Lembayung Dusk
Big Sin's..

Temporizing

The morning after I arrived at school, I saw the hoodlum walking by. he greeted me and we chatted for a while. Tumben.he was not late.I also encouraged him and after that walked to class with a little running, not too late for Math lessons.

Drrt.. Drrr..

3 messages of unread

Ka Radith: Morning dear!

Ka Radith: The spirit of learning..

ka Radith: Rest later we meet.

Lembayung : The spirit is also yes!

Boarding : Yes.

I'm not a typical romantic girl who can reply say baby, hehhe! This was my first experience having a boyfriend.

Every time Radith says, baby, I can only smile. You cannot express your feelings through poetic words but through action.

"Eh girls. There's gossip! "

"What the hell is Risa, early in the morning gossip! " I said I didn't like it.

"What rumors? " Curried girl.

"The Twilight he said he wanted in DO! "

"Huhuh? where's the gossip? I saw his son go to school! " I sneered.

"Tuh the kids again on the talk! " Show Risa to the group of boys sitting in the corner of the class.

"Kevin? " Tanyaku.

"Dad.. " Answer Risa.

"I'm not weird with her. Anyways pantes in DO! his son is badung and so stubborn! " The girl is in action.

"You have a grudge what the hell is Dis the same as the Twilight? don't you like her very much? " Tanya Nindy was curious, because between the four of us. The girl who doesn't seem to like it the most when she talks to them.

"Well, girl, we don't know the real story! " I chimed in.

"If only you knew that the twilight.. " Suddenly the girl stopped talking, she covered her mouth with her hands.

"There's something you're hiding from us! " Said Risa.

"Totally.. " The girl cannot continue the word. Because now he is crying tears.

I hugged the Girl and calmed her down. What's up with the girl? there must be something hidden by him, but I can't make him for the story.

"Udah Dis. Don't cry anymore! if you don't want to tell gapapa ko. we understand. Sorry if it makes you sad! " Risa and Nindy also hugged the girl.

"Later home from school we gather yu at Ayung's house. I want to tell you all the same story. " The girl calmed down and smiled.

"Dis Dad.. "

"OKs.. "

"Well, what a smile! we've been talking to girls for a long time! " I said enthusiastically.

The doorbell rang, and we sat back on our benches because the teacher was already in the classroom.And the class president was in the middle of intervening to say hello.

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Twilight

I smiled to myself considering my meeting with Lembayung earlier in the parking lot. It was as if a new encouragement to start fixing my life. This is my first time to feel this way..

"Lo why smile to yourself? " Task Rian as I enter the classroom.

"I have my double present in this morning..Twice! "

"Waah.. you feel better? "

"He made me breakfast and I swear it was the best meal of my life. "

"Lebay! " Cibir Rian's.

"I'ts true.make you probably more, because you get used to every day eating nyokap lo cuisine! but for me, something as simple as that makes me happy.. " I said proud.

"Gue's coming with Ja's art! and what's the second one? " Rian kepo's.

"Anj** maen your secret secret! "

I'm just smiling. Started to open the textbook Religion as the first subject.

Following the material for the sake of the material conveyed by the teacher well, and carefully. Although many are missed, but it seems Pa Syarif is happy to see my presence in his class.

This material discusses the Understanding of Great Sins and Examples of Great Sins in Life.

"Sin is the result of a violation of religious teachings committed deliberately, consciously and without coercion or it can be said that sin is the fruit of not following God's commandments and not shunning His prohibitions. What is meant by a great sin is a violation of His commandments and prohibitions that inflict harm and damage on others and is great."

"God does not like His servants who sin. Therefore the sinner is threatened by Allah Ta'ala with good punishment while still in the world even more in the Hereafter. The punishment in the world can be in the form of perishing and in the hereafter the torment of hell fire is very terrible"

"Do you know what is a big sin?" Ask Mr. Sharif.

All the students were silent and did not answer the question asked by Pa Sharif.

" The first is Shirk, associating God "

"Leave the prayer sir"

"Boof towards the parents "

"Kill"

"Zina"

"Haram treasure, haram sustenance"

"Drinking liquor, drunken drunkenness "

"Deciding the cord of the faith .and there are many more sins that we commit"

I was glued, silent can not say anything.as in the words.My heart was sliced with pain to hear all the explanations of Mr. Sharif.

These great sins are all I have committed, except to kill. Unstoppable tears finally dripped, flowing and wetting my cheeks.

I cry. I cry for all my sins.

"Can any great sin be forgiven sir? " Task Dion.

"Everyone can be forgiven by God for his sins. Whatever our sins. On condition of repentance. Nasyuha Taubatan. If repent in the Lord.. Allah Ta'ala will forgive, with the record of not repeating the same mistakes! "

I lowered my head, no longer able to withstand all the turmoil of the mind that increasingly squeezed the chest.

O Allah, I ask forgiveness for all the great sins I have committed!

"Sorry Mr. Sharif. interrupt for a moment! " Suddenly came Grace sir and spoke in front of the classroom door.

"Oh yes, Rahmat sir..What are the needs? "

"May I have permission to take Ananda Dusk for a moment? "

"Okay, please" Mr. Sharif smiled at me.

I stood up and approached Sharif. "Sorry sir. If I can go home from school I have a need to ask something to father, can pa? " A half whisper, I ask.

Mr. Sharif smiled at me and nodded his head.

"Thank you sir. Excuse me! "

"Dad.. " He patted my shoulder slowly.

I followed Grace from behind, walking towards the Headmaster's Room.

I was surprised, because it turns out that mother was sitting and chatting with Mr. KepSek while sobbing.

I had no power to raise my head, kept looking down at the floor without saying anything.

From the outside, it looks like Kevin came with his parents.

"Good morning sir, please come in! " Said Mr. KepSek salute Kevin's father.

Already not a strange thing.everyone will be respectful to people who have high positions like his father Kevin.

Back in Junior High School in Jakarta, Kevin dared to veil children who he considered worthy of such treatment. Me included. As the biggest supporter of funds in the foundation where we went to school, he arbitrarily did his best.

"So this is the one who beat up my son? "

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