Mahram To Azira
Chapters 32.5

"Huh.it turned out to be just a dream. It was all a dream. I was just dreaming. Nightmare." Nightmare." I looked around and realized I was still in my room, on the carpet.

The last time I went into my room I cried, crying so much that I could vent all the anger and sadness I felt. All the regrets I felt could only be said to be futility. I can't change anything. The mistakes I made, the mistakes my family made, all those mistakes I can only remember but I can't fix.

I saw time, it was midnight. It means I sleep from afternoon until this hour. I missed dinner time, missed two prayers, hahaha... Who can still eat in such a situation?

"I must be crazy to dream of Kenzie and Azira." I said shaking my head and feeling funny.

Especially when I remembered the words that Kenzie had spoken to me coldly in front of everyone. My heart immediately felt pain.

"Don't try to distort the facts. I am not at all honored to be chased by you. I told you from the beginning that I was never interested in you, but you were constantly interrupting. In the end I ignored you because telling is also pointless. Then the engagement issue. You must know for yourself that you are not my real fiancee. But my wife is my real fiancee. Too bad for your family conspiracy, I almost got stuck. Fortunately, God gave us a way out of our relationship. Even though we never knew each other at that time, God had a very unexpected scenario to unite us both. If it is right, we will both be met even if someone twists the bond, all of it has no use before Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala. And if it is his destiny, no matter how much you force your feelings on me, my heart will never be moved because God is not happy. But when I was with the woman who was destined for me, from the beginning we met God already moved my heart. And when I felt this difference, on that very day I held tightly to my wife's hand and never intended to let her go. Once again I make it clear to you, my wife is my first love and will always be the master of my heart. As for you, no matter how hard you cry and shout, how hard you complain this is all unfair, my heart will never move. In fact, maybe I'm getting upset because you're constantly bothering me. Remember this, do not act as if the world is always revolving around you. Don't act like everyone likes you. And don't think you're much better than anyone. My wife did not have a high education, did not have complete parents to guide her growing up, did not come from a good family and did not live in a good place. With all these shortcomings my feelings for him will never diminish, God is his strongest assurance. You can't break what God has told us both. As I said earlier, all my wife's shortcomings mean nothing to me and to my family, we don't need her to be from a good place, we don't need her to have a high education, and we also understand that she was raised by only one mother. We have no problem with all that because we only like Azira, Azira Humaira. She is still him, the woman I love and the mother of my children. Do you think Azira is not trying to accept my flaws? He tried hard to accept all my shortcomings, trying to be a good wife to me and a good daughter-in-law to my family. Up here do you understand what I'm saying? I told you what I should have said. Explain what should be explained. And answer what you ask. I don't think there's anything else we need to talk about here. Everything is clear."

Like he said, I did twist the facts and make the story look like we both loved each other. Only now did I realize how shameless I was. In front of many people I am not at all afraid of making up lies that end up embarrassing myself. I'm so silly by the way. Where was the old me?

Why did I suddenly slump down to this point. I don't know who I am now.

"I'm stupid why I'm still expecting Kenzie mas. He clearly had Azira in his heart. Not only will he have Azira, but he will also become a father. I do love him but I shouldn't push myself too much. Now everything's completely fucked up. I've messed things up. When did it start? Ah, that's since Umi denied Mama and Dad's words. Those words may also be hard for me to forget because they have a very deep impression. Otherwise, I couldn't possibly lose control and start a commotion." I said smiling wryly as I recalled the incident that afternoon.

"Oh, maybe you guys really don't see me here. Being arrogant about criticizing my daughter as if you were at home by yourself, I admit that the two of you are amazing. With your attitude like this I have to admit that my son's attitude is my attitude as well. It doesn't seem necessary that as much as we are friendly to you, you will definitely think that we were wrong and deliberately committed a bad act, eating people like you shouldn't be given any explanation. And as Umi Azira and Kenzie, I also want to tell you that we are as their parents who forbid them both to go to your house. Do you want to know the reason? Yeah, the engagement thing you guys faked. We were already very disappointed by your act of faking my son's fiancee at the time. So why should we let our children come to your homes? Is it to apologize? Shouldn't it be reversed? Shouldn't you come to our house to apologize for what you did to us? But no, you yourself feel right about what you're doing. While my family who were victims of your actions are considered guilty. Hey, my son is not influenced by Azira! My son never served your daughter not because she was influenced by Azira, but because of her heart! The heart speaks! My son fell in love with Azira from the first time he met, so this is done explaining that my son no longer needs to care about your daughter. After all, from the very beginning, the one who chased after my son was your daughter, and the one who faked the engagement was you alone, with this fact alone we should not subdue ourselves to apologize to you. Now do you understand why my son never came to your house? Ah, I also need to explain that we are very angry with what you guys did to Ms. Azira. Your family is not human, otherwise you would never have done that! Quietly treat humans as toys, really where your conscience is! Thank goodness God stopped my son's marriage to your daughter that day and united my son with Azira. Otherwise, I don't know what to say to our family if you allow your daughter to enter this house. And finally, please warn your daughter not to bother my son again. Your daughter is overconfident acting as if the world is always revolving around her, assuming that she is much better than Azira, that is so annoying! Though many times my son has confirmed to him that he loves Azira, but your shameless daughter always insists that my son's love is only for him. Really, is he shameless?" Umi said in a mocking tone.

You could say I was devastated by Umi's words. I can't believe I look so bad in Umi's eyes.

"Now what should I do?" Looking around you, only a quiet room I found.

It's already midnight. People must have rested.

Sound of falling objects. I'm appalled. Seeing that it was midnight, is it possible for this house to enter the thief?

I'm afraid to get out. But if I don't get out then this house will be broken into by a thief. But I can't possibly get out. I'm a girl and I'm alone, I can't just walk away. I better call the police right away. I hear the police always serve the public for up to 24 hours.

I took my phone on the carpet. Suppressing the emergency call contact, just as I was about to start calling, I heard a screaming sound from outside. That was the voice of Safa's aunt.

"Go! I don't want to talk to you anymore! I don't want to!"

Could it be that aunt Safa is making a fuss with uncle?

Ah yes, it turns out my fear really happened that uncle did cheat with another woman. Now her affair is revealed in the media with a young, up-and-coming artist. I don't know how far their relationship will go after this. Aunt Safa must have been devastated.

"I'm scared, I didn't do it on purpose!" Uncle's voice was quibbling outside.

Caliph up to half a year, does uncle consider aunt Safa stupid?

"You've been having an affair for the past half a year. Using the excuse of going into business for a vacation with that filthy woman! I already know, mom! You think I don't feel sick seeing you with another woman, I'm jealous! I'm heartbroken! But you betrayed me with that filthy woman! What am I lacking, my mother!" Shouted aunt Safa hysterically colored by the sound of crying.

Aunt Safa loved uncle very much. He was always loyal to his uncle. But suddenly it is known uncle cheating, aunt Safa is in shock and may be very hurt.

"I told you I didn't do it on purpose! Why do you still not trust me! After all, a man has more than 1 woman. Brother Rama can marry two women, then why can't I have two women?"

I was shocked to hear his words. Uncle wants to get married again?