Lembayung Dusk
Just Wanna Hug You Rigth Away !!!

Temporizing

Nasi. ayam taliwang. pelecing kale like Dusk, rendang made by mother, also fried gurame fish plus sambel soy sauce made by mamah. Everything was wrapped neatly using a food box for me to take to the toilet this afternoon.

Do not forget to bring some clothes and interiors to change, as well as sarongs, peci and the Qur'an. And there are many more that I deliberately prepare so that my husband does not lack anything there. Akh. and yaa. I will slip a small photo, a photo of us both so that when he misses. he can immediately see my face.

"Are you ready? papah didn't see wrong? why is your innate so much? " Tanya papah who was astonished to see me carrying a lot of bags in my hands.

"Kasian Dusk pah. yesterday he did not bring anything.. "

"Yes already. Come on! but later on in the search, surely there are some that should not be given. " Light of papah.

"Gapapa.. "

With my spirit and heart pounding I stepped up and got into the car, after saying goodbye to the people at home.

If you think I would be ashamed and hate my husband because he is now a prisoner. Answer NO!

I was even ready to tell my friends about my true relationship with Dusk. Although not anytime soon..

I was ready even though they would stay away from me. Because my priority right now is my husband, he needs my support and my spirit.

After the prayer dzuhur earlier.I have thought about this all carefully.although my heart is very sad and can not accept the fact Dusk suffered there. But I must be a strong Lembayung.so that he does not despair and lose hope. The decision hearing has not been held yet and there are still many opportunities to gather evidence..

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"You can be alone? " Ask your father, who sees me being************** pocket contains the food I'm holding.

I'm nodding. Though my heart was pounding, not for fear of entering a place that had never been imagined by me to visit.

But... My heart beats fast and irregularly, because soon I will meet people who did not meet yesterday all day.

I miss...

An officer told him that soon Dusk would come in and he was now praying dzuhur. Do you pray at this hour? I want half 3..I still protested in my heart.

I saw from a distance of 5 meters, Dusk was standing stunned staring at me.

It was just my determination to be strong.. In fact, I can't help but cry in front of her.

He walked up to me and sat in front of me. We were stuck by a wooden table.

For a while we just fell silent and looked at each other deeply. Many words that can not be removed.. But we spoke through the eyes.

He grabbed my hand, grasped it tightly and stroked my finger slowly.

"You-you.all right? " Tanyaku while watching his face sticky, and stroking his cheeks softly. There is a thin sideburn growing in the jaw that makes it more handsome many times over. If Risa and Nindy said she was like michelle in the xxx movie! He looks like Mike Phisek an international model with his grayish iris.

Ishh ..

Athaghfirullah Ayaung!

Why is my heart beating like this?

Twilight.. Do you know what I want?

I just wanna hug you Rigth away!

All I want right now is to hold it tight and not let go.

"Honey.. " He cupped my cheeks softly. "Why daydream? "

"Mmmmm? no.. gapapa.. Have you eaten? " I asked while putting food boxes on the table and then opening one by one there. "This is your favorite pelecing! besides you are bule.but ko sambel kale..hehhe! " I chuckle. And he just smiled thinly while his neutrals did not stop looking at me.

"Mhhm... what? "

"Your sweet smile with your dimple always makes me miss! "

"Shebaaal..!! you are also rich in gini! How's things inside? you're not being disturbed, are you? isn't there a hood or your bully? " I'm full of worry.

"Ga there is. all right! I'm sorry, yaa..! " With still holding hands and another hand rubbing my head slowly. "Sorry.because I'm a bad husband to you.I told you I don't pantes dapetin girl as good as you.. "

"Lying if I'm not disappointed, but I love you for what Dusk is.. Oh yesaah.this there is chicken taliwang, fish gurame, rendang.anye much.this makes me, mamah same mother.. " I switched the conversation. Couldn't if I had to talk about this.

"His trial is 2 weeks away.do'ain me yes dear.. "

I nodded, last night finding out on the internet about the term of punishment for a drug courier was at the earliest 4 years of jail time.

I was stunned, trying to strengthen myself to think well of the Owner of Life who never stopped taking care of His creatures.

Is not Allah Ta'ala in accordance with the prejudices of His servants?

Mama always strengthens my heart so that I always take wisdom from every thing..

If indeed Dusk in the verdict in the trial will have to languish behind bars for 4 years.. I will keep waiting for him.

"I'm sorry.make you sad.I won't look for justification, because this is all my fault.even though I used to know that being a courier was fatal for my future, I used to be more afraid of bang Roy than fear of sin.. I'm afraid of getting beat up and paralyzed like what happened to my friend. "

"I don't want to talk about this anymore.we should take 15 precious minutes to talk about us.. " I said while taking a small photo out of my bag. "This.you're simple yes.if I miss a picture of us.. "

Dusk took a small picture and smiled as he looked at her. "Waah. if caught by the warden I can be beaten during the raid.. " He chuckles.

"Masaaaa? yes, I've brought it again if that's it. I don't want you later even in trouble because of a small problem.." I was about to snatch the photo out of his hands, but he immediately kept it and hid it behind his pants pocket.

"Jangaaan. This is not a small thing. but it is a big and valuable thing that I have to take care of.. "

"But I'm afraid.. "

"Father.believe in me.. "

"Time's up!!! " A warden approached us and instructed us to end the conversation.

"But paaak... soon sir. I ask for 2 minutes ajaa.." My protest was a little pleading.

"Can't. Let's go back inside..! " Strictly while checking my luggage.

"But Dusk... "

Dusk tidied up the food boxes, took the go green pouch and put it all in her. Raise all of them so that his hands are full.

"I went inside.. " Say, while walking backwards and away from me.

"Senja waitu... "

I was about to walk and wanted to hold her for a while. But the warden blocked and dragged Dusk by force.

"Resignation.. I love you.. " He said the word without making a sound. "I love you.. " He repeated it until the door closed tightly.

"Love you too Dusk. I love you so much. "

And the tears could no longer be weaved.flowing continued until papah came and invited me to go home.

Twilight... Hang in!

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