Is it my destiny or is it my destiny?
Decides

Last night Nina thought about what decision she should take.

On the one hand, she also desperately wanted to have a baby, and give a sister to Ilmi. Nina remembers very well when Ilmi asked a sister to her. So he has a playmate.

But, on the other hand, she was still not ready to have children. Given the economic conditions are still far from stable.

" What should I do.." Lirih Nina while looking at the sleeping Ilmi.

In the morning, after Nina finished doing housewife activities. Nina picks up the phone and finds a message from Farah.

(How is it, brother, decided?). Fill in Farah's message.

(Sister doesn't know, what do you think you should do?)

(If the sister anyway, it's up to brother, adek also have contacted brother's friend. And she said she was ready to send her medicine to sister)

(Sister is confused. One side of the sister also wants a child for a science friend, on the other hand I'm not ready yet).

(think again.Well let me know).

(alright).

Not long after. Novi called, Nina also said the same thing about pregnancy and also her dilemma.

" Don't be, you better defend yourself, who knows with the baby later, Gilang attitude can change."

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Day after day, Nina finally with her eyes decided that she would keep this baby. I'm right, this baby is innocent. She was a gift from God, how could Nina ever throw away the gift that God had given her.

But Nina still has not said if she is pregnant with Gilang. Until one day,

" Nda, why hasn't the moon come yet?, are you not pregnant?"

" If I'm really pregnant how?, I've been drinking a lot of herbal medicine. But the moon hasn't come yet."

Gilang fell silent, before finally going crazy saying,

" Yes, don't drink any more herbal medicine, fearing you're pregnant. We have many sins, if we try to abort the womb. That would add to the sins."

Nina was speechless, she could see the disappointment on Gilang's face.

" You don't want KB. Gini is what it is."

" Why did you blame me anyway?, didn't we agree."

" Yes cook no other KB can still make you routinely come months."

" If there was, I would've worn it."

" I'm dizzy if it turns out you're pregnant. You think making money is easy."

" Yes, it's okay to have God's sustenance that we have to accept, but I'm also dizzy, because I'm the one who's looking for money."

Not wanting to continue the debate that would make Nina even more hurt. Nina chooses to shut up and sleep next to Ilmi.

A few days later Eka intended to take Nina to check into one of the clinics in Ubud.

" I'm going with Eka." Nina's Speech to Gilang.

" Where?"

" The healthy earth clinic in nyuh yellow, ubud."

" When are you going to go there?"

" Wait for Eka, maybe the day after tomorrow."

" Open it when?"

" Monday to Friday, if poly is pregnant from 4 to 6."

" What day is it?" Ask Gilang.

" Tuesday, though.,"

" Yes, come on, I'll take you there."

" Hmm, okay."

In the afternoon, Gilang drove Nina to the clinic that Nina meant earlier.

" Pay how much?" Tanya Gilang shortly after Nina finished being examined.

" Pay the seikhlasnya. Not pulled because there's a box there so we put the money in the box."

" How many did you put in?" Ask Gilang.

" 20 grand, hehe. The money's blue and red, it's all just my money's green." Nina's Kekeh.

Gilang laughed, and they decided to go straight home, because Gilang had to continue his work."

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Just a little because they do not know what else to say, many moments that may be forgotten or also not suitable to be poured in writing.