
Temporizing
Twilight put a ring on my ring finger..
Along with the Sun rising in the Eastern horizon, and the white fog that had filled the air and covered the view of the stretch of sand around Bromo gradually thinned and then slowly disappeared.
This is so beautiful.
His hand. hold me so tight ..
Deg.
"Every sunrise hold more promise, and every sunset hold more peace...A dawn always promises a new beginning, Whereas.A sunset always promises a beautiful ending.”
He was silent for a moment, his amber bead sparkled and our gazes met each other then tied together.
"Rabeling.. Would you be mine and be my wife forever? "
Degs.. Degs.. Degs..
Speechless..
"Senja.. " I don't know what to say.
It's all like a dream.every girl's dream.
Is he really twilight?
The cold twilight and the iceberg?
"I can't say anything.. "
"Don't say it.. I Already know the answer! "
He let go of his hand. And change the position standing behind me.
"Please.. I beg you. let me hug you, and leave it like this for a while, just a minutes.. "
Degs.. Degs.. Degs..
I was silent as Dusk hugged me from behind. My heart immediately beat erratically.
We both looked towards the sun that was rising perfectly.
"Senja.. "
"Mhmmm.. "
"Do I know the girl you love? " duh. .Ayung, why am I asking like that!
"Mhhmm. surely!"
"Huhuh?Oh yeah? Ms. who? " I didn't expect him to answer so easily, and suddenly my heart slipped upon hearing his answer.
I let go of the hug and changed position a little away from him.
"It's you.. "
I'm aghast.
"Haah? " And I looked back.
He nodded. "The girl .who I loved the most for a long time and In Shaa Allah it will be forever is you.it was you Lembayung! "
"Senjaaa? "
" Thank you for being my wifey.for accept me.. " He held my hand and hugged me tightly.
"Thank you that you have come again into this broken and messy life of mine. Loving you makes me slowly come back to find His light.. "
I looked up my head and looked at his now soft look..Unlike the old days, the face was expressionless and cold as ice cubes.
He frowned.
"It's the twilight I know, right? "
"Why? I'm lebay huh? " He let go of the hug, then as usual, held his nape when it began to misbehave.
Little by little I began to know his habits.
I'm shaking. And then walk to his side. Without saying anything. I grabbed her hand, grabbed her and then dropped her head on her shoulder.
Hubby's..
And may be. it feels too much ..but, I don't won't another girl to take that in.
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Twilight
"Where else are we going? " Tanyaku to Lembayung who still holds my hand tightly.
"I want to go to Whispering Sand.. " Said enthusiastic.
"Wait.we put on a mask and glasses first! " I reached into my pocket in the bag I kept on the ground, and then took my sunglasses and his. Put on a mask and put on glasses for her.
We were already amongst this vast expanse of sand,
"Anyway.. Do you know why it's called whispering sand? " She asked, as we walked side by side.
"Originally related to the film by director Nan Achnas in 2001, whose title is Sand Whispering. The story is about a village girl named Daya who lives in a poor village with her mother who has long been abandoned by her husband since Daya was a child."
"Because the environmental conditions are not always safe and the distance from modern civilization makes his mother very protective so that Daya likes to act strange. One of them, he often threw his body into the ground of sand, because he felt that the sand was whispering to him."
"Oh yeah? "
"Huum is actually the phenomenon that occurs whispering sand because when the wind blows, grains of sand are cluttered truss rich whispers that reach the ears of everyone who chews it. The shape is also wavy to resemble small waves, right? "
"Yahh, and this is also good for our Post Wedding photos.. "
"You got a camera? " ask.
"Bring.. Would you like a photo? on a horse? "
"You. wantu. uh but not be deh. if I'm alone! you don't want to ride a horse, do you? are you still traumatized? yesterday I told you to ride, and almost fall.I was afraid of anything happening to you! "
"I'm a gapapa! rich you used to be, when in Bali you also tried to fight trauma right? and yesterday the same thing happened to me. I almost gave up. But I don't want to miss this opportunity for marriage. "
"Mhmmm.. Since when? you like me the same? " Ask hesitated.
"On the first day of MOS.. "
"Whataa? really do? you must be lying.You're a lot of her boyfriend in between! " He pursed his lips as usual.
"You can't believe it, but I really liked you the first time I saw you that day. And we have discussed the time in Bali right on July 18, 2 years ago when on Dago Street.. "
"I happened to pass by and saw you that evening.and waited until you were picked up. Because somehow I was worried ."
"Masaan? "
I'm nodding. "And I've always been secretly watching you. from a distance. In fact, the dumbest thing I've ever done is to be your stalker in sosmed and real life.."
"One day, I followed you to the minimarket.. "
"Senjaaa. let's go thereaaa! " He cut my words. "Let's take a photo of the two.. the background of the mountain yaa..! "
I went up to him and started taking selfies..
"This is our wallpaper! I'm beautiful here. hehhe! "
I smiled and obeyed his desire to change the wallpaper that was his photo at the wedding, into a close up photo together.
Turns out.. Dating after marriage is as beautiful as this. Happiness feels only by doing small and simple things together.
Only by joining hands like this can make an amazingly happy feeling.
With Lembayung my wife...
Whispering Sand whispers to this girl how much I love her...
He let go of his grasp and ran on the sand.
"Senjaaaaa... " Lembayung waved his hand.Akupun walked over and immediately re-attached our fingers. Possessively.
"Senjaa.."
"Mhh.. "
"Your color is not afraid anymore riding a horse. ayooo we rent the most beautiful and most powerful horses here and we photo Post Wedding again both yaaa... " Said cheerfully.
Alright...
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