Lembayung Dusk
To give up or to fight ?

Twilight

What's wrong with me? Lately so more often think of Lembayung. And it made me become completely uninterested in the girls who approached me.

Like now, I was in the school cafeteria with Rian and Dion. Before entering the cafeteria, I walked next to Radith.He was indeed a type of man who was supple and pleasant.familiar with anyone, including kindly greet me,people who may be avoided by some students in this school. Other than my cold nature untouched..

Lembayung was busy chatting with his friends. Suddenly he looked at me.

Deg.

He was staring at me?

Sh**! she must be staring at her boyfriend, right? I gave her a small smile. And he turned his face away.

Was he wrong because I smiled at him? Haha.no way! dream lo! I swear in my heart.

But my heart was beating erratically, getting louder. I walked towards the empty seat, the difference of 2 tables in front of the Lembayung table.

He was enjoying his meal, eating meatballs enthusiastically, and I saw a sweaty hair on his forehead, maybe he was piqued!

Netraku could not pay attention to his movements, occasionally I smiled thinly. but held a tickle and a strange pulse in my chest when I saw Radith wipe the sweat on Lembayung's forehead with tissue.

Although not touching a hint of smooth facial skin, there was still a strange rumbling in my chest when I saw it in front of my eyes. My behavior doesn't escape Rian and Dion's vision.

"What the hell lo? " Tanya Dion was astonished.

"Look at what? geliatin the Lembayung lu huh? " Rian sewot's.

I was silent, not answering any of their questions. Because I was reluctant to tell anyone about how I felt about Lembayung all this time.

"I really saw Radith playing with Lembayung! Aa Rian jealous! " Rian said as he rubbed his chest.

"Don't you have Wanda? " Task Dion.

"Akh. just a distraction! if I can get the Lembayung, I promise I will be faithful. " Rian cengengesan.

"Bulsh! " Need Dion.

"Greetings! actually, where can I move to another heart if I already have a heavenly angel. "

"Or yourself! a good man for a good woman is also the opposite.lu ga prnh read the Qur'an! "

"Eitts.ever once!"

"Blog! "

"Trus how are you doing in this world many couples are the opposite? many prayer women are fooled by drunkards, in and out of prodeo hotel cells, or an Ustadzh mate with a woman ...! " Rian shut his mouth.

"Yeah, too, yes it is a divine secret! maybe by pairing them. could be the way one of them becomes a good person.One of them so can be guided. " Answer Dion.

I'm still paying attention to the interaction between Radith and Lembayung, maybe it's true what Rian said.. Guys will turn out to be good by themselves if they have found their purpose.

So did Radith.maybe he really loves Lembayung. Who would hurt a girl like that, right?

He does change girlfriends often, but he is not a delinquent like me. Even better than anything when compared to me.

I wouldn't worry if that was the case. Radith..

"Senjaaa.. " Rania came over and sat down next to me and with less a***she hugged me from the side and kissed me on the cheek.

Fuck**!! But..Who is more or less a*** ?I've even made out with her. Why is it only in the kiss that I'm angry? Is it because of fear Lembayung saw my behavior?

Damn again it was just my hope, Lembayung did not look at me at all. Only her friends seemed to be whispering about me.

In your dream Twilight! I cursed myself. Can you hope Lembayung cares? I laugh at my own stupidity.

"Pbuy..!! " I brushed off Rania's hand and looked at her sharply. He stood up and stomped his feet.

Radith, Lembayung and his friends have finished finishing his meal. And I saw them walking side by side to each other's classes.

"Cabuuts! " Take me to Rian and Dion. Without caring about Rania's whining.

"Senjaaaa.hh..! "

"My food is still there. You go first! " Rian said while chewing the food.

"Gue too. There's still 5 minutes left."

"Gue first.. " Without looking at Rania, I stepped out of the canteen. It's not that I don't care about Rania, I've seen her with Kevin several times. He lied to me, and I didn't accept it. Not because I like it, but I don't like being betrayed.

I walked a few meters behind Lembayung and his friends, and I saw them chatting and laughing.

After arriving in front of Lembayung's class, Radith said goodbye.

A bellabyung?

Ayu girl, smart, shalihah with all her advantages. Looking at me across the street?

For a moment we stared at each other inside.

Never mind..

I cut off eye contact, got into class.

Should I give up or fight?

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Temporizing

The bell rings.

I was still in class, all the students left the class one by one. While tidying up the books and putting them in the bag, my phone vibrated.

Drrt.. Drrt..

1 message of unread.

Ka Radith: Honey, I'm sorry I can't get you home.

I blushed, and it seemed like my cheeks were blushing reading a message from Radith, how not. she called me 'honey'.

Tagged : Iyah gapapa ka..

I also still feel at home sitting on the bench in the classroom, while waiting for Mr. Asep's invitation to come.

Install earphones and play some murrotals while opening social media. The girl, Nindy, and Risa had already gone home because each had activities after school. Girls want to read Ballet, Nindy wants to do her mami shopping, while Risa said she wants to go to the salon.

Uh.. Star also has promised to ante me to the salon? Looks like we both forgot.later weekend aja during leisure time.

30 Minutes passed, but Mr. Asep hasn't come yet. I decided to just go to the library to read, all the while looking for references on Biology.

While walking down the school corridor towards the perpus, I saw in the back yard of the school that there were some students crowding.

I saw Kevin, my classmate was kneeling before someone. Out of curiosity I approached the crowd. And. I found Kevin battered and kneeling in front of the school bumpkin. Yeah. who else? Twilight.

Several times I saw Dusk punch Kevin in the face and kick his leg. While others just become spectators.

What the fuck?

"Heeeeeey! "

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