
Temporizing
"Darling... What time do we check your content? " Dusk was lying on the bed while playing my phone.
"at 4pm.. "
He moved, then grabbed me from behind and stroked my stomach repeatedly.
"Ehh. He woke up.. " Said enthusiastic. Then he knelt down in front of me and pecked my stomach repeatedly.
"Assalamu'alaykum... " Baby E kicked around until it saw the elbow print and her legs protruding in my stomach.
We laughed together to see the reaction of the baby who seemed very enthusiastic to hear his baba voice.
"Finally, I can understand what it's like to miss the pregnancy with my husband.. " I stroked my head and played my husband's hair.
"I'm sorry yaa.. " I don't know how many times in 1 hour, my husband kept apologizing.
"Aren't you tired of apologizing all the time? " I said, signalling for him to stand up immediately. "You miss traveling anyway? I mah kangeenn.wanted to adventure anywhere... "
"If I always miss whether it's anywhere, whenever you want to go anywhere. bareung with you.he" He chuckled.
"Issha.. Are you the same chick as all the girls back then? "
"Absolutely NO! I can only salting.petic..romantic only if your bareung! "
"Masa? I don't believe it. The proof is that many like you! "
"They may like it, but it's just passion or emotion.no one is sincerely affectionate as I am as sincere as you.. " He held me tight.
"Ihh.. This is your son's love..! "
"Oh yesah maaf.. " He stretched out the arms and led me to sit by the bed.
"Senja... How is your father? " While in doubt, I ventured to ask about this.
"Alhamdulillah well. has been successful in surgery and has been able to undergo activities as usual. " Said flat.
"What.. You never thought of meeting your father? brother Rico has helped you a lot.he..."
"Ssttt... already! I don't want to discuss them, although it is quite their contribution in helping the case of mother and ka rico who paid the fine of my sentence... I may have forgiven you, but I have not forgotten all the bad memories of my past.. "
He took a long breath.
"Maybe there'll be a day when I can take it all in with my chest..."
I stroked Dusk's hand and leaned his head on his shoulder.
"I understand.. Ooohh yaaah.we open hampers from my friends yuuuk..." a lot.."
"Waaaaahh.. Ma shaa Allah. This bouncer from Girl .. Thank God we didn't buy it... " I smiled cheerfully while amazed to see the many gifts my friends gave me.
"Darling..this is so big..about what is it? let's see. baby bath with scales.. "
"Waahh.it must be from Nindy..try if from Risa what? they are our unborn children but have given gifts. such a best soul friend.. " I chuckled while taking the hampers from Risa.
"From Risa Sterilizer... Ma is Allah... Alhamdulillah.. " I approached Dusk who was sitting leaning beside the bed.
"Aren't you going to put Philander's name on our son's name? " Tanyaku shrewd, afraid that Dusk will be offended.
"I want a name that contains Islamic meaning for the name of our child.. " Said as he pulled me into the deck.
I'm nodding.
"And to Allah are the best names, so ask them. And leave behind (the) those who deviate from His names. They will get a reply for what they have done” (QS. Al-A'raf: 180)." I said, quoting a verse in the Qur'an. During pregnancy, I also often read articles about the reference of Islamic baby names to our children.
"Ibn Umar, Abu Hurairah, Anas and others (RA) reported that the Prophet (SAW) said Indeed, the best and most beloved names of Allah are Abdullah, and Abd-ur-Rahman. The most honest names are al-Harith (creator) and Hammam (planner). The ugliest ones are Harb (war) and Murrah (bitter)," he said as he stroked my head slowly.
"We are young, but I don't want to be a bad parent to my children, and yesterday's punishment as a whip of my punishment in the world.I'm afraid dear.my sins are too much.I want to learn to be a good person and as strong as possible continue to improve in order to learn istiqomah.. " He grabbed me, then stroked my stomach again.
"I'm going to continue my career as a photographer who was cut off yesterday.Just, I thought of something.. "
"Whataa? " Tanyaku while moving and sitting upright.
"It's okay later, we focus on the birth of our child now. I will contact my WO friends. hopefully soon can get more clients.. "
"Aamiin Allahuma... " I also want my husband's do'a and hope.
"Yes yuuuk already prepared. if we stop by somewhere first want ga? before the check? "Ask the twilight while leading me to stand.
"I want to see Mr. Sharif... "
"Ayoo I wantu. We buy first hand fruit yaa. buy Cinnamon Roll for Maryam.sama I also want to buy it for mother.. "
"Oh yesah.. Can I pinjem papah car? " Ask hesitated.
"Boleh oruh.pah even said to you aja.. "
"I am ashamed.Your family is a perfect good family, a reflection of the family that is desired by everyone.Wish me yaaa.. "
"Surely.. I must always do'ain this handsome husband! who does our child look like? you saw the 4G photos, right? that's your nose.. "
"May be like you.. "
"Our blend.. " I answered while holding my husband's hand.
"I took a shower.. " Remove the coupler and then walk up to the closet to choose which robe I'm going to wear.
"You want to go to Temenin? " He put his hand around and touched my big belly and stroked it.
"Ngga.. ngga.. ga want to! " Refuse me shame.
"Yes, I've been carrying again until the front door yaaa..! "
"Ga mauuu's... " I was in a hurry and ran a little towards the bathroom.
"Eehhhh.. ehh. yaah.. iyah will not! but be careful.You don't run! Beware carefully! "
"Yeahhhh.. " I screamed behind the door and locked it.
"Hhhh.. " I'm sighing. "Baby. your baba is very fond of umma... "
And baby E answered me by kicking my leg until I laughed at him.
"Well you are there, if you want to see the world. immediately give umma signal so umma understand yes dear... "
I just kept talking to Dede in my stomach.
Blissfully....
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