Lembayung Dusk
Lay in my Bed's..

Twilight

Today Rian and Dion invited me to hang out at the basecamp as usual.

Later tonight is Sunday night, and there will be a wild motorcycle race. His choice between pasupati flyover bridge, around the monument of struggle or in the park flexi dago.

Three-point locations are commonly used for wild races. Although these three places are often in sudden infection by the police, but we often escape arrest.

Normally, I would get excited every time I would be in that show title.

I never miss being a champion, always benefit by winning bets.

I don't know why this time it felt so lazy. Today I don't think like I'am doing anything. I just wanna lay in my bed..

The messages from the girls who used to hang out with me were nothing I replied to. There is a feeling of boredom with the routine that I lived for approximately 2 years.

Felicia calling's..

I turned the lazy eyeball, 7 times my phone rang and made me upset.

Iiii**t!!

"Yes hello.. " I said ketus.

"Senjaaa... I miss you"

I was completely lazy to respond to his words, acting cold as usual.

"i've been in the apartment parking lot.bentar again take the elevator"

"Haah.. Why are you here? " My ask snapped a little, then decided on the call.

Shortly after that bell rang, with a heavy heart I got out of bed and out of the room to the front door.

Cliques.

"Senjaaa... " Suddenly Felicia hit me, barged in and without warning brought her face closer to mine.

For a moment my face was locked, I could not resist the unification of his sense of taste locking deeply. I've been replying and enjoying it for some time, I'am a normal.

After feeling we were almost out of breath, I let go.rushing closed the door that I could not do when he suddenly pounced on me.

Felicia, a model in some very pretty teen cover magazines, Canadian-Indo blasters.

In the wild will be a hit actress directed by a famous director in the country, and is now in the process of filming.

"Lu's not her anymore in Amsterdam? " Tanyaku ketus, while stepping towards the sofa and intend to land the body there.

But again Felicia confronted me with a barrage of attacks. Without further ado he sat on my lap and began to immerse his face again.

What the Helllll!! You are such a Bi***!

"I miss you Ja. syutingku in Amsterdam already finished ko. tomorrow already have to start filming in Jakarta, I should go straight there, but I don't want to see you! "

I smiled cynically. Buls***!! yesterday I saw that he had just come out of the hotel with a grown man, more precisely his middle age around 40 years.

"I know you are lying now! yesterday I saw you with your Sugar daddy. " I laughed out loud. "I was just pretending to ask you. " Letter.

He paused for a moment, then put his face close to the recess of my neck. Trying to lure my normal maleness soul. I was wide-eyed to see that the fabric he was wearing had been sunk on the floor just like that. He pulled me into the room and opened the T-shirt I was wearing forcefully and hastily. We are half naked now.

You know what a man will do in this situation?

I close my eyes when I feel the wave is unstoppable want to be immediately buried.

Blaass..

The shadow of a shady face nan ayu, beautiful like an angel flashed in the corner of my eyes and mind.

A pink veil that waved in the wind that evening, when a tinge of reddish adorned the beautiful closed body.

The memoirs filled my mind.. Not just my mind, but my heart. I impulsively pushed Felicia until she staggered to the floor.

I was tempted, a moment ago.

It was as if a hungry cat was about to pounce on the fish that danced floundering before him and surrendered itself willingly.

"Why are you twilight? what's wrong with you? you hurt me! " Wrapping the affected part of his body.

"Lu get out of my apartment! " Bentakku while grabbing the boxer who is sank just any on the floor and then wearing it.

"But Dusk. akuu.. i. kangen kamuu! " Felicia approached me with her naked body, shamelessly!

"Lepaaas a! " Threaten me, and pull his hand away firmly.

"Awww. it's hurt! you cruel Ja! " Ringes again. "My fault what? you have the heart to do this to me. let's finish Ja! " It doesn't stop whining until it makes me inflamed.

I left the girl alone in my room, wearing my T-shirt again I walked towards the living room and picked up the dress she was wearing.

"Nih pakee! " I threw a rough dress at her, she sobbed at me like a pity, asking for mercy.

That's me. who really I'am. I'm cruel, my cold nature is increasingly inherent in me.

The shadow of Lembayung when I was about to quench my phlegm, kept me from doing it. My adrenaline suddenly shrieked, I also don't understand why lately it's like there's a brake pack that I can suddenly step on whenever I'm about to do things, you know. beyond the limits. Which I usually do with no guilt at all.

I know I'am bast***! doing what I almost did with Felicia was nothing new to me.

If Lembayung finds out, he might be disgusted at me. Even though I'm not the one looking for those girls, once I press them, those who willingly give up, like what Felicia tried to do just now..

"Senjaaa. hiks! Why did you reject me? " Felicia was still sobbing when she finished putting her dress back on, and walked towards me.

"Lo sit here! "

"How many times have I told you that I love you Ja. why can't you accept me from the past? "

"Lo don't feel guilty about daddy lo? how many times have I told you I never loved you! I love you the same, but love is just a friend. GA MORE! "

"He is cm atm I Ja. You know my needs will not be met even though I have worked as a model? "

"Wrong you! why don't you try to change your hedon life style more simply, as it is! "

"Cck! I will be considered what my friends are! I'll be bullied again rich first. DON'T WANT! I've had enough in the veil to keep getting rich because of the material! "

"It's up to you. Now you go there! I want to be alone." My banishment.

He snickered and took his bag. "You're feeling the pain of verbal bullying, right Ja? how low are we in their eyes! as if we are not human beings who have hearts like them, you should understand my situation! "

I just fell silent not responding to him, it's true.we are both victims of bullying, which resulted in us becoming what we are now.

Starting from the background of almost the same past story, I was friendly with Felicia.

It's been 2 years since we were close, but I only consider him a friend. The best friend I met when I was delivering 'drug' orders to her fellow models.

Felicia is a child born due to abuse victims by foreign tourists when her mother used to vacation in Bali.

He's just like me. He doesn't know Dad. And despite having a perfect physique, he is not oblivious to being the moons of his friends.

She decided to become a model, and her economic life improved after that.

But because of the association, he became accustomed to the lifestyle of a metropolis and hedon like his friends.

"Look at the twilight!! someday you will bend your knees to me! " He grumbled as he left my apartment.

"Never..! "

"You are just my best friend! " I answered her softly, we were that close. Sometimes I just took her touch, but we never did more. I am still sane and will not cross the line and take advantage of friends like him.

I drop myself in bed, facing every mistake I've made.

I don't know how to fix it. I don't know how.

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