My CRUEL husband (S1&S2)
let's just end it
...Soundtrack//done for tuning(ost.hotel del luna) //...
...How can I forget this feeling?....
...-mina-is...
After almost half an hour I managed to convince Ken to leave me alone in this house.
I need time alone to think clearly about all this.
It still feels like my illusion.
And I really wish that this was my illusion.
I closed the door quietly and trembled into this house full of memories.
My legs felt limp as I entered this dark and stuffy house.
This is where you are alone and end yourself.
My tears flowed profusely as I looked at our longest beautiful photo on that wooden wall.
My smile was wide at that moment.
I grabbed the photo and saw more clearly the faces of my parents who are gone now.
I fell down"Hiks, I'm alone now, why can you leave without asking me to. "I hugged the photo tightly.
Without realizing it, there was a letter on the table.
📝📝📝📝📝📝📝📝📝📝📝📝📝📝
Mina my little princess.
And will always be my little princess.
Forgive me, son.
Forgive the father who failed to be a good father and head of the family.
Forgive me for making you bear your mistakes.
No day without thinking of you son, I fear you why napa but I can do nothing but be a loser.
There is no point in living but not making you happy.
I hope you'll be happy son, I don't deserve to live much longer.
Forgive me, son.
📝📝📝📝📝📝📝📝📝📝📝📝📝📝
I cried as hard as I could after reading my letter.
Why did my father leave? I deserve better to endure all this.
" Hiks, "I hit my head on the wooden pole in front of me.
It didn't hurt at all because my heartache and feelings were too deep.
I miss my father, who has always been there and tried to be there for me.
But I can no longer even see the face of Peace.
Astan is like a crazy person at home.
Many times he went back and forth thinking about what was going on right now?.
Why did Mina say that? Astan had realized that all this time he had been very wrong to have taken the name of Dyva's death to take revenge, but there was no benefit at all.
Especially now that Astan has made Mina his priority, the only person he has.
Hearing Mina say like that the guilt in her was getting stronger.
How could Mina love someone as cruel as Astan?did not think long and immediately did violence against Mina first.
And never let Mina meet her father until she was gone.
Will Mina love Astan?.
Astan pulls hair in frustration given all his coercive and arbitrary cruel treatment of Mina.
Astan involuntarily cries considering Mina's innocent face and the birthday surprise Mina gave him last night.
" It just felt like last night everything was still fine. "Astan looked at the casing hape equation that Mina gave to her.
" I'm sorry. "Astane.
Without thinking long Astan came out of the house and immediately drove away from the house to meet Mina.
Immediately like the loyalty when driving the car at maximum speed especially when it is raining heavily.
Astan does not care about it all, for him at this time he must be able to hold Mina, apologize and will try to change for Mina's happiness.
Fortunately, the road is quiet now until Astan safely until Mina.
"Mina,, honey, you're inside, right? Open the door we'll talk good."Astans.
I who was sleeping immediately jumped in shock.
Did I fall asleep because of crying over time?.
What was that sound?.
I walked slowly towards the door and stared from the window.
My heart beat violently when I saw that Astan was soaking wet and knocked on the door many times hoping I would open it.
My heart could not bear the pain of seeing him like that, but I would no longer return to him, I would not give any more wounds to others, enough for all the past.
"Darling, open the door, I'm sorry I've been mean to you all this time, I promise I'll change baby, let's talk good." Astan keeps knocking on the door hoping I open.
I sat there crying at her apology that I had forgiven before she asked, but this is another matter with the situation now,I said I wanted to part from her not because of her previous treatment of me but I just didn't want her to get hurt anymore because of an unlucky girl like me.
I never put hatred in my chest with everything I've been through with Astan.
I will never open that door, I do not want to meet with mas Astan even though I miss a warm hug mas Astan his sweet attitude and also his habit of teasing me.
I was still crying like a fool looking at Astan who was cold because the clothes he was wearing were soaked.
Why did he come here?I was rude to him earlier with Dyva's death.
Didn't he just fuck me?.
"I'll wait until you open this door for me, we can start all over again." Mas Astan's.
I don't want it anymore, Mas, I don't want to start it again if the end of the end of the person I love slowly leaves me.
I no longer want to be disappointed in myself.
I don't know why it feels so nauseous I guess.
I ran into the kitchen and vomited out my stomach.
Is it because I cried so much that I got sick like this?.
Not to mention that my body felt very limp and helpless.
I feel dizzy and light-headed too.
And the nausea that I feel has not gone away.
What's with me?.
I walked slowly to the door and saw if Astan was still there.
And sure enough he was waiting for me to open the door for him.
All right, if that's what he wants.
"Darling, thank God you opened the door." Mas Astan looks happy.
What happened to Astan's face? Is she crying? What's with those red, puffy eyes?.
Strengthen yourself Mina, do not be weak, do not expect to be with mas Astan.
"Help sir, do not bother me anymore, let alone a storm like that, if until my neighbors are disturbed how? " I pretend to look firm when the original heart is now fragile since seeing the face of Astan who looks desperate.
Mas Astan looks surprised"Darling you why? Why talk like that? We can talk good."Astan still does not give up.
I let out a long sigh "Master should leave now and never come here again, before I call upon all the citizens to expel master." I'm trying hard.
Mas Astan finally nodded his head"I know you're currently pretending, so I assume you only need some alone time now, alright Mas go, so, but think well if I need you I love you and I'll keep trying so you can come back to me."Mas Astan still took the time to kiss the tip of my head and then left with his head bowed again.
Again I could not help but cry to see the departure of Astan.
I wanted to run to hug her from behind but it wasn't because I didn't want to make the last mas by my side anymore.
Let's just end this relationship.
...//connect//...
...🔷🔷🔷🔷...
How to be awkarin like this?.
Really see the astan digituin same mina, feel like the world upside down well.
Keep strong astan's.
Perjuangin your love.
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