Lembayung Dusk
In Dispose of dear : Sincere.. I pray for you.

Temporizing

If you think of 2 guys at once, what is the name? i'm rattled.. One side, I'm happy to be Radith's girlfriend. The class I have always liked..

But, the other side.... The instincts that pushed me to feel so high empathy for delinquents like Dusk.

Not that I don't know his behavior. I know. he's a badass. I don't need to explain one by one his mischief, because all schools know everything.

But the magnet was so strong, I felt like I had become close to him when the interaction between us happened recently. The first time I spoke was in Saraga.

But his gaze.. The arrgggh! Get out of my mind twilight!

Tomorrow I have to wake up early with a bright face.Shame right, want to meet the family ka Radith at his wedding om.

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"Tante so confided yaa. when he first met Lembayung! " Mommy Twilight smiled sincerely at me. "Why are you so pretty? " Wiping my cheeks that started red blush.

"Salihahs.. " Next and keep looking at me very intensely. There was a twinkle that lit up like a lamp on both of his black beads.

"Aamiin. O Allah.. " I said slowly.

Ohh.. What has happened to me?

Last time I let go, I saw a twilight smile and somehow I liked it. Now her mother was chatting with me, and somehow warmth filled my tracks as her mother stroked my cheeks affectionately.

What's wrong with me?

There's something wrong with me..

I don't know when, and where I started thinking about 'He'.

What's the matter? he could think of her and just like her smile when next to me there is Radith.

I have to neutralize my heart. Can't be like this! can't!

In any case, Radith is clearly superior in everything, positive vibes and very smart. My dream type of guy who has an oriental face, especially the more dominant is his face that is very oppa Korea.

She's she?

Seeing his face is certainly the type of fu*kboy who is used to playing girls. I admit she's a rich handsome Michele xxx said Nindy and Risa. I don't think it's different. Jauuuh instead! I think it looks like Mike.

He was sometimes expressionless and frosty rich Ice.Especially his behavior blah blah blah blah blah. (from what I heard from the cement-men).very far from my type. There's no way I like that type of guy, right? Ever never!

What if I talk to myself? lick your own spit? Aduuh.. I'm confused, actually how do I feel the same about Radith?

O Allah..

I know ko, by dating it's wrong.. but how dong? Radith.. Anyway, I don't want to break up with him. I'm lucky enough to date someone like him.

I'm ga macem-macem ko..

I guarantee you, you can take good care of yourself.

Okay. get your thoughts on 'He' and Radith. Start focusing on studying because soon want to be near the school exam.

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"You know what? he's been suspended for 1 week, Kevin too!" Risa said grumblingly, We are currently resting in the canteen.

Ooh. pantes aja, I didn't see in school.

"Keep yaa. actually, this is one of Kevin tau ga. he could not accept Rania still like the twilight. Then he provoked Dusk by saying negative things about his mother!"

"Ooh.. just pant! " Timpal Nindy said.

"If I think both are wrong! " This time the girl spoke.

I was still silent, listening to the gossip that was being discussed by my friends carefully.

"Who is the one who will be diem if his 'mother' is insulted like that! " Say Nindy defended.

"Dad, at that time, I saw her mother enter the principal's room. It turns out.. uh it turns out that the beautiful woman we saw at the Thai restaurant was her mother. Crazy is still so young! " Risa's back to grumbling.

I, who was used to listening to them gossip alias bergibah in school can only smile alone. I already know ko girls, if it's her mom. Yesterday, I met him and he kindly greeted me first..

"Senja it. actually her son is good. Sorry if you ever did something wrong at school! "

So said the Mother of Twilight while watching her son, at that time I could also see from the side if her eye beads glazed.

There was deep sadness in his eyes..

Twilight..

I believe that regardless of your past. You can definitely change..

You deserve a chance..Everyone has a chance.

Twilight..

I've read these sentences in someone's blog, hopefully useful for your life. Now I say in my heart and sincerely pray for you..

There are no "good people" who have no past,

And there is no "bad guy" who has no future.

Everyone has

No matter what the past was, how dark the environment was, and how bad the war was in the past.

Give someone a chance to change.

For, "one who nearly killed the Apostle, " is now lying next to his tomb.Umar ibn Khattab.

Don't look at someone from their past."A person who has fought against the religion of God" eventually became the sword of God.Khalid bin Walid

Do not look at someone by status and

the treasure, because

the golden shoes of the pharaoh are in hell,

bilal bin Rabah was heard in heaven.

POINT,

Don't look down on someone because of the past

and the environment, because the lotus flower still blooms pretty

even though they live in dirty water.

Then to be great what is needed is the strength of determination.

No need to dwell on the past, no need to be ashamed of where you came from, if you want.

Twilight..

You can be like a lotus flower that lives in dirty water but still blooms admirably.

Changing and rising are much more beautiful than being silent and

dreaming without taking any action.

REMEMBER!!

If everything we want continues to have, where do we learn to be sincere?

If all that we dream of soon materializes, from which we learn Patience.

If every do'a we continue to be granted,

how can we learn Ikhtiar.

Someone close to GOD,

Not that there are no tears.

A persevering do'a, does not mean there is no difficult² period Let the Organizer of Life be fully sovereign over us, not that,

because He is the only GOD.

Who knows the right time and conditions to give their best.

Stay SPIRIT.

Stay PATIENT.

Stay SINCERE.

Stay GRATEFUL.

Keep PRAYING.

Because we are studying at THE UNIVERSITY OF LIFE.

A Great Man

not produced through

Ease, Fun, and Comfort.

They are formed through DIFFICULTIES, CHALLENGES and even TEARS..

Twilight...

Hang our lives entirely on the LORD TA'ALA.

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Hello readers...

It seems the author himself has not been willing to part with the story of Lembayung Dusk.. Don't know why.. The author feels also that the figure of Ayung is the same as Dusk is real rich there. When Writing the author while imagining 2 characters. Hopefully this story can also be imprinted in the hearts of readers... Sorry the author baper. 😅😢.. It feels like if there really is a figure of twilight in the real world how? hehhe... For sure, if the author is not married, he must also be in love.

Who do you like most about the characters in this novel?

May dong.. write in the comment field.... 💕💕💕💕