Lembayung Dusk
Most Beautiful Award..

Twilight

"Darling... May I say something? "

Lembayung sat on the edge of the bed and looked at me full of haru. He also nodded.

I went up to him and bent my knee, then grabbed his hand and held it tightly.

"For this month, I can't give you monthly money.. "

"Why don't you have to say, I already know.. "

"Sorry yes, I am in need of money to pay off the debts of the mother in order to immediately take the mother to Bandung.."

He nodded again, then let go of the hand, I thought he would be angry.

"Ga need to think about me. You should ngutamain mother first, mother is your main responsibility.I still have savings. anyways my expenses are not much ko, ko, since marriage you are all responsible. I am also in shaa Allah sincerely .. use my savings only yes.. "

"It's necessary. All this is my responsibility."

"Or wear this.. " Lembayung unlinked the mascawin bracelet and handed it to me.

"What'sthis? "

"I'm willing to sell this for you, so that it can be an addition.."

"Don't.this is your right! "

"Father of Dusk. You can change it later."

I stared at the two beads of her sad and puffy eyes, like crying out.

"Thank you dear.. "

***

Braaaac.

I broke down the door of a room on the 3rd floor, where my mother's boss was.

"It's 35 million. The rest of it will be paid off next month, but release my mother right now! " I threw a red wad of money at his table.

He nodded and then laughed.

"Hahahhhaa! "

"Ga needs to talk a lot. I don't need your approval anymore! my mother is free! "

"Hahahha.. alright young man! bring your useless mother! ask who these years stopped accepting visitors***? his income was reduced.it was possible from 5 years ago it was paid off.mhhmm.." The old man breathed in the scent of money with a very disgusting face.

"65 million more followed. And never bother mom again! "

"You yourself know what you will get if you break your promise, right? " The old man grinned.

"Our business is done! " I left the room by slamming the door hard.

Perse*** with a grammar for a person like himself. The old man who's been exploiting my mother for so many years doesn't deserve my respect.

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"Mother.. will you come with us to Bandung? Twilight has freed the mother from the wedge bond**** that. Now the mother is free." I grabbed my mother's hand and held her.

From the corner of his eyes that glide, tears that can not be weathered. Mom rubbed my head this time full of love.

"Where did you get the money? " Ask mom.

"Senja works ma'am.so wedding and event photographer.. "

"Thank you son. Tapii.you don't know how boss Carlos, he's not afraid to teach a lesson, let alone he's a big boss who has many people. Mother.the new mother found out that the syndicate that once held the mother there was a connection with her.. " Mom's tone of voice sounded scared and agitated.

"What mom?"

I'm aghast.

"Dad, I know for a long time, but I shut this information down because Carlos' boss threatened to hurt you. "And for the first time, my mother kissed the tip of my head after a dozen years of waiting for this precious moment to come.

"Senja will teach him a lesson ma'am.One day he will surely languish forever in the bars. " I said full of anger.

"Jangaaan. mother does not want anything to happen with you. let God avenge all his crimes. countless women have been his victims, he is cunning.. doing various ways to earn money. I'm sure one day he will receive a severe punishment!"

Lembayung who was sitting next to mother hugged mother tightly.

"You children of good mothers, may you always be blessed.. "

"Oh yes ma'am.. Dusk wants to say something, this is about Mr. Sharif. "

Mom frowned. "What's wrong with Mr. Sharif? if not wrong, he is your religious teacher, right? who used to come with you to his house? his son, Maryam, was very smart, too! " Mom smiled as she stroked Lembayung's cheek.

"Pak Sharif.. "

Mother flanged, her eyes fiddled. "A-What? you're kidding, aren't you? "

"Ngga.. Twilight is kidding. "

"No. mom refused! "

"Lho.. Why ma'am? " This time my wife asked.

"Of course not dear.Mommy does not want to be the second, mother does not want to be honey.it has been enough for this mother's guilt, mother guilt, because he was once the third person in someone else's household. Which turned out to cause a lot of havoc.. " Mother's face is sad again.

"Pak Syarif's wife has long died, ma'am.he is a widower."

This time, my mother was back. But shortly afterwards shook his head in disapproval.

"No Dusk. Mother does not deserve to be with someone like Mr. Sharif.he is a religious teacher.. "

"Muu... " Lembayung hugged mom again. "Didn't everyone want to, can and definitely change right ma'am? dusk for example.. Ayung knew what his association was like, but from the beginning close and finally Ayung accepted it, Ayung was sure that Dusk must have changed.. Ayung can only be beside her and support her and pray for her in any circumstances and situations. "

"Daddy ma'am. although the process to change Dusk impressed hard and long, but Dusk has tried his best.. God gave a path that stretched out and that was unexpected.. God even gave Dusk a wife as good as Lembayung, who at first never dared to dream twilight. " I kept holding my mother's hand and reassuring.

Lembayung smiled at me and I returned her beautiful smile.

My wife's...

Every time I look at you my heart is happy, and all my troubles and burdens seem light.

"No. Mother still refused.. "

"Why mother? "

"Have you said that you don't deserve twilight.. "

"Well, then, Dusk will convey to him. Because Dusk has no right to force mother.. "

Mom fell silent. "But mom will come with you to Bandung, and settle there. I want to bury my bitterness in here.. " Mom patted her left chest slowly.

"Dad ma'am. tomorrow night we leave, ma'am. " I said, I can finally persuade you to stay in Bandung.

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Mom Twilight

I was really surprised to hear my son Twilight. He said Mr. Sharif, the religious teacher who had been guiding and teaching him to change, apparently wanted to preach me.

Of course I refused.

I am just a filthy, despicable, sinful woman.

Does he not know what job I have been doing for a dozen years?

Although, I decided to stop accepting customers** 7 this past year.and my job back to the way it used to be that just delivered the illicit drinks and accompanied the bede*** it was drunk. But still, this is not fair to him.

I am like a black mud that will stain the white of the soles of his feet.

Even though deep down in my heart, my desire to change for the better grew with my age which was no longer young.

I want to change.I want to fix all the mistakes.

Am I worthy of God?

I want to change the clothes lacking materials into long clothes that dangle. Covering my letter for decades I let and I let it free to enjoy anyone, enjoyed naf** by the striped male spy.. the land crocodile and the world's satisfaction seekers.

Well, this isn't just what I want. But a must..

My son has freed me from this deep and dark pit and jury. I am so looking forward to this time...

I used to be so helpless.

Thank you, my son... Thank you for coming to this world and being a mother's child..

Thank you for being the Most Beautiful Grace God has created to be a mother child..

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