Lembayung Dusk
Born to Love each other: Dusk Kelana Philander

Baiq Indrawati's

Time has shown at 5 pm, said my midwife has opened 8.maybe a few minutes will give birth.

"Inaaq.. In's back hurts and hurts!" I said lirih.

"Propay In. in a moment! "

"I'm sorry for all this wrong and sin Inaq..! " I broke out in a cold sweat withstanding the continuous pain coming on more and more intensely, there was such an urge to push.

"In sleepy naq! "Out of mucus and blood that increases because more and more capillaries are broken.

My son kept moving and his head felt increasingly slid down through the birth canal that was increasingly open with width.

"Yes Allah.. In ga strong inaq! it hurts..! "

"Inaq call a midwife first.. "

Now my position is sideways to the left with both hands holding tightly to the iron of the birthing bench. Because contractions are getting more frequent and stronger.

Pain and heartburn are great.as if there is pressure to want to defecate.

"Astaghfirullah.. "

"Astaghfirullah's.. Oh Allah. huuuuhhh. sssshh. I want to pee ma'am. please help! "I groaned for help to the midwife who came.

"Birth is like this ma'am, despite the pain and pressure to push, but the mother is forbidden to push before the perfect opening! this baby's head is already in the pelvic cavity, will be getting down every contraction.At any time the perfect opening.. " The midwife then turned to the next room, the bed occupied by Fatimah tea.

The room where I gave birth is not far from Fatimah's tea. She was lying weakly hugged and rubbed on her back by her husband. While sounding the words of God that Fadli said calmed his wife.

There is a feeling of pain that radiates throughout the recesses, of heartless pain when other women may be accompanied by their husbands at times like these. But I have to fight alone.

Others can struggle to vent all the pain by tightly grasping their husband's hand to channel strength..

I'm here lamenting..

It is my fault.it is my sin..

"Yaroseaaq.. Inaaaaq.. In ga kuaat! sshhhhhhhhs.. "

The midwife and assistant immediately approached me and checked the opening.

"Perfect. come on, Bissmillah.. "

"Pull mom's breath and then let her out slowly. "

I took a deep breath and exhaled slowly.

"Baguuus.let's take a little more.The baby's head looks like a mother.. "

"Sighs.get out! "

"Come on strong ma'am.. "

After a few minutes of unsuccessful pushing, for the third time I remember only HE is the God of Life. I'm putting everything in..

"laa hawla wa laa quwwata illa billahil aliyyil azhimm.."

"Ooeekk.. "

"Alhamdulillah.. "

"Good mother.His baby is a boy.. Ma shaa Allah. This handsome face is like a bule.. "

The assistant midwife cleaned the amniotic fluid from my son's mouth and checked his breathing, then cut the umbilical cord.

After cleansing my son's body, he measured his height and weight, then brought him near me.

"Alhamdulillah a healthy baby boy, born on November 21, 20** at 17.20 WITA. with a weight of 3.2 kg and height of 52cm. "

"Let's get the baby hug the mother first yaa.kita IMD first.. " The assistant midwife put my son on the chest.

IMD(Initiation of Early Breastfeeding) is the administration of ASI immediately after the baby is born, usually within 30 minutes to an hour after the baby is born.

This procedure is done by placing the baby on the mother's chest where the baby is left naked so that there is interaction from skin to skin or skin to skin contact. Then, the baby is left to search on his own and approach put***** mother to do the first breastfeeding process.

I looked at the tiny creature..

Twilight.

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Mamah Lembayung's

There was the sound of baby crying from the delivery room next door, the crying was very loud and managed to make my husband and I moved blue with crying out of the corner of our eyes.

Itu.. Dusk is born.

Apparently men.

Iyah, the name of the son of Iin is Dusk.

While reciting, my husband hugged and rubbed my back slowly. The swipe made me feel more power and brought a warm feeling. The pain of the contractions I felt was not reduced, but the feeling of being protected was soothing.

What about Iin?

Dear sister.. What a poor little brother.

He was so strong going through all this alone without an escort protecting him.

Said Midwife, I just opened 7.Maybe about half an hour will give birth.

Contractions are becoming more frequent and stronger. It can be 2-3 minutes once with a long time of 1-1.5 minutes.And also this child continues to move towards the birth canal. Said midwife, opening 7 then the face of the fetus began to face the rectum Mama.

I did not expect to give birth so soon, even though the HPL is still a long time, if it is said to contain it up to 40 weeks.

But fate is God's decisive, when this afternoon was in the bathroom.I slipped down and suddenly felt a contraction. Coinciding with Iin who is also feeling contractions because her gestational age has entered 36 weeks, it is enough if indeed the baby wants to be born into the world soon.

Various worries I feel because I feel the condition of my gestational age is not enough because it has just entered into week 34.

It turned out that he said my baby would be born in a premature category called Moderately paterm, the baby was born at 32 - 34 weeks gestation.

"Mas.. Oh God..!"

"Propa ya neng. in Shaa Allah.. God will continue to recite and remember His name! "

I nodded while grimacing,

"Mommy has eaten? looks weak so bu. giving birth requires a lot of energy. I'd better eat first.. " The assistant midwife said as she checked the opening.

"I'm not strong mom.. " My complaint.

"Ehh. can't sleep ma'am! how about you sleep! "

"Good ma'am.. "

"Sabar ya ma'am, giving birth is painful, but after that will immediately forget the pain of seeing the baby mother.. " Mother comforted me.

"Mom should have given birth.. Alhamdulillah can pass, even though he is still young, but patient.. "

"Dad mom.. "I turned towards my husband, he just nodded and smiled as he continued to rub my back.

"Mas.I want to see Iin mas's son.. "

"Darling.You have to gather energy to give birth, eat first! "

"I want to see Dusk.. " I said to keukeuh.

Suddenly Iin was at the door and was carrying Dusk.

"Miss.. " I called her while grimacing. "You just gave birth.don't walk yet! "

"I can tea. This is my son's tea.My son's name is Dusk!"

"Ma is Allah, you are handsome! " I looked at the irises of the twilight brown eyes to the ashes.His nose is typical of Europeans, the perfect sculptor Almighty.

"Whose full name? "

"Monday Kelana Philander.. " Say Iin proud.

I rubbed the head of Dusk. "BarrakaAllah.. BarrakaAllah Fiik's.. "

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