Is it my destiny or is it my destiny?
ISTIGHOS
" Dad, let's go to the park. Adam's brother went to the park. I also want to go" Pinta ilmi
" You don't know if you don't have any money. Don't follow them they're rich you're poor." Ketus.
Nina who heard Gilang's words, instantly felt like her heart was showered with thousands of daggers. If he did not want to take Ilmi there could not he say good.
" Don't talk to a scientist like that, he's a kid. He still doesn't understand." Nina's speech.
" It is precisely because he is a child, so it must be taught so that he understands if his parents, are people who have nothing aka poor." Missile.
Nina was speechless there was no point in arguing with Gilang, saying she would have her own argument, because she said she never wanted to lose if she argued.
" Yuk Ilmi we buy snacks in front of this will."
Ilmi pouting.
" Let's go tomorrow if you already have our money in the park." Kayu nina's.
" Not to be promised so that he does not become spoiled. And mom asked again later." Missile.
Nina still seduced Ilmi to want to buy snacks in the store in front, so that Ilmi no longer sad because her father did not invite her to the park.
After hard-earned persuading his father Ilmi want.
On the way to the front stall, Nina tried to hold back her tears, so as not to fall.
A few days after that incident,
" It's 300 grand, saved up until I get some more money. I'm tired of looking for money so don't waste it."
" I've been trying to save money but I want to do it again, sometimes the price of groceries goes up."
" Yes smart you set it up."
Nina fell silent, she chose not to argue.
" Let's go to the park." Take Gilang to ilmi.
" Nooray..."
Ilmi was very enthusiastic.The three of them then walked towards the park.
At night, after Ilmi sleeps, the cross approaches nina. And ask for his rights.
With mixed feelings Nina served her husband. That unification, no longer made nina excited.
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" If you have more sustenance buy bed linen, I only have two sheets and one color has faded." Nina's speech.
Just shut up. Until a few weeks later Gilang handed over 5 pieces of money to Nina.
" Can I spend this money on bed linen?"
Nina then started looking for cheap bed linen in the orange app, after finding cheap bed linen Nina bought 2 pcs bed linen in different stores in the orange app.
" Ilmi would love it if I bought her a bedsheet with animal pictures."
" Mother.." Call ilmi.
" Yes, baby?"
" Will you pay?"
" Yes, later the gadget is taken yes, because later the mother wants Istighosah, so we do not have to go home and pray magrib in the mosque only. Later Ilmi can accompany Azriel playing lying waiting for mother and aunt Eka praying."
" Good mother."
" I'm gonna go fishing first." Missile.
" I'll put the key on the meter. Because I'm going straight to Istighosah, so I don't go home first."
" Yes." Yeah."
In the afternoon, as usual, Nina always prepared the needs of Ilmi to go njai.
" Where's the husband?, any progress?" Ask at rest.
" Yes still, sometimes good sometimes relapse of the disease."
" Haha, the cake our husband asked for in rukiyah ya." Tekah.
" Yes it seems so. Can it be done in Rukiyah?"
" Maybe. Eh, come with Istighosah, right."
" Follow. I think I'm waiting here for you."
" Good dong So we can pray Maghrib congregation."
" Yes." Yeah."
In the evening, after together performing Maghrib Nina prayers and Eka prepared to follow the weekly istighosah held at the mosque where Ilmi taught.
Nina's heart was so calm, reciting the holy verse and listening to the chanting of the holy verse. Makes his mind feel clearer. On the sidelines, the recitation of the holy verse. Nina held out her hands while praying.
" O Allah give our families ample sustenance. Open the door of my husband's heart, make his heart soft. Give me infinite patience and fortitude, strengthen Me in the face of every trial you give."
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