Lembayung Dusk
Unforgettable October..

Temporizing

"Senja.. Dusk.. banguun! " I shook my husband's shoulder, who was sleeping fast.

"Hm.. " He just squirms, then falls asleep again.

Time shows at 12 midnight, because it is not strong often back and forth to the bathroom for a small water money.every day my sleep is not sound.

"Senjaaa.. This is why? there's spotting! "

"Haaaah? what dear? wh why? " She immediately moved and sat down while holding my stomach.

"I'm abis urinate.. but my stomach is very fast this why... was there a little spot. contractions are also kerasa bedaa. pain really.. shhh! " I grimaced not hard to endure the pain.

Pletaaac.

I'm aghast.

Hearing something like a rupture, then suddenly there was water flowing down towards the feet.

"Senjaaaa... this..iniiii... what? water isn't it? Twilight.this is how.. Shhh... Oh my God.. bangeeett's sick! "

"Dad Iang.. This amniotic water has been broken. ayoo! I brought a bag first yes. uh wait wait wait.I brought a diaper for you to use! " Hurriedly Dusk brought adult diapers from inside the nightstand drawer that was already available just in case. Because what I've read about is the birth process.

To prevent amniotic fluid from seeping everywhere, a temporary diaper can be the first option.

With painstaking care, Dusk helped me wear the diaper. Akh... I did not think that behind all his mischief, there was a gentle and kind soul that he hid. Then she brought a robe and a veil from the closet and put it on me.

"Aaarrgh.. hurts! " The contractions are getting more frequent.

"Can you walk? " Tanya Dusk, as I move and will stand.

"Could... " I said lirih.

"I'm just a big lad. Let's hurry! " Without a second thought, he took me in his arms and walked towards the steps. I supported her on the shoulder, then wrapped my hand, looking fixed on the face that was panicking.

"You wait here, I tell you how to go."

"Yeah.. " I replied while mere***fabrik gamis out of anxiety.

I did not stop saying dhikr to neutralize my panic.

"Ayuuunng.... " Enin walked over in a hurry, beside her, Asep was rubbing his eyes while rushing to get the car keys.

"Many do'a. many dhikr... " Enin peels at my head,"Enin wants to call mama same papah you.. "

"Dad nin. do'ain Ayung. shh! " I just kept on re*** shirt, while one hand stroked my stomach.

"Be careful a. casep. nitip incu enin.. !" Enin patted Dusk's hand.

"Father nin, we're leaving first.. Assalamu'alaykum's chat. " Dusk again carried me to the car that was parked in the front yard of the house.

"Wa'alaykumusalam.. "

Along the way, Dusk continued to kiss the back of his hand and kiss my head repeatedly. I also leaned on the shoulder of his field while grimacing and kept thinking.

Oh Allah, this sick man is about to give birth.

Pain when coming months, nothing on this appeal.But somehow so delicious? There is another feeling that is stirring...

"I'm a strong one.. "

I'm nodding. Unable to get the words out. I saw Dusk reach into his pants pocket and pull out a cell phone.To contact mom.

"Assalamu'alaykum... "

"......."

"Tabling seems to be giving birth to mom. Her amniotic fluid has broken, this is us again on the road to Maternity Hospital... "

"........"

"Dad mom.. Assalamu'alaykum's chat. "

He then returned to dial another number, papah number.

"Assalamu'alaykum pah.. Lembayung seems to be giving birth soon.."

"........."

"Daddy pah.baru 38 weeks.buti..this amniotic fluid has broken.. "

"....."

"Good pah.. Wa'alaykumussalam. "

I grabbed her hand and held her firmly, wanting to channel my uncertain feelings a little. I am thankful at times like this... He was beside me and strengthened me.

"Senjaa. the same back flanks I sakiit really! " I whine, for it is not strong enough to withstand the contractions that are getting sicker. From my pelvis to my back.

"Where is sick? " He stroked my back to my pelvis slowly, while not slipping my head in a row, "Patience I wish. if I could. I would change your pain.. but God created a woman that strong.."

"Shh.. "I'm back grimacing.

"We'll be there soon.. "

Along the way, he kept holding my hand and stroking my back. Miraculously, the touch of her hand slightly dispelled my nervous feelings.. That big hand brought calm and made me feel loved.. Fear of the shadow of how painful childbirth can be ternetlarisir by attention and affection.

My husband, despite all your mistakes in the past.. I love you because of God...

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If asked what do I feel now? I don't know what to say... Various feelings mixed into one, panicking.fear.happy and all the raging in my chest.

I saw the girl I loved grimacing in pain. Presenting a strange gelenyar very sick and want it to replace his current position.

How noble is the position of a mother.

I remember mom...

Mother..was mother like this when she gave birth to me? Especially without the presence of a husband by your side..

I kept holding the hand of Lembayung my wife who was grimacing holding her pelvis, and occasionally stroking her stomach.

"Baby.. help umma yes dear.help umma can easily give birth to you...! " I approached Lembayung's stomach and asked my son to talk, saying the baby in the stomach must have known his father's voice.

While stroking her stomach, I kept whispering and praying.

"You want to meet umma and baba, baby? "

My son responded with a push, and managed to make Lembayung grimace again.Gold the handle, his fingers firmly gripped my finger, until his blunt nails even made a print on my skin.

"Sabaar yes dear... I love you from the shape of my heart.... " Turning to peck at the top of his head tiled.

The doctor and a couple of nurses approached, starting to check on my wife.

"Come please lay down first ma'am.. " A male doctor approached Lembayung.

"Please excuse me for a moment, sir... " Said, I went straight up and stood by the door watching my wife.

"Doctor Anna is on her way.mom patient yaa. while waiting for the opening until complete.We now check the blood first yes... "

Some sisters check on Lembayung,

"Let's check first, how much opening...this amniotic fluid has been broken from when? " Task a middle-aged nurse.

"www... Since an hour ago.. " Reported Lembayung while shrieking, as the nurse examined her.

"It's just opening 3.still old ma'am.. Mom already ate? " Task her while opening the rubber gloves and throwing them in the trash.

"Already but just after maghrib.. " This time I answered.

"Eat a snack only gapapa, and drink lots of water! giving birth requires a lot of energy, sir..Stayed first yaa.. "

I nodded and approached my wife.

"It's still raining outside? " Ask, he moved and sat down.

"Still drizzling.. I want to buy something first huha.. You must be hungry right? "

"Yongaaan! don't stay with me. You have to stay here! " Prevent it. While taking my hand.

I can not refuse his request for 9 months yesterday I can not accompany him through pregnancy. Only 3 days ago I came out of the toilet.new can always be close to him, and he does not allow me anywhere.Except prayer to the mosque and to the bathroom.

"You just have to keep me going! " He hugged my waist in possession. "it will be an unforgettable October.."

"Mhh.. October full of joy and happiness.." My reply stroked her head covered in a veil.

Chequek.

Someone opened the door of the room, and it turned out to be a mother.

"Resignation... " Call her as she approaches my wife and immediately hugs her.

"Still opening 3 ma'am.. " He said spoiled, leaning his head against his mother's stomach.

"Alhamdulillah.. Ayung must be strong yes.then mother gave birth to twilight younger than you.. Ayung can, definitely strong! "

Lembayung replied with a nod. They chatted.. And the mother patiently fed him the snacks that the mother brought.Although several times cut because the sisters came and checked her repeatedly.

The time has shown at 5 am, I have finished coming home from the nearest mosque around the hospital. I see, Lembayung is lying facing to the left while holding the iron where he lies firmly.

He was thinking, and closed his eyes grimacing.

The nurse checked again.

"It's opening 8.patience yes ma'am.. " Said the sister while changing the cloth that has been wet due to the seepage of amniotic fluid that continues to flow rapidly.

"I'm not strong at dusk. I'm sleepy.. " She complained, indeed from last night he did not sleep. And since arriving at the hospital he could not close his eyes, because he continued to grimace due to the intense contractions he felt.

An hour has passed..

There was no sign of the doctor coming, but my wife kept grimacing.

"Suster... This is my wife how sus? when did the doctor come? my wife is not strong.. "

"Just a moment, Anna's doctor has arrived, she is getting ready. "

Chequek.

"Bu Lembayung.just 2 days ago yaa in check, it turns out his son wants to quickly meet his mother's father nyaa. " Didna check the opening.

"aww.. " My wife screamed again.

"The opening is complete.. "

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