Lembayung Dusk
The 72 Hours with You..

Temporizing

After several sleep changes, I still could not close my eyes. I don't know why I'm still thinking about the thing I wanted to talk about.

I got out of bed and went to the bathroom. Looked at my disheveled face in front of the mirror of the sink .. washed it, and then changed clothes and put on a pasmina.

Walked to the living room, but found no one there.

"Nin.. ko deserted? where are ya at? " Let's ask Enin who is arranging the dishes on the dining table.

"Eh geuliss.. tos rummage? (h beautiful.. have you woken up? )" Enin came up to me and hugged me.

"Soundly healthy? raray na meuni sepa! (his face is so pale!) "

"Still limp Nin. But Ayung can't sleep! " My complaint. "Look at the guy in the living room? mhhm.that's his tall man! "

"There, again chat with mamah papah Ayung in the papah workspace. " Enin rubbed my head full of love.

"Whatever happens.. Ayung must accept what Allah has outlined, believe in Qada.. The ordinance of Allah Ta'ala is eternal to every creature, meaning that it already exists before the birth or existence of beings. The Qada for all the creatures of God has been recorded in Lauhul Mahfudz."

"Yung ga ngerti nin.. enin say what the hell?everyone hiding something from Ayung? "

"Yes already.. Ayung sana meet papah! "

"Dad nin.. Ayung go there first.. "

Enin nodded.

I was about to knock on the door, but from the outside I heard a vague mama voice that was like she was advising Dusk.

"Tante believed in Ayung and you very much, but what if when your faith was weak, suddenly the devil came in and teased that it could easily be caliph. "

"But sorry aunt. sa-me and Lembayung.. Lembayung had no feelings for me, and he definitely refused. Men like me do not deserve to be with him. "

I scrunched my eyebrows. They increasingly do not understand the direction of their conversation.

"You must marry Ayung..! " Sounds the sound of loud and pressing.

Degs..

What's the matter?

I'm married to Dusk?

Did I hear wrong?

Not minding the tattoos anymore, I also immediately opened the door of the papah workspace.

Braaac.

"Whataaaaa? Who will marry Pah? "

"Padpole.. "

All netra was on me.

"What's this about? why is everyone hiding this big thing from me? "

I turned towards Dusk, he was bowing his head.

"Let's sit down baby, we'll talk!" Mom moved and approached me. "Here.. sit down first.! "

I obeyed the mother who led me to sit on the sofa, and then hugged me until my head leaned on my stomach.

"Good papah, decided to marry you both! "The word papah is firm.

"But Ayung.. "

"Listen to the papah explanation! "Mom rubbed my head.

"Papah is very angry when he knows you run away with Dusk. Moreover, you are the opposite sex and not makhrom.Various kinds of thoughts roam in the mind papah. papah confused! after discussing with your Akung, he asked Papah to marry you to Dusk!"

Deg.

I'm aghast. "Do you know the reward? " I'm surprised.

"The papah who said. because papah is confused must face the anger and disappointment papah like what, papah does not want to do something that later he will regret. So papah asks for an opinion akung in your mistake which according to papah is very big! "

"Ayung apologize pah.. Ayung is very sorry and completely guilty, but. what is the other punishment besides marriage? Ayung same Dusk never do strange things that are in the mind papah.. Ayung dare to swear his reward! "

"There's no Ayung! papah always try to keep you and Bintang by telling people to monitor your activities. So that you do not carelessly associate with the opposite sex. At the same time so that you are safer and more awake during papah abroad. Papah thought, because you are 18 years old.You can know right and wrong.sin or not.think the risks what will happen if you do such apathy! "Father let out a breath.

"This is indeed Papah's fault for agreeing to you to go to public school. But have you forgotten that main condition? don't date! "

I bow my head and admit to breaking Papah's rules.

"So. what do you call that girlfriend, who came home with us? "

"Dad pah. but Ayung has broken up with him.. Ayung regrets for breaking the promise to papah! "

"Good. papah hope you never get along with her again! papah also wants Ayung not to dispute our decision. "

All of this is my fault.

I was dating, I was hurt and I forced Dusk to run away with me. Selfish and childish.

Tuh kan's! Only now are you sorry?

"Good pah.. Ayung follow papah's will. "

What will happen later?

Is it all a dream? I'm only 18 and I'm getting married to a school delinquent.

But..

Has he not begun to change?

Ok Lembayung's.

Let reality be reality. Let things flow naturally forward in whatever way they like.

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Twilight

"Good pah.. Ayung follow papah's will. "

Degs.. Degs.. Degs..

My heart thumped hearing Lembayung had already agreed to marry me.

Ohh Allah..

I have never dared to ask Thee, the Most Giver.

Is this the answer to my prayer that always asks for happiness?

But to me who is covered in this sin? am I worthy?

You have been too kind to give me this heartfelt feeling, I never even dreamed I could have it.

"The wedding will take place at Pondok Pesantren Akung in Pasuruan, but we wait for her mother Dusk to arrive in Bandung tomorrow. Just the day after we left for Pasuruan!"

I'm still trying to digest every second that goes by.

"Senja.. let's go with us to eat first huh! it's only 10 in the morning but this aunt hasn't had time to eat breakfast because you're waiting to go home. Ayuung.. Let's eat first too! "

"Good aunt.. "

"Dad mah.. "

We moved out of the room, leaving the still pensive Lembayung sitting on the sofa. I turned.

"Rabeling.. " I approached him. "Rabeling.. "

"Ehh.. mhhm.. iyah what? "

"If you want to refuse this marriage, I can talk to your parents to cancel it. "

She looked at me with teary eyes.

"It's all my fault Twilight.. "

"My fault, if I'm firm, it won't be this way at last."

He shook his head.

"I'm sorry, yeah.. Because you have to marry someone like me! "

He swerved towards me. "You are why people like insecure and that is it! how rich are you trying? everyone has also made mistakes! depending on whether he wants to change and learn from his mistakes or not! " Lembayung ketus said.

I smiled at him, he was so nice..

Will it stay like this if he knows my sins first?

"You don't know my past.. " I said softly, no power to continue anymore.

" 3 days, I spend my time with you. and my impression while 72 hours with you.. I think. really you are a good person..! "

I took a long breath.

"But.. "

"Udah akh. Don't talk about it! Let's go to the dining room, everyone is waiting! "

I followed Lembayung's steps from behind.

72 Hours with you. this feeling is more growing and growing up. all over again.

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