Lembayung Dusk
The Baby Blues Syndrome?

Temporizing

"Embuuunn. tomorrow the dew wear clothes made by omah yaa.. " I'm talking to my son who's fast asleep.

I can't wait to wear clothes made by my mom.

Hehhe. I feel rich again. Rich as a kid playing Barbie with Adekku Bintang.

"Teteee... " Suddenly the Star shouted, and automatically made the Dew aghast then blinked but fell asleep again later.

"Adeeeek.. Shhhhhh!! " I pointed my index finger at the Star who was heartily shouting while the Dew was enjoying its afternoon leak.

"Upps! sorrysorry! " He sat down next to me and grabbed my newly ironed Dew shirt.

"Mhhhmmm.. scented beneeer ni baby clothes.. I love it! "

"Ihhhh.hhh, you're neat too, you mah! " I picked up the shirt and went back to ironing it.

"Isshh. the stingy meuni teteh! oh yes, tea.. Where is twilight? I'd like to ask for a favor.. "

"Ga no. I'm meeting new clients.. "

"Yes atuh..The dew is also again bobok, was going to play, I want to go to the kitchen akh tasting pastries made duet death.. "

"Eh.. Same with your parents tea! "

"Hihii. dah! "

I also returned to tidy up the items that would be needed for tomorrow.

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Mom Twilight

"So this should be how's tea? In confused.. " I told him about the incident in the apartment yesterday, when for the first time after 20 years I met again with my father.

"Try you ask your heart In..do you still have feelings for his father Dusk? "

"In himself was confused when he saw it, In felt pain.. "

"Try to forgive yourself first.You are still struggling with pain..It still feels, if you can't forgive yourself..How do you forgive others? " The word Fatimah tea while putting one by one cake into a jar.

"Allahs.. The Supreme of Everything..The Creator is able to forgive his servant even though he has many sins.. "

"Rosulullah Sallallahu 'alaihi wa salam bersabda, Whoever mendo’ kindness to the person who dholimya, it will be assisted and helped by Allah Ta'ala in yaumil qiyamah, and called by the bearer with the call 'O you who are sorry for Allah you will be set free and please set each other free (forgive each other)"

"According to teteh, forgiving those who have wronged is a bit difficult except those who are chosen by Allah such as the Prophets and Guardians.It is not wrong that Allah Ta'ala put those who like to apologize as people he who fears and deserves a heaven as vast as the heavens and the earth. Forgiveness to others is not as easy as turning your palm. Sometimes it takes a long time to forgive others for having to try to close the gaping wound due to his bad deeds.. "

I looked down, lamenting every word of Fatimah tea that was completely true in my opinion.

Alright..

I'll start trying to forgive and love myself first..

Learn to forget and forget everything.

I had to speak four eyes with his father Dusk to make it all clear.

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Twilight

Alhamdulillahot..

Meeting the Taufik stork at yesterday's event was a first step for me to get started.

It is certainly not easy, but I will try to provide the best service for my first job as WO, assisted by my wife, I contacted some vendors who want to be cooperated with and thank God they have no objection.

Bissmillah.. Today I was waiting for a Taufik stork and his future wife at a cafe. To be honest, I'm a little nervous because I'm not used to presenting. In fact, I used to be quiet and not talk much.

And in the past, if you were feeling nervous like this, it must have been her escape smoking.

But now my life is turning 180 degrees. Since marriage everything has changed..

"Hi bro.. Has it been a long time? " Bang Taufik walked with a hijab-wearing woman, and approached me. "Knowin. candidate bini.. "

The woman clenched her hands together."Diane.. "

"Silence.." I also put both hands on my chest. "Please sit down. mba.. "

"So it was just dusk.. " Mba Dian interrupted.

"By mba.. "

The three of us also discussed and discussed everything about the concept of a dream wedding that was wanted by bang Taufik and his future wife.

After about 2 hours, the consultation and discussion were finally completed. Alhamdulillah.bang Taufik and mba Dian entrusted everything to me from the venue, cattering, attire, documentation, decorations and souvenirs such as souvenirs and invitation cards. They take a wedding package with an intimate wedding theme.

"Tonight I also transferred DP.. " Taufik said, after we finished the consultation.

"Sipp.see my schedule first to Bandung again when yes.this is also I happen to be again there is an event like this, all say.. "

"Huush.. good at chipping! " Mba Dian protested.

"Eh yesah iyah.. sorry trus what is the name dong if visiting the candidate's house? "

"Silaturahimbali.. " Answer to Mba Dian.

I smiled at the interaction between the two of them, so I remembered my wife at home. We are used to arguing trivial matters like them..

Akh.. Really missing you, Lembayung.

And also Embun.

"Ok Dusk. see you next month.. "

"Sip mba. later his agreement can be the same my wife.. "

"Lho.. Do you have a wife? " Task mba Dian wonder.

"My wife just gave birth to Mba.. "

"Ma shaa Allah..great you are cool! "

"Mantau lo. I've just wanted a new three heads now thinking about marriage. all this time do not want to have a commitment because it is too busy to pursue a career.. " The Bang of Taufik.

"Good ga guarantees the maturity of someone's brother. from last year I asked in marriage. My family wants to mate me with another, then you are moving! Eh. ko even so discuss this. heheh.. "

We ended the conversation and said goodbye to each other. And I walked to the parking lot to pick up my bike.Turning on the engine and advancing at high speed want to get home immediately and tell Lembayung that today's client deal using my services.

My wife would be happy to hear it. That way the cost for Dew aqiqah can be completely changed to use my money without the help of papah and mamah.

It turns out. as happy as this to obtain sustenance in a halal way. no matter what the nominal value, it really feels good if we can receive it with gratitude.

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"Capek huh? " Tanya Lembayung, while bringing a glass of water and giving it to me.

"Please dear. ngga ko. I was pleased. today's client's goal.. Alhamdulillahot.. " I drank the water up to the toilet.

"Alhamdulillah... Congratulations to your husband!! the first client you know this.. waah take what package? "

"Intimate wedding. only 500 people, family.friend and co-workers only. "

"Acad at once reception? " Tell me again enthusiastically.

"Hmm.. iyah. but I need your help if later contact with the vendor whose owner is female, gapapa huh? "

"Yeah gapapa. I can even help you! mhhmm.. how does it feel to be a bride when Walimatul Ursy? I used to be very stubborn time is just a contract, but only family in..."

I clenched Lembayung tightly.cut his words and kissed him repeatedly,"Sorry I dear. Sorry because you didn't understand how our marriage was celebrated.." Again.I feel guilty.

"As long as we are married, I rarely even give you a gift.In fact, the dowry I give you, you are willing to help me..you went through a 9-month pregnancy period without me next to you that you can stare for food when you crave.. you patiently wait for me and pray for me always... "

"Ko so melow that..."

"What is your heart made of? I can accept a husband like me.. "

"Naah. nah well. start again right! " reservedly.

"Your abbis is beautiful. kind heart.. "

"There's a need for it, right? praise me for being so rich! Issh. I can guess.. " Lembayung.

"Ayoo me.. "

"Temenin where? "

"Rub my back.. " I tried to tease him.

"Ga maauu... You mah ga ngerasain sick me. stitches I'm not dry yet.mana just take care of Dew alone, mamah same mom will be busy making it tomorrow...Stars even ngerecokin aja... where might I ask help to enin right? hyx.. " Suddenly my wife was crying.

"Ehh. I'm sorry, baby.. " I grabbed him and he tried to thrash. Of course I can't because my strength is much greater than his.

"I'm sorry, yeah.. "

"I'm .I'm sad. don't know why.you're joking about it..! from earlier sleepy but can not sleep.every want to sleep keinget if not pump ASI. if not in the pump sick.. Dew sleep continues.the middle turn of the mallem stay up late.. " He still sobs and wipes away his tears.

"Yeah sorry.. I shouldn't be kidding. You're tired again.. don't cry anymore huh... mhhm? "

He nodded and I stroked his back slowly, peeked at the top of his head and re-entered into the embrace.

Is it possible that my wife has Baby Blues Syndrome?

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