Lembayung Dusk
Driving Me Crazy's..

Temporizing

"Well, now let's open Chapter 7, the title of the chapter is beautiful to build a household in Islam... " Sarif started the lesson after we prayed together at the beginning of class.

"Language, the meaning of marriage means to collect, combine, or match.In the Great Dictionary of the Indonesian Language, marriage is interpreted as an agreement between a man and a woman to marry a wife (with official) or marriage.As according to syari’ah, marriage means an agreement that justifies the relationship between men and women who are not mahramnya which gives rise to their respective rights and obligations. "

“From Abu Hurairah r.a, from the Prophet Muhammad Salallahu 'alaihi wa sallam bersabda, women are married for four things, namely because of their property, their position, their beauty, and because of their religion. Marry a woman because of her religion, otherwise you will woe” (HR. Al-Bukhari and Muslim).

"Because you are sure that here are adults, yes.. already have their own ID card, right? already more than 17 years old.that's why it is necessary to include a lesson about this in the 12th grade curriculum.the father will explain the dialogue between the Prophet Salallahu 'alaihi wa sallam with his companions."

"The Prophet said, if you have intercourse with your wives, then it is alms! the companions were astonished and asked, O Messenger of Allah Salallahu 'alaihi wa sallam...A satisfying husband naf**bira****to his wife will be rewarded?...

Prophet Muhammad Salallahu 'alaihi wa sallam replied.... What do you think if they (husbands) have sex with other than their wives, do they not sin?"

"The friends answered, yes. He said again, Likewise if they have sex with his wife (in a halal place), they will get a reward!”.

(CHR. Muslim).

Mind glaring...

Passing 12 days without the presence of twilight made me feel like I passed 12 months. Call it my life, but it really torments me.

This longing is so unbearable.wanting to hold it tightly and do not want to let go.

His smile. his eyes..

I miss everything about him... A lot's.

I miss him like crazy...

"Aduhh.. " I hissed, the article has been how many days my head is dizzy because it often cries and thinks too much about the fate of my husband.

"Why Yung? " Risa frowning.

"Ga tau.i'm so dizzy Ris! "

"You better go to UKS... want me to anther? " Whispering, he put the back of his hand on my forehead. "But it's not hot.. "

"Father..later, I'm still strong! "

"So, is there anything to ask? " Task Mr. Sharif when he sees so many students who are enthusiastic about discussing marriage.

"I'm sir.. "

"Iwa.. "

Almost everyone raised their hands, I was no longer strong.

"Sorry sir.. " I stood up while twitching my buzzing head.

"What's the Lembayung? you pale.. are you sick? " Tanya sir Sharif worried.

"I'm dizzy sir. Can I get permission to rest in the UKS sir? "

"Boleh.of course, let's Risa better inter Lembayung ya! "

"Fine father sir.. " Risa took my hand, and we walked out down the school corridor towards the UKS room, which was near the library.

Deg.

It is close to the class. Had he been here, I could have passed by peering through the glass as I have been used to lately.

"Do you want me to go to Yemen? " Tanya Risa while rubbing my shoulders slowly.

"Go back.. I'm aja gapapa.you go back to class aja Ris. "

"Yes.if you are not strong, say yaaa. chat me! I'll get you home! "

I'm nodding.

After Risa's departure, I laid my body on the small bed and tried to close my eyes. Actually I was sleepy and lack of sleep. made my body feel sore and my head dizzy unstoppable.

"Ooooe.. " I don't know why, suddenly nausea dominates and I don't want to let out my stomach.

Maybe I catch a cold because, breakfast this morning was just a little... And it's been a few days now also naf** dine.

I got out of bed and immediately ran to the toilet near the cafeteria.

Bruuyuk.

I accidentally hit someone.

Because my body is hollow, I'm a little sluggish.

"Ma-sorry. Excuse me. Go to the toilet! " Without waiting for an answer from the man who had fallen, I passed by and left him standing.

"Ooooe... " A little liquid came out of my sour face.

"Oooe..Ooo.. " This time more and managed to make my body limp unstoppable.

My throat hurts, especially my stomach. And don't ask the dizzy that I felt never lost.

I stood back to the mirror. Then suddenly someone came into the toilet and approached me with an angry look.

Plaaaa.

I'm terlanga.

Instantly I felt a pain in my cheek from his slap that spread to my heart and all over my body.

"Rasain..! "

Plaaaakk..

"That's a reply to a pretty pretentious girl.good pretentious and rich holy-ass lo..! "

"B-but I don't understand.I'm wrong to you what? that was I did not intentionally nubruk you because I could not bear to go to the toilet. "

"First slap because you dared to make Radith hate me! second slap. because you also dare to call Dusk from Dita or Rania temenku! " He pushed both my shoulders tight until my body pulled back and touched the sink.

"I've been patient all this time never hit you. This rasain once again slap... "

Bruugh...

Suddenly my eyes were twitching.all became dark and my body was dazed to the floor.

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Twilight

This morning, I don't know why I feel bad.. I feel pain in my heart. It's been 12 days.I can't be with Lembayung.

I miss...

I want to hold her tight and kiss her head like I always do with her. My wife likes it the most when I kiss her forehead or the top of her head, she said she felt that I really love her.

Arrghg..

This miss is excruciating...

She driving me crazy...

The day after tomorrow is the day of my civil trial in the title, papah said yesterday.may I get relief for my actions that had violated the law several times. Because despite being a courier because of coercion, but the law still applies...

It's been a few days, I..Rian..Dion and some of the prisoners who were my age were educated like school children in general.. Fortunately, I will not drop out of school because the government guarantees the right of every prisoner to education if he still wants to continue school.

How's my wife doing? my phone was confiscated another thing with Rian and Dion, because there were people in their parent's connection.

It is also possible that they will be released with a ransom.. Their parents don't want their children to be kept here.

"Ooooe.. " I don't know why, I've been feeling nauseous for a few days even though I didn't let out my stomach.

"Hehh.. lo ledek me lo? " The henchman was joking at me in the hallway, as I was about to return to the field after the tutelage.

"Somewhat! " i answered honestly, because I felt nauseous.

"Low ajaaar lo! dieu barudak(kids here) hit! "

I'm aghast.

"What's up a. What's up? main hajar? " I don't take it.

"That insolent maneh you were (you were rude to me earlier)!"

"I have no intention.. "

"Bacoooot maneh! "

Buugh...

I managed to fend off his punches, but his friends came and ganged on me.

Buggghs...

Buugghs..

Buugh..

They attacked me, hitting my head to my feet and chest together.

I stood up and refused to be a coward.

"Coward.. dare to wiggle? " I challenge them, because my emotions are starting to peak. Besides bang Aman says using violence is okay when needed.

Buggghs...

Bugh..

I beat one by one his 3 friends, wiping the blood on the corner of his lips.. "Here dare one on one! " I challenge again. My strong and tall body contrasts with the physicality of his friends who are not too tall and thin.

"Awaaas shiah maneh!Stayingtheone!(look out for you.. see)! " Threaten her by leaving me alone.

Ciih. I hissed.

I walked to the field where all the prisoners were gathered. Approaching Mr. Arya who was sitting relaxing with other cell friends.

In the corner, I saw people who had been ganged up seem to report the incident to his boss..

Their boss stared at me sharply with a drawn gaze like he wanted to kill me.

"Why is your face? " Task Arya sir in wonder.

"Gapapa sir.. " My answer is short because I don't want to prolong this.

"Father knows, they must have started looking for trouble.Carely, the boss is a hitman, and this is the fifth time he entered the field. Again waiting for the trial he said he wanted to move to Class 1."

Oh, siaaaaaal!

You must be prepared then Dusk!

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