Is it my destiny or is it my destiny?
Getting worse

" Let's go back to Java, I'm tired of being in Bali. Our lives gini gini. Lonely work, you don't want to help make money."

" Have I not worked on making bracelets?, although the payment is not much, but enough to meet the needs of science."

" I'm sick of working here, lonely."

" Why not try to work like your other friends?"

" heh, I'm lazy!, it's been a lot of work, the cost is cheap."

" Let me help you with your work."

" You're not so good at helping me."

Nina chose silence, continued arguing also free. He will always feel like he is winning, and he wants to always win.

" If you had a friendly boss, nice. That can be done in Java, like irawan." Say again.

" Yes you are looking for. Not that your friend's friend has given you many recommendations."

" You think it's easy to get into work like them."

" If not where to know."

" I'm ready to go back to Java and never come here again. The bike was sold, then opened a business in Java. How's it?"

" If you can not sell a bicycle, it can be made a savings, if at any time there is an emergency."

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A few months after that conversation, there was a big incident that made the galang decided to live in Java.

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(Sorry this can't be told, because it's too painful.)

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Nina chose to open a child snack business with the remaining money from the sale of bicycles.

" you borrow money, I'll get my job done."

" No, you're just going to run an unimportant race."

Galang went to see his mother, his likeness he borrowed money from his mother.

" It's money from my job." Gilang handed over three pieces of red money.

" Yes." Yeah."

" Buy 10kg rice. Keep loving to mom 100 grand. You've been living here not buying to eat."

" That's because I've been negotiating with mom, if you buy vegetables.just vegetables and side dishes. To eat. As for other necessities like oil, gas, soap etc, I bought it."

" It's the same, you're hitchhiking to eat with mom. You don't even pay for the trash. Though the most trash from your sales junk."

" I just don't pay 1x, that's also because I don't know if there's any garbage dues."

" TV dues too, you should pay. The one who saw the TV a lot was your son. Moreover, electricity, your blender that is always on it consumes a lot of electricity.

" Yes already then. Also tell your sister, if watching tv on turn off. Don't light up till morning, while the man's sleeping."

" I told you." Ketus.

" When I'm all giggling, where am I?"

" Yes the money from the profit of your sale, cook you set aside 5000 every day.one month will already be 150 thousand. Enough to pay for the garbage and TV."

" Yes I can save, but if my raw materials are stale, and I lose. Are you going to compensate me for my loss?"

" The basis is your calculation."

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What should I do?, if I were to decide the food menu, surely the mother-in-law would comment. After I decided to share the kitchen, my husband did not accept it. Mother also why always refuse when I give money from my own sales?, making my husband hate me even more, as if I just want to feel good. Can I give up now ???. Nina's inner crying.

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" What's mom again?" Tanya nina, during a visit to the house of mbak tiya.

" This again makes a brush from coconut coir."

" How is it?, hard isn't it?"

" No, look." Ma'am Tiya showed me how to make a brush.

" I can try."

" Of course, try."

After a few tries.

" Sir, I want to take this job. Is there still?" Ask nina.

"How many seeds is mbak?,"

" 1000 rupiah."

" It's good to add more money jajan ilmi."

" Yes, while waiting for the buyer, while making this."

" Yes mbak, warung also mulau deserted. A lot of stale food and inevitably has to be thrown away."

" Why not sell cigarettes anymore."

" Now his capital is exhausted, taken a little bit to eat, hehe."

" It's a work gk."

" Work, it's just that, he still likes his hobbies."

" Has been in nasehati?"

" Already but.., I don't know mbak. I'm tired of it."

" Patience ."

A few weeks later...,

Nina began to be busy making brushes from the coir head, maybe it was already a fortune from God, when the sale was quiet. There is still another windfall, so that nina can meet the needs of science.

Tired of it?, don't ask. Even Nina was willing to sleep until late at night, so that her work could be completed quickly, so she could get money immediately.

" No more work." Tanya galang, when she saw Nina watching TV.

" The wire does not exist, the brush maker is numerous, but the wire maker does not exist. I wanted to take it, too, but I couldn't lock the wire." explained Nina.

" Easy to lock it. How much would it cost to take a wire job?"

" 75000/1000 seeds."

" Huu, it's cheap."

" I'll take her, I'm the one who's stringing all, from cutting, to folding. But you're the one who locked it, how?"

" Whatever."

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" Come on, let's make a kid?."

" Ha?, why did it arrive?"

" Yes who knows our fate can change, he said the child opened the door of fortune. Our life in Java is not improving, so add like this, even though you have worked. But still, we're lacking."

" I'm not ready, if I have to add a child now. Try you if it's a real job."

" I'm tired, the cost doesn't match his heavy work. Just try mas adi give me work 1 package like the others, surely our needs are fulfilled."

" My sales are starting to get quiet, too.."

" Cake up, I have to go to Bali again."

" It's up to you."

" Usually if in Bali, there is a ring order, the cost is 200-300 thousand. Here, my skills are only paid under 100thousand."

" Yes already, now just sleep, think back later about wander.to bali again."

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These few weeks, nina was busy with her work making wires and brushes.

Sales nina more and more quiet days, making nina stress, savings money taken little by little for sales capital.

" If it had not been rash to make a decision, maybe our bikes are still there today." Garnish, when helping nina make the wire.

"Well, regret always comes at the end. I've been back and forth giving input, but never heard. Now, the rice has become porridge. And the porridge is stale too. Regretting is meaningless, because it won't all come back."

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