
Twilight
Lembayung was asleep due to the influence of the drug given by the sister just now.
I reached into a cell phone, about to call one of my friends Rian or Dion. Ask for help to contact his family, that he is being treated at the Hospital. I feel so guilty for making Lembayung like this.
Not that I don't know the consequences of my actions, but I just follow my heart. I couldn't let Lembayung just walk away then, even in a state of crying.
For him, the pain was his first heartache caused by feelings. Because I know, he's never been together. Radith is his first girlfriend, and his first love.
Ayu's face was so pale, her body was weak. He just wanted to eat a few spoonfuls of porridge.
"Don't leave me alone..! " Then he said that phrase over and over again. Like his he was in the middle of a nightmare, because this incident became the second time he had to fight life.
I sat beside his bed, exhausted, I leaned my head on the edge of the Lembayung, and finally could no longer bear the drowsiness.
BRAAAAK...
The sound of the door being opened forcefully made me instantly open my eyes and I saw Radith suddenly coming into this room.
Buugh.. Buugh.. Buggghs...
"Breng*******!" Maki her.
Blood came out of the corner of my lips. I fell to the floor.
"Who is Lembayung haah? If anything happens to him! canapuus lo in my hands! "She immediately scratched my shirt and will throw her fist back.
"Now, Radith, don't fight!" Said a man I didn't know, coming into the room after Radith.
I'm speechless. Staring at the two middle-aged men entering and behind him there was also Rahmat sir.
One of the men looked at me furiously and looked at me with a very sharp look.
He then approached Lembayung who was still asleep.
"Ayuuung. This is papah son. papah has come! are you all right, son? " He rubbed and kissed the head of Lembayung with affection.
Her.. Papah Lembayung.
"Senja. I have to talk to you! " mercy came to me and Radith, and he removed Radith's hand from my shirt.
"Good sir. " I bowed down, not knowing what else to answer.
I'll make sure, after this I'll accept all the consequences.
"I'll excuse you for a moment, sir.. " Pamit Pak Rahmat on his papah Lembayung. He's nodding.
I nodded respectfully at Lembayung's papa who was countered with furious glare.
Glancing towards Radith who was standing beside Lembayung stared at his worry and pity.
"I'm sorry.. " I said, without anyone answering.
Mr. Grace took me to the cafeteria near the hospital. And we sat facing each other.
"Senja.pak needs an explanation from you! this time you have to be honest, actually why are you taking Lembayung away? "
I was silent, answering nothing.
"Well, if you insist on silence and dishonesty, this time you can no longer do anything for you. After we return to Bandung, the father and the teachers will discuss this case. And the worst possibility is that you get kicked out of school! "
DUAARR!!
I gasp at the words of Mr. Rahmat. But after that try as calmly as possible to face this problem.
This is the appropriate consequence of my irresponsible actions for taking Lembayung away.
It was my fault.
If.. I have no feelings for him, where possible with Lembayung's desperate actions, I just let it go.
If. I am a responsible adult man, then I will quickly bring him back to the study tour group.
I was too happy. It can be comforting when he is sad, make him laugh, and forget his heartache.. Do whatever makes him happy. My only goal is that...
It's my fault completely.
"Well sir, I understand, I don't need to explain anything because it's all my fault!" As usual I just looked down.
"Huh.." Mr. Grace breathed heavily.
"When these 2 months you have shown so much change, your value is getting better and you are never again late. Great expectations of you, twilight! "
"Father very much hope that the Headmaster will consider everything wisely, you will try to help you, but back again all decisions are not your right. "
"I understand sir. "
"So. I just want to know a little reason, why can you go with Lembayung? you should know the consequences of your actions, right? "
I'm nodding.
"I just wanted to comfort Lembayung sir.on the second day, suddenly I saw him crying and sad. He ran out of the hotel and said he did not want to go back there. Sorry sir, for his reasons I think I have no right to tell a story. My intention was to accompany him because he was so sad. There is no other intention, let alone bad intentions towards a girl like Lembayung.I just want to protect her because I am very worried if she goes alone, while she does not know the way at all. Again, forgive me sir.. "
"Why did Lembayung end up here? is he sick? "
"It's also my fault sir.when riding a fast boat to Gili Trawangan, Lembayung was mab*k sea. he complained of dizziness and nausea, at that time we were both at the sundeck.. I don't want to pee.. Suddenly.. "
I can't continue anymore.I stuck, and it's very difficult to talk.Can't remember what happened some time ago. When Lembayung fought his life because of me even for the second time.
"Yes, the important thing is that Lembayung has now improved. Later, Lembayung wants to talk to you alone.. Whatever he says, just nod your head. Do not cut.. do not deny ..let alone argue.here you are wrong! "
"If you become Papah Lembayung, you might do something more radical. Knowing your daughter ran away with a man is not her makhrom. "
"I understand sir.. "
"Yes already.we now pray Maghrib first! "
***
Papahs Lembayung
"Ayuuung. This is papah son. papah has come! are you all right, son? " i rubbed and kissed Ayung's head with affection.
Putting aside the anger that culminated in the boy named Dusk. Want to first make sure Ayung is okay.
Now, he and Rahmat are talking together.
"Uugh.. " Ayung moaning.
"Senja.. Dusk.. help me! don't leave me Dusk.. The beg! " Ayung is delirious in her sleep.
I heard Ayung's delirium. He called the name of the boy who was not responsible for taking away the girl people.
What is Ayung's relationship with the boy?
In the mind sprang negative thoughts, all the possibilities that occurred between them for 2 days together. Aging with the non-makhrom, of course there will be demons among him who instigate. Plunge into the door of the church.
All this time I thought I had educated the children well and in accordance with religious norms. Children are the girls who are awake.
O Allah. This is a reply because I did not obey my father to enter Ayung into the pesantren. I just don't want to be away with the kids. But the reality, the mundane has darkened and melenakan. with the reason now the business is growing very rapidly.
Though the father is very warning so that I can educate them to be children of shalihah inhabitants of heaven later.Because according to him his pesantren have printed cadres of scholars and missionary soul.
I'm mistaken. So wrong..
Already takabur and sure can educate well.
I need to discuss this with my father. He asked for his wiser advice.
***
"Are you really named Dusk? "
"Dad Om.. " The boy lowered his head, not daring to stare.
"You know what you've done with Lembayung is so wrong? "
"I admit Om.. "
"You are not makhrom! "
He just nodded.
"What have you done for 2 days together? "
Still silent not answering.
"Do you know what punishment is given to adulterous couples? "
He gasped and rounded his eyes.
" Dera a hundred times and exile for a year."
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