Lembayung Dusk
Ibu

Twilight

"Hallo.. where's mom? "

"Mother is in Husen, waiting for a taxi." Said mom across there.

"Yes already picked up Mom. I'm waiting there! "

"Do not. I will bring a suitcase, can not if you ride a motorcycle. "

"Senja can pinjem car have friends mom. "

"Go on. Yes, the taxi has arrived! "

"But buu.. " As usual, Mom closed the call before I finished talking.

I immediately cleaned up the books and put them in my bag. Pamit went home first to Rian and Dion.

"Yes first, my mother was in Husen! "

"Waah seneng lu. happy spoiling! " Said Dion.

Pampered? I pull the corner of the lips, it feels if it is true can be spoiled on mother. It will be infinite happiness.

***

Arriving at the apartment, I breathed a sigh of relief because it turned out that mother had not come. I could first clean the guest room and other rooms were messy.

Keep dirty clothes scattered, wash cutlery that accumulate in the sink. But. My activities came to a halt as I recalled the grumpy nature of motherhood.. I miss being angered or in the omeli by her, rather than being kept quiet and uncared for.

Ting.. Vat..

Honestly I was nervous, after about 3 years of not meeting my mother. I also opened the door..

"Mom.. " I intend to reach for his hand and kiss his hand, but..

"Mother's tired of taking a break.. " Mom just left me and then sat on the couch.

"Do you know this address? " Let's have a pleasantries.

"Father of Nazam."

"Ohh if so mom rest first yes.I've tidied up her room, that's ma'am the door on the right.. "

"Dad.. " Mom took her suitcase and went into the room I had pointed at.

"Pooch.. " I took another long breath.

It turns out that after all these years, my mother is still the same.

***

Early in the morning I was getting ready to go to school, determined to start a new life and learn to change.

When I came out of the room, I saw my mother was busy in the kitchen. I heard a frictional noise from some kitchen utensils.

"You have breakfast first.I've made fried rice! "

"Dad mom.. " I cheerfully sat down on the dining table chair, so long without feeling mother's cooking.

Really.it's a teeer-enac meal I've eaten, compared to anything.

My eyes may now be glazed, feeling haru and happy simultaneously. It only took me 5 minutes, I finished a plate of fried rice. Mother looked at me expressionlessly, only then did I realize, maybe my nature was indeed a little decreased from her.

Arrgh. I forgot, there is a love letter from Mr. Grace that I have to give to parents or guardians.

But.. I doubt whether to give it to mom or not? if given, I fear that mother is disappointed with the myriad of delinquencies that may later be told by Mr. Rahmat, I don't have any more chances to fix everything that Mr. Grace said.

Finally, I gave it to my mother. All right, risk what happens next let me take it.. It's all because of my mistake. I have to take responsibility.

I just stared at the letter, not asking or wondering why until there was a warning letter for me. Nor did it give an answer whether it would come to fulfill the invitation or not.

I said goodbye and took the hand of the mother who was holding the letter, kissing the back of her hand with reverence. My respect remains the same.

"Just go first ma'am! "

"Dad" answered briefly.

Arriving at school, while parking the motorbike. I saw Lembayung get off the car.

Should I say hi or not? haven't we talked to each other? Time pretending to be unfamiliar.

But yesterday I was cut out of him. Vii***t!! Why am I wrong!

"Morning.. Membayung.. " Sapaku. As he passed by me who was opening my helmet.

"Morning.. Rules when you meet them greetings! "

"Eh.. iyah. sorry! Assalamu'alaikum! " I said stiffly.

"Wa'alaikumsalam. nah donk! " He smiled displaying a dimple on his cheek, leaving me stunned again.

"Your tumben isn't late? " Task her.

"Huhuh? Uh. iyah.. " I was totally misbehaved by him.

"Yes, I'm already in the first place, the spirit of learning is ok! " He clenched his hand and raised his, giving me spirit.

"Thanks.. "

Lembayung also walked towards his class with a little running.

You know what? This morning was the most beautiful morning of my life.the bright shining sun accompanied my happiness, but also because of my mother's presence, and voluntarily made breakfast for me.

A radiant beautiful smile and an unexpected spirit speech, slid from someone special the dream of the heart.

Twice!!

Double present!! double happiness's..

Simple things are so much happier. And it turns out that the happy one is a simple thing - the God Eka Prayoga

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Mom Twilight

This morning I woke up at dawn had not yet turned, usually. if in Mataram. I'm nothing more than a lonely night woman. My days are filled with longing.

NO. I'm not looking for satisfaction by selling body to dozens of touch-hungry men. Something forced me to do that, now is not the time.they know, Dusk I don't need to know.

Twilight. My dear child.my poor son.I'm sorry about this despicable mother. Which has never really shown me how much I love you. I'm sorry, son..

I opened the letter my son gave me a moment ago before he left for school. Take a deep breath after reading the contents of the letter stating that students need guidance and are expected to be parents, or guardians facing the principal.

It's all my fault, my mistake is too big and unforgivable. My twilight grew into a child who was lacking in love and affection.

Do I deserve to be called mom? all this time I didn't really take care of her. In fact, he often scolded her, even though he did nothing wrong.

I never once hugged her, guided her to all the love of a mother for her child. Let my child let you hate mother only, I deserve her.

I immediately prepared to clean myself, choosing the best clothes I would wear later to my son's school. Move all the clothes out of the suitcase and pay attention to them one by one. Haah.I don't think there are any decent clothes, these clothes are the clothes I usually wear to peddle myself. Ooh there is one. black cotton trousers and a satin blouse shirt with long sleeves.

By looking at my face in the mirror, I flattened the facial moisturizer, then leveled again with light powder all over the face, Do not use foundation and red lipstick! a bit excessive later if the make up is too thick as every night, later Dusk embarrassed!

With natural makeup like this, I look younger. I'm only 35 years old, but already have a teenage child as long as Dusk.Because I was pregnant with my son when I was 17 years old.

Akh. This is the first time I'm going to set foot in my son's school. It felt like an unstoppable rumble.. There is a feeling of doubt and doubt.

Alright..

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