My CRUEL husband (S1&S2)
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...Soundtrack//timeless-nct u(SM entertainment)//...

...Something that we cannot see from the outside, someone strong outside is not necessarily strong inside....

...-mina-is...

    I still cry in Astan's arms, apologizing for the never ending guilt.

Sretti...

Suddenly the hug was violently released.

Mas Astan got up and walked towards the room closed the door so hard that I even jumped.

"Sialll, what I was doing."astan cursed his stupidity for hugging Mina.

He should be happy to see the girl moaning in pain, because his main purpose in marrying the girl is so that he can freely torture and make her suffer.

But seeing the girl rebuking, Mastan remembered his sister while crying the same way Mina cried.

"Bohhh, don't ever be lenient with that woman*Lang."astan sat on the bed and thought about how else he should torture the girl.

Knock..

I opened the door slowly with a step that was shuffling"Sir, is there anything I need to do?"my many.

He stared dislikefully at me"What time is it?"I looked straight at the wall.

"Four 12 nights, sir," I said in fear.

"I haven't had a shower tonight because of your stupidity, and it's also impossible for me to shower for this hour, just like I'm looking for a disease, too,I can't sleep if my body is still sticky" said mas astan suddenly made me not understand.

I'm still silent waiting for him to continue he said, but there's no sign that mas astan will talk again"So, you mean what? I don't understand sir," I said fearfully, shyly asking astray in the street so even though I was afraid I should keep asking.

He sighed violently while clucking bitterly"Bas stupid!!your brain isn't functioning?or don't you be born without a brain?think about how I can sleep, think about how my body doesn't sweat this way without having to take a shower" she said with some emotion.

I'm confused how?oh yes when in my village was dry we could not bathe and just wet the cloth then wipe our bodies with the wet cloth, what should I do that to the Astan well?I'm afraid he doesn't like it and makes him ride the pitan, but I have no choice.

"Se, for a minute, sir," I said walking up to get a medium-sized towel and bucket of water and then walked up to the astan mass.

He stared in wonder at me, I also fell silent in front of him confused how I would wipe his body with a wet towel if he was still wearing clothes.

"Eugh,, sir, how do I wipe your body if you're still wearing clothes?"many fear.

"Think about your shrimp brain" he said pointing at my head with his index finger.

Do I have to take off my clothes myself? what if he would scold me for being presumptuous again, but seeing that the astan mass wouldn't move at all left me no other choice, either, I had to open my own clothes that I was wearing.

My hands slowly moved closer towards the shirt he was wearing, I opened the buttons of the shirt one by one with trembling hands, I was very stiff when faced this close to men, he said,because all this time I have never been close to a man other than father, so I was very scared and stiff now not to mention the eyes of Astan who watched me so sharply, I became even more afraid.

The buttons of Astan's suit have been fully opened, should I pull his shirt too?I became even more afraid, but again I saw that Astan did not want to even pull his clothes so I had to choose to pull it, did Astan deliberately do this?

Because my body size is very far from the body of the astan mas forced me to be closer to him in order to be able to pull his clothes,especially when removing the shirt from his hand I had to get closer even almost like I was hugging him.

"So it's true that you've done this a lot? very skilled, how many men have you treated like this?"he said it right in my ear until I was a little surprised when his almost whisper-like voice sounded in my ear.

I don't understand what Astan means, what does it mean to ask how many men I treat like this? It's the first time I've been this close to a man, the first time I've unbuttoned a man's shirt and it feels so scary I can't actually do it but I'm afraid that Astan's going to get angry.

After saying so he looked at me with a look like lowering me, I slowly put the towel into the bucket and squeeze the water in the towel then I approached towards Mas Astan.

I was so scared when faced with the chest of the field, I'm really scared now, I don't dare to deal with things like this but I have to finish this quickly so that Astan as soon as possible sleeps,he must have been exhausted all day.

I still continued to wipe his front body with a towel in my hand but when I was about to wipe the neck of Astan I lost balance Because I accidentally nudged the bucket until I fell right on the field astan mas.

If only Astan did not hold his body we would have fallen in bed, I am very panicked now, what if Astan would be angry?.

I slowly glanced up and found the astan mas looking at me with an increasingly demeaning look at me"Your mode is great too huh?is this how you seduce a man? unfortunately it didn't work for me."he pushed me to the wet floor because the bucket filled with water fell until the water spilled.

I held my ring because Astan said he hated listening to me grimacing.

"Basar woman ja*lang, do not occasionally intend to tease me, clean all this, just annoying," said mas Astan walking towards the bathroom while shaking his hands to his body, what mas Astan heat?.

"Prepare a change of clothes for me, because of your stupidity I have to take a shower at this time" he said closing the bathroom door loudly.

I stood up with difficulty because the wound on my knee still felt sore and walked towards the closet to prepare a change of clothes for Astan.

After preparing a change of clothes for Astan mas I also returned to clean the Astan mas room by mopping the floor to dry.

Mas Astan came out of the bathroom wearing a towel and walked to the bed to pick up the clothes that I had provided and without caring about me who was cleaning here.

He wore his clothes in front of me without shame, if I hadn't turned around I would have seen something I shouldn't have seen.

I held my breath scared and walked out of the room

"Where are you going?"tanya mas Astan arrived automatically I looked at him and it turns out he was buttoning his pants fortunately I quickly turned around.

"A,,anu, that's sir, I want to go downstairs for a while to change my clothes," I said in fear.

You must be confused why I have to go downstairs to change my clothes?for the business of bathing and changing clothes I use the back bathroom because I'm afraid Astan will not like to share the bathroom with others.

"Hurry here."Astan's orders arrived and I according to approached him who was fully dressed in black pants and plain white shirt.

"Can I help you, sir?"ask me slowly.

"Dry my hair" he said, giving me a towel in his hand and I quickly grabbed it awkwardly.

Mas Astan sat on the edge of the mattress and turned his back to me, I slowly rubbed the wet hair of Astan with a towel in my hand.

It's been almost half an hour I rubbed the wet hair mas Astan and the hair of the astan has started to dry, the hours have shown late at night"It's dry sir," said I slowly.

But there is no word from the Astan mas, his head also from earlier leaning on my shoulder just getting heavier, I glanced at the face of Astan mas apparently he was asleep, how is this?.

I painstakingly laid Astan's body on the bed and then covered him with a blanket.

His face was very peaceful while sleeping, why do I always admire his face when he was asleep like this, my heart beats no matter how I like it?so stupid of you, Mina, don't you ever think that?you certainly do not deserve to love Astan, he is a good man from a good family not like you who can only make others suffer.

I slowly went out of the room closing the door slowly.

...//Connected//...

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