Is it my destiny or is it my destiny?
Just Grit

" I've canceled my travel" Gilang said as Nina almost finished putting in all her clothes and Ilmi's.

" What do you mean?"

" Less clear?. I canceled the trip. So you're gonna stay here."

Brake !!

Nina threw the suitcase that had just closed.

" What do you mean?"

" Listen, if you go home that means you want Ilmi to have no father."

" Would you die talking like that?"

Gilang approached Nina and hugged her from behind.

" If you're gone, that means you're ready to divorce me."

" I'm ready."

Gilang let go of his embrace and looked at Nina.

" Are you serious about what you say?"

" Don't you say that I have to leave in front of you."

Gilang lowered his head and let out a long sigh.

" I'm just kidding."

Nina smiled thinly.

" Why is it that every time I'm really fed up, you're always saying that it's just a joke. What do you think my heart is?, as if you're pulling a stick."

" lina. Do you want if Ilmi doesn't have a father?, you're happy?"

" I'll definitely find her a new father.

Silent.

Nina's words might be like a dagger piercing into the recesses of Gilang's heart. Proven Gilang instantly silent a thousand languages.

" Mother come, he said we want to go home aunt dwi." Celoteh Ilmi who just came home from playing.

" It's not so." Ketus Nina while kicking the suitcase in front of her.

" Lo, Why?"

" Just ask your father."

Brug !!

After saying that Nina dropped herself on the bed and busied herself by playing mobile phone.

" Dad, why didn't Ilmi go home to aunty dwi?"

" Because I don't want to part with Ilmi."

" Devil father, Ilmi is not allowed to go home to Auntie Dwi."

" Hiks hyks hyks." Ilmi started crying.

Gilang approached Ilmi

" I'm sorry Dad, let's go get some ice cream? or Ilmi want to ride odong-odong?, Ilmi can play as much as there."

" truth?" Said Ilmi while wiping her tears.

" Yes." Yeah."

" Yes, come on."

" Try asking mom if mom will come?" Silang.

" Mother, you want to come with me for ice cream?"

" NO." Nina replied without looking at Ilmi and kept busy with her phone.

" Dad, mom won't come."

" Yes, come on with me."

After Ilmi put on her jacket and veil and disappeared then immediately left the boarding room to the place that Gilang said earlier.

After they died, Nina began to cry.

Why am I so weak, why don't I have the courage to leave here. Hiks hiks, if only one of my parents were in Indonesia. Maybe I won't suffer like I am now. Mama, papa. Why is my life always like this. I forgot the last time I felt happy.

Nina is getting late in her grief, sometimes she blames her father for canceling her match with a man who is now married and living a happy life who lives on a distant island.

Nina continued to cry until she fell asleep. He didn't even realize when Ilmi and Gilang had come home from playing.

In the morning, there was something strange about Gilang's attitude. He turned into a sweet man.

" Today don't cook, I've bought you a pack of rice for breakfast." She said when she saw Nina woke up.

" Hm."

Nina just cleared her throat then got out of bed and walked towards the bathroom.

After Nina finished the bath, Gilang hugged her.

" I'm sorry Nina, I'm really sorry."

Nina Just fell silent. His heart was tired of the drama Gilang.

Because Nina had memorized, the sweetness of the ticket only lasted a few days. After that, it will return to its normal nature again.

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Sorry if the story is short. Because this is purely the author's own story, so sometimes it is still sorted out which ones are worth pouring into writing or not.

Thank you, the author said an-najah who had been pleased to stop by and read this article.