Lembayung Dusk
Longs..

Temporizing

"Father.. How dusk? he can be free, right pah? how is he doing now pah? Ayung want to find Dusk.. want to see him..had been hearing all day he did not hear the news.has he eaten reward? " I whined while asking questions to Papah who just came home and reached home.

"Pooch.. " Papah snorted, loosened his tie and leaned his body on the back of the sofa.

"Fuckin.. How dusk? " I was whining more and more and it seemed that Papah was getting annoyed with my behavior.

"Patience.be patient darling! Twilight must be fine.he's a strong boy! " Hibur mamah, rubbing my hand slowly.

"Butie.. Ayung wants to meet mah.. "

"Daddy patiently.Tomorrow we see, if we can see him for a moment.. "

"You better stay home! go home to school, don't go anywhere! and straight home! " Papa's interrupting.

"But paaaah.. "

"There is a but-ignition.if you want to quickly see Dusk, you should be patient and pray for the husband to be free soon! " Papah who can't stand my whining will become an emotion and his tone sounds very firm.

"Daddy pah.. " I don't talk much anymore, because I can't fight Papah.

"Ayung wants to go to the room first mah. pah.. " I said goodbye and immediately ran towards the room, with a feeling of pain in my chest from holding back the crying.

"Senjaaaa, O Allah.May you be well. " While I was laying down, I opened up a mobile gallery and saw one-on-one photos of our happy togetherness of the past few months.

Instantly in my mind came many scary scenes after scenes that happened inside the holding cell, which I often saw in movies or dramas.

Bullying.. beating.attack and many extreme things that managed to make me continue to shed tears. Imagine my husband sleeping barefoot.Eating only rice and tempeh alone in interrogation while in torment.

Arrggh. no.. no..! don't imagine anything bad about your husband Ayung.Just pray for him.

Tomorrow, I'll wait for tomorrow to meet him. Let's go to sleep and rest!

But how can I comfortably sleep here while my husband is suffering and freezing?

The sleepiness does not come. My mind and heart are too raging and can not forget for a moment.

Twilight..

What is the meaning of Lembayung if there is no Dusk?

There won't be that beautiful color when evening comes.

We are one and I depend on you.

Of all the afternoons we passed together, Lembayung Dusk was always the setting for the formation of longing..

I miss my husband..

Miss the scent of his mint breath..

I miss the smiles and laughter that are just in front of me..

Missed his heavy voice..

Miss the gray iris with her loving gaze..

I really miss.

I got up and walked towards the balcony of the room, opening the window curtain facing the back garden of the house.

I stared at the dark night sky without the stars.

Tonight the weather was so cold and piercing, the air penetrated into every vessel.

Anxiety and fear that for the first time ever happened in my life. Slowly the drops of water from the sky descended and I stretched my hands up.The drops wet my hands.

Along with the drop by drop coming out from the second corner of my heart's window.

My husband's...

May you be well, Imam of my hereafter..

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Twilight

"Sorry a. If there is no toilet? " I asked innocently at a guy who looks like he's a few years older than me.

"Hahahahhha.. maneh teu nyaho? (do you know?) " He laughed at me while pointing to the corner, there was a very small room with a worn-out wood. "You want BAB to BAK! " The man returned to his body.

"But I want to pray a.. where can I wudhu huh? "

"Ask the officer there! " The answer is lazy.

"Oh yes thanks a.. " I also walked towards the iron door of Tralis and approached the officer who was chatting with his fellow policemen.

"Excuse me sir.. "

"Mhhmm.. What's wrong? " See strictly.

"There's a wc inside! "

"But.." I paused the intention to protest, because everyone in the cell seemed distracted and looked at me with a cynical, dislikeful look.

"Why do you want to? " Tanya bang Aman, the wrestler-like man who was scolding me for the first time.

"Wudhu bang.mau pray! "

"There! there is no ablution here, but do not let the water run out! that water makes our shit clean! "

I blinked, as I approached the small room that was shown. Because. wc is very smelly and dirty, can not be made a place for ablution.

He wanted to clean first but said water was limited.

"This is how I help you make ablution. " Arya sir, the middle-aged man who explained the ins and outs about the cell approached me. He brought a bottle of mineral water.

"But that's for drinking sir.. " I said doubtfully.

"It's okay.my wife will be here tomorrow to bring money to buy again. " She said and started pouring drops of water in front of me. I stood at the door and began to wash my face..

Finished fulfilling the obligation of the maghrib prayer and the isya that I plural. because I had missed the maghrib prayer. This time, I felt how much pleasure it was to meet the Creator.in my prostration do not stop being grateful, it can still be given the opportunity to worship even with this limited situation.

I sat down again under the small window covered in large iron trays.

Looking up to look out, I could see the dark night sky.

The moon is covered in black clouds.. Billions of stars are hiding behind the rain.

Droplets upon drops wet the earth.. Mega place of beach creatures.

My mind wandered far into the place where happiness and togetherness with Lembayung my wife was. How everyday I feel happy.

I forgot. and got too swept up in the euphoria of the despair we built with all the love.

I forget there are hurtful hearts that may suffer for my happiness. Many hearts are victims and miss our hearts..

Let it be here. I redeemed the sins of my past.Because I realized that all this is just a deposit..

Lembayung..

Look. the sky is not as long as it is only limited to beautiful Lembayung Dusk..

Not always decorated with reddish yellow.. Which during this time as a marker grows his this asa...

Not only is it a beautiful evening as beautiful as our story.

There is a night so dark as proof that God created time.. So that we rest.

Every moment that we have to pass every second.

Believe me, if you feel what I feel right now, say my name and your name in the next third of the night..

We're both..

Ask the Owner of Life..

Tomorrow the sun rises from the eastern horizon and shines brightly in the morning. Giving a lot of self-mutilation and self-mutilation so that the heart is always full of self-awareness.

Membayung..

Every time is beautiful if passed with complete trust and gratitude.

At every breath and breath.. I am grateful, The Owner of Hearts gave me the care of a wife like you..

Membayung..

Fine there..

To me you are the angel of the earth and the queen of the Hereafter..

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Assalamu'alaykum....

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