
Temporizing
"Cieeee.. in cuekiiin. cieeee the sprain! ahaha.. " From the moment I got home in the car, the stars just kept mocking me.
"Ihhh.. Who is spilled? it's good that it doesn't matter tauu! " I'm a manyun and pursed my lips. Sebal. adekku is sometimes nyebelin if again come with its ignorant nature.
"What is really about kesel? "
"yes, it's not important to know him or not! I have Radith! "
"Eitts.. means ka Dusk is included in the list of teteh too huh? "
"Huhuh? "
"People answered already have ka Radith.emang I said that ka Twilight is an important person for you? so the context is this tea as a comparison huh? "
"What the hell is a deck? you are still Junior High her language is already rich student! muters! "
"So gini you know tea. if for example teteh answer, gapapa. or just temen ko. well that's natural! but I answered that Ka Radith has no importance! trus kesel I ledekin.. means that someday ka Dusk can be an important person in the heart of teteh?iyah right? "
"Ngga tuh. teteh can not be confused heart. keep ka Radith! "
"What a yaa! don't fall in the same way at dusk! watch out for your own talk! "
"Ngga will. he is not a type of teteh. type of tetah that is narrowly rich oppa... not a rich brewosan bule! absolutely NOT! "
"I'm catet niih! promise ya! "
"Ehhh what the hell is using the promise of a giant promise! " I'm getting pissed at him.
The star finally left my room.She was reading too many heavy books to be prematurely mature.
"Pooch.. " I grunt.
What the fuck try my brother! want to bandingin ka Radith same reliability not clear. What's important to me is whether he lives or doesn't. Pretend you don't know.okay!
***
Twilight
"Mom. This twilight has something for mom." I gave a paper bag to my mother for a moment just set foot in the apartment.
"What'sthis? " Mom furrowed her eyebrows.
"Open up ma'am. Sorry dusk only buy one. "
Mom opened the paper bag, and took it out.
"I-this..? " The two mother's eyeballs sparkled and began to glaze over.
I smiled seeing something warm radiating from both windows of my heart.
“When you look into your mother’s eyes, you know that is the pure love you can find on this earth.’ ~Mitch Albom's
(When you look into mom's two eyeballs, at once you know - that's where the purest love in the world is)
From the radiance of his eyes I knew there was pure love. From the radiance of his eyes I also understood there was an unfathomable affection. Although the mother hid her feelings, even though it used to be just a mockery that was thrown from her mouth.
The purest love on earth can only be seen in the eyes of both mothers. I know that maybe my mother suffered a lot in my father's house.I know that maybe the burden of life has been squeezing her until she hated me.
Mother can no longer hide and stem the tears, clear water escaped just so wet her cheeks.
"Aheuuheuu.. " Mom was crying while banging on the chest.
"Why Dusk? why child? why don't you hate me? "
"Mom. Don't gini mom. Don't hurt yourself! " I held tightly to both arms of the mother who was still hitting her chest tight. But he still thrashed and hit the chest sekenanya.
"Senja never hated mom. Mom is the twilight mom most dear mom... "
"You don't know what mom's been like all this time! you don't know Mom's dirty work! mom ga pantes at dear twilight.my sonuuu..!This mother is just a cheap woman who lives a loser like your father.Where is she when you need her? when the mother was expelled amaq. when the mother became an ungodly child that caused the divorce of the parents.when inaq died, the mother hancuuur.. "
I couldn't stand the dam of tears in my eyes, I sobbed in my tears. Imagine how miserable her mother used to be..
"Mother is indeed a lady jal**** rich who people say. mother is afraid..takuuut once you are ashamed.hate mother only Dusk! you can't be a good mother.. "
"Muu.. " I also pulled my mother into my arms.
""Relax mom.. Dusk here.. Dusk is here with mom. ain't gonna leave mom like them..Dusk dear mother.. Dusk will not go rich again first.. "
I could feel the mother's back going up and down holding back tears, for a few minutes we spilled all in the arms.the warm embrace of a mother whom I had longed for.. the first hug after all these years I haven't felt since I was a kid, probably from infancy..
I know mom's heart is soft..
“There is an ending tenderness in the love of a mother to a son that transcends all other affects of the heart.” — Washington Irving
(There is a charming tenderness in the love of a mother to her son that surpasses all other affections of the heart.)
Mothers...I pledge.. Today, tomorrow and beyond, I will always pray that you will be happy forever.
***
Mom Twilight
"Muu.. " My son pulled me into his arms.
""Relax mom.. Dusk here.. Dusk is here with mom. ain't gonna leave mom like them..Dusk dear mother.. Dusk will not go rich again first.. "
What is this feeling? why is it so piercing my heart? my son who I have been abandoned has been this big and this mature.
Deep down, I miss his arms so much. The warm snap I expected from a loser who just left us. Me and my son..
Now I get it from my son. I feel protected..
Let this.. I need to lean on you, just for a second, son! Let go of all this endless burden..
I let go of my son's embrace."Mom wants a break.. " I said softly.
"Daddy ma'am. ayok Dusk between mother to room. " My son took my hand and led me into the room, he tidied up the bed sheet and patted it so I could comfortably lie down.
I could no longer hold back, until the crying broke again..
"Sorry.. " Mygot.
"Mother doesn't have to apologize.mom's not wrong anything is the same as Dusk ma'am.."
I stroked his head slowly and smiled. "thank you for the game..Where did you get the money to buy an expensive set of syar'i mother? "
"Ehhmm. ehh.. Dusk no work free lance bu.. "
"What work? " Search. My son still hasn't graduated SMU.
"There's ko bu. mother don't worry. Now mom break ya! "
I nodded my head. And my son walked out of the room.
I opened again a neat package of syar'i set clothes that I had seen displayed beautiful in the model, on the display of a famous boutique in the Mall.
Pay attention to every detail of the stitching and amazed at its beauty. Not only beautiful because of the model, but because this is the most beautiful gift of pure love.
A child's love for his mother.