money for the cost of returning to Java.

" Yes, what's wrong? you crying?"

Nina told her chronology to her uncle.

" Patience, do not rush to take action. Talk well with your husband. If you still want to go home, call uncle again."

After the phone was turned off, Nina chose to go to sleep. Nina felt someone hugging her from behind. Drear. Yes that guy is a galang. Hugging nina, and kissing nina's head. Just that, there was no apology as Nina expected.

" I'm fishing." He said while kissing nina.

After kicking me, just acting sweet. Inner nana.

" Sin. nina.." Hepi sound.

" Come in.."

" It's me making a sponge..Lo why are you?"

Hepi saw nina's puffy eyes. Nina then told him, and came back crying.

" Patience, I also often quarrel, yes even though not to play hands, let alone feet."

" Hiks hiks. Thank you." Thank you."

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Within three days, the ferocious attitude became sweet. He even had a husband and wife relationship. But the wound is still a wound, let alone the nature of nina who can not forget her disappointment.

A few months later, as usual, in the second week of the fasting month, Nina always went home first in order to stay at her house.

" Lo one travel with sister ilmi." Said brother-in-law.

" Go straight home to mom?"

" No mbak, to my house first, not if from Bali will pass my house first."

" oh that, so when to go back there, the usual thing is, the day before the scientist's father came home. So I have a vehicle if I'm going to buy science."

" Oh."

Conversation's over.

A few days later..

(You are a useless wife). Message from the galang.

(what do you mean). Nina's reply

(you told brother-in-law if you didn't want to go home, you also said that I didn't want to go home).

(It's true, you're disgusted to stay at my house.).

(you are a bad person. You are a sinner. Already know if you go home alone without the husband pamalik, you still argue. My mother lives there alone).

(then what is the difference with my sister who also lives alone, before there I am also your mother lives alone).

(You are useless. If it wasn't for science, I would've divorced you.).

Again the word divorce which became the mainstay weapon so that nina obeyed and obeyed the word galang.

Is it possible that galang knows, if nina does not have who will defend her?, there are no parents who accompany nina, so that the galang can do as they please.

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" le, stay here aja ilmi. Your wife let me work, get some money. Let's not spend your money anyway." Say mother.

" Ilmi can't be far from her mother."

" Lo ya later I find a shaman, let science be made to forget with his mother."

Nina's heart that had healed and started trying to win her husband's heart again, again hurt when nina who accidentally heard the conversation.

" Le, you've bought your niece a dress."

" Not yet"

" Buy le's shirt, pity."

" I'll buy it."

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" Nda, let's go to the plaza." Bring galang.

" For what?" Ask nina.

" Buying clothes for Adit, my niece."

" Buying clothes for adit, ilmi?"

" Immi's got a lot of clothes."

" Ilmi has a dress because my father and mother gave money, so that scientists have new clothes on the day."

" Ah it's the same. I haven't bought you a suit for a long time." Ketus galang then go somewhere.

As nina was about to wash the dirty hands of the scientist, she faintly heard the voices of her mother and husband.

" lo, he said he wanted to buy clothes for adit."

" It doesn't. Nina wants me to buy science clothes, too."

" What the hell, your wife."

" Let's buk, he really likes to be envious."

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Lord, can I turn my time back to the time of my closeness to the ship.

Lord.. Can I change the course of my destiny?,

May I complain about how cruel the world is, as if it were not on my side.

It is my fault, or it is my destiny like this...

Is it my fault that I want to feel happy with the person I choose to be my life partner???...

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