Lembayung Dusk
"Qotrunnada Yamuna Abdullah"

Twilight

"Ooeekkk... "

"Congratulations sir.His daughter, thank God is complete.. Ma Shayah Allah...." Anna's doctor carried the tiny figure, a pale figure covered in a thick layer of white cheese that covered her skin.

He is my son.

My little angel..

I could no longer bear the swift tears that flowed from my two eyes.

It feels like a strong grip Lembayung fingers and a little scratch that leaves a wound on my wrist, nothing compared to the struggle of giving birth to my son.

"Iamuang.. Membayung...Alhamdulillah.see our child was born..."

Lembayung only replied with a bitter smile.He looked very exhausted.Dragile sweat flooded his entire face.

"You rest.. " I said as I peeked at his head repeatedly. Doctor Anna and and the sisters smiled at my interaction with Lembayung.

It looks like one of the sisters is giving scissors to her partner, then the others take it and then cut my child's umbilical cord. While the other sister colleagues were cleaning her nose using nasal aspirator.

Then, my son was finally moved to another place to make it easier to clean.

Anna's doctor cleared the rest of the placenta, and my wife again shrieked quietly.

Placental retention is a condition when the placenta does not come out on its own or is stuck in the uterus after giving birth.

Grimacing, he smiled and looked at me.

"Thank you, my wife.. "

Lembayung just fell silent, he looked and looked at me more and more. Tears began to flow from both windows of his heart. He cried and his shoulders went up and down.

"I.. I. just knew Dusk... "

"Dear dear.that's why the position of a noble mother.. " I strengthened his heart and kissed the back of his hand.

"Mamaaah Ayung very dear to you... " He looked at the door.

Mamah and Papah had just arrived from Surabaya, went straight into the delivery room and approached Lembayung who was still sobbing sedan.

"Mafin Ayung ya mah. if Ayung so far much wrong with mamah and papah.. "

"Children shalihah mamah.. Ayung is a good boy. " Mamah rubbed Lembayung's head while hugging him tightly.

"Yes already..you have to rest..want to eat what? mamah order it later. "

"Where's the baby?" Ask Papah, for not seeing my son in the room.

"At the Apgar pah test, the medical team was examining his vital organs: skin color, heart rate, reflex response, breathing and muscles. Is there a problem or not. " I replied as I approached Lembayung.

"Mother Lembayung. her son was very beautiful. I'm clean here motheraaa... " Ana's doctor came up to us and held my daughter who was already wearing clothes.

"Born on October 21 at 06.18 WIB.. " The middle-aged nurse who helped her in the process of childbirth.

"Ayoo mom... IMD first yes. let the baby recognize the source of his livelihood later... " Said Anna's doctor again, handing my son over to Lembayung's lap.

"Then.mamah same papah come out first yes, meet your mother..Dusk.. temenin your wife first.. " Said mamah, holding papah's hand and passing away from the room.

Glassy looking, he looked at the tiny figure fixedly without saying anything.

"Honey.. " I stroked his head, watching how amazingly the beautiful creature blinked.

"This is our son Dusk.. I still can't believe... Am I dreaming? some time ago he was still in my stomach.. "

"Dad baby.Look, she's so rich you're beautiful.. "

"But his nose is rich your nose I said too.. Oh yesah. adzani first.. " He was going to deliver my son into my lap.

"Ta. but. she's so small. I'm afraid she's sick, baby. I can't hold her.. "

"Gapapa. definitely can... newborn babies are very fragile.but you can definitely!"

"Come gapapa in gendong aja sir.. " One of the sisters interrupted.

I ended up holding my son very carefully and then persecuted him, whispering in his ear. He squirmed and nodded again.

"Eh.. " I was surprised, his behavior was very funny when I heard my voice echoing adhan and iqomat.

"Darling I'm back to you, I'm afraid he'll get sick if I'm the fat one.. "

Lembayung chuckled, "Yes it won't! " Slowly and carefully he took my son and carried him.

Lembayung unbuttoned his front.

Sister helped open the buttons of my son's shirt until his upper front body touched Lembayung skin to skin's chest.

How great is the Power of God the Owner and Creator of Life.

Again and again, I was amazed at all the sights that were in front of me.

"Assalamu'alaykum baby.. welcome dear... you know? This is the best phase with full of experience in umma life..." Smiling watching our son, Lembayung glazed over.

(Assalamu'alaykum baby. Welcome... You know what? This is the best phase full of experience in Umma's life).

"I've read, You know what the great thing about pigs is? They are like little bundles of hope.

(You know what's great about babies? They're like little bundles of hope )

"I hope it will be a conditioning to our eyes and heart... " Said while stroking the head of our little daughter who is still struggling to find ASI.

"That's funny.. Oh yeah.. What is our son's name? " Tanya Lembayung stared at me.

"Mhhmm.it still remains as our plan... "

Chequek.

The door opened, papah.mamah and mother walked up to us who were asiatic watching our little angel.

"Ma shaa Allah.. incu mamaaaah... " Mamah was so enthusiastic and immediately approached standing beside Lembayung, at the mother's tail. Lembayung hastily buttoned up again his clothes and baby E clothes.

"Ma shaa Allah.a beautiful grandson of ibuuu.. "

"Here papah wants to be fat.. " Papah interrupted.

"Eh. There papah wash your hands first! don't carry a baby! " Mamah nagged and replied with a nod by papah.

"Before the papah is fat, you want to be fat first yes.. " With a beaming face take and hold baby E. Mom stood next to him with her eyes glazed over.

"Iin did not expect tea.At the age of In already have a grandson.Oh Allah! " Mom looks so nervous to see my son."Try In to hold a little tea.. "

"Be careful In.. "

"Assalamu'alaykum beautiful.. "

I was stunned to see my mother holding my son. The reason is. I remember the times when my mother was depressed after giving birth to me first.

Mother. even though when I was a child I could not carry. mengAsihi. feed and take care of me. but I know that mother loves me.

I was moved to see how my mother's eyes sparkled and radiated a light of affection for my son.

"Will you hold a sling? " Tanya mamah, when papah came back and approached me.

Papah nodded his head. Mamah took baby E from the mother's sling and handed her over to Papah.

"Ma Shay Allah.a very beautiful..like you Twilight! but his eyes are rich Ayung.. Have you given a name? " Tanya papah looked at me.

I'm nodding.

"Who is this name, this pious grandson of papah?" Papah shook his hands slowly like he was weaving.

"His name is Qotrunnada Yamuna Abdullah.. " I pronounce my son's name in full.

"Ma Shaa Allah.very good name.What does it mean? " Tanya mamah while standing next to Papah.

"The servant of God is a woman like a very holy drop of dew.. " Reported Lembayung with a smile and looked at me, I returned his smile and grabbed his hand and grasped it.

"Yes Allah is good.may be a child of prayer, Iyaang? Mmm-hhmm.. The tone? Or Yamuna? " Tanya mamah was curious.

"Grab... " Me and Lembayung answered simultaneously. Then again we looked at each other and threw meaningful smiles.

Dew...

My boy...

The first time God sowed a seed on your umma womb was indeed at Dusk and when the rain fell on the earth.

Baba and umma were born when Lembayung Dusk adorned the evening sky.

But Allah does not only create natural beauty in the afternoon..

We hope you grow as a coolant to our eyes and hearts.After its dark as dark as your babys past sinks...The night changed and was replaced by the light of the sun..

You were born when everyone welcomed the day..

Dew..

May you grow up to be a beautiful Servant of God in your face, your character and your heart.. Growing up to be a holy girl guarding self-respect.supi and as quiet as morning dew.

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