
...Soundtrack//since I meet you-huh gak//...
...My biggest mistake was never being able to hate you no matter how much you treated me....
...-mina-is...
For days I felt something strange about Astan.
Every time I talk to her she never wants to hear and even just leaves.
Not to mention usually when I prepare his office suit he must definitely comment first and then keep wearing the suit.
But these few days Mas Astan shied away from me for no reason, what hatred is growing again to see me alone can no longer.
I've finished cleaning the whole house as well as all the other homework.
I walk the street in front of Astan's house.
I feel very bored actually, how do you guys not get bored starting at 07 am Astan already gone of course I'm only alone here, talking also no interlocutor, no, for a long time I was afraid to go crazy and talk to myself.
I sat under that very thick tree, I don't know what kind of tree this is.
"How are you doing, Father?it's been a long time since I've met." I muttered looking at the tree from below while remembering when I was a child when my mother was still there and I had not wandered into the city,that was the moment when I felt loved and felt so precious.
"I want to go back to being small again" I closed my eyes letting my tears just flow.
"I hope you are calm there, I'm sorry mom, I'm not selfish that day for sure at this time you can also breathe this air, so also dad, sorry to have made you bother all this time,I hope you live a quiet life and don't care about me here, I'm happy here, happy, happy" I said smiling as if my mother and father were in front of me with a smile.
"I am, happy here, tormented, so no more care for a bastard like me" I hugged myself.
"Geez, what are you doing mina?stop acting like you're a victim, you're the cause of everyone's suffering, remember this you're a bad person and don't deserve to be happy, never expect a happy word in your life," I stood up and walked to calm my mind.
"Mina!" Suddenly the voice of someone calling my name from the security post "eh mas Alga? " I said get closer there.
I'm the stupid one to forget that there's an Algae mas here, so I have a talk party.
"Why again? " I asked when I saw that Algae was writing something.
He smiled, again the smile was really charming"Mas again there is a task, actually it is not a mas task, just open the service of making tasks, so the mas will be paid if making the task, "clearly mas Alga.
Must be very smart, huh?people even entrusted their duties to him, not to mention he was also very handsome.
I remember someone in my school, he was so kind, smart and handsome, I wonder how he is doing now?.
" Wahh I miss school when I look at hhehehe." I laughed blandly.
Algae stopped writing for no reason.
" You still have the determination to learn, right?"mas Alga suddenly spoke like that with his serious face.
I immediately nodded my head in the spirit of "Jajelas mas, even while watching television I wrote the new thing I know." I told you with passion.
"You want not if you bring a used book of High School mas, trus fitting you spare your teaching mas, kayak les so," said mas Alga.
Anyone would say yes, but again I don't have the penny, I work here without a salary, because I work as if to atone for sins.
"But mas, I don't have money," I said listlessly.
Mas alga did not smile but suddenly he stroked my hair "Mas ngajarin his sincere, most of his ngajarin time off his spare." Alga smiled.
I immediately nodded"Yes, I want to, "I said with enthusiasm.
"Well for your first assignment, you need to read this first." Alga gave me a book.
I don't know if this Alga is human or not?it is a noble heart, since I first met him he has done a lot of good to Me, helped me without my asking and he is also very generous smile.
"Thank you" I read the first page of the book.
And mas Alga also returned to work doing study work while making money.
1830pm
Astan just got home, he deliberately came home late.
I walked slowly for no reason.
"Wait on!! Why am I like this?why do I feel like I'm avoiding that stupid girl after the time I kissed her?" Astan muttered confusedly.
"The original intention was to make him suffer and feel hurt, why even I who continued to imagine the shadow with the kiss and he was ordinary, just plain,even to look at himself I felt a strange vibe inside me while he could still smile and speak this that, come on astan why did you become like this?don't be careless don't be negligent, not until you fall yourself is not him." Astan muttered again.
"Alright because it has already made him like that, let's continue this game, it seems to be more fun and it is enough these days I give him some leeway and kindness, he said,let's go back to the time when he first came to this house." Astan smiled slantingly walking towards the room.
There is already Mina who is sitting near the balcony while reading a book that Astan does not know what the book is.
"Dini!!" Shouted Astan so loudly that the mina flinched and immediately stood up walking quickly towards Astan.
"Well, what's wrong, sir," I asked quickly.
"I want to take a shower" he said clearly.
Water I have prepared well just take a shower what is difficult anyway mas.
"I've prepared the water, sir, so you can take a shower immediately" I said walking again to the balcony.
"Wahhh who told you to just leave?I said I want to take a shower" Astan said again.
What the hell is wrong with her? After inhabiting me for a few days what is with this rude attitude again?.
I walked over "Sorry sir, the water I've prepared," I said softly.
"I'm tired all day working, just to move I feel tired, so quickly bathe me," orders mas Astan without suspect.
Did I not hear wrong?how could Astan talk like that?bathe her?is there anything crazier than this?.
"Ta, but sir, how is it possible," My elak could not take the order.
"Why not?isn't your job in this house all my orders, however you should be able to do whatever I command." Astan pulled me straight to the bathroom.
Get there"Wait for what else?quickly take off my shirt, "command Astan.
I really don't dare, how could Astan do this?why does he want me to do that so badly?.
"Let's hurry, see the clock is getting late, you know it's really cold tonight?so don't be stupid like that, don't let me get cold" said Astan.
My hands shakily opened the white shirt he was wearing, my heart was beating so hard, I don't know why I was so gerogi in front of Astan.
Mas Astan was still silent watching me who began to take off his white shirt and put it into a bucket near the door.
After that I kept quiet not knowing what else I should do "It can't be that I take a shower in these big pants? Wait what else let's open," Mas Astan ordered me to open his pants?.
"Hurry!!!" Jerk at Astan until I immediately open his belt slowly.
And when I unzipped my pants I couldn't do it anymore, how could I do this?I don't dare.
I tried again to unzip Astan's pants but when the astan pants came down I immediately turned around.
My heart beats like that, I'm not ready to see something like that.
My tears are falling, I am really scared.
"Why turn?quickly facing here," orders mas Astan.
What happened to Astan? Why is he torturing me in this way?.
I kept crying my back to Astan, I didn't know what I was crying but I kept crying.
"Foolish girl, if I tell her to turn around, turn around, how many times do I say to listen, answer and obey all my words." Astan pulled my hair hard.
"Akhh" I grimaced with pain"hiks, I'm sorry sir, I, I can't do this," I said, getting louder.
"How's yah?please ask the fucking guy how he's still able to survive when he's lost someone's life, you're the descendant of the new man*the bastard, you know,so maybe doing something like this is not a big deal," said Mas Astan still pulling hard on my hair.
I'm still crying"Why are you acting like you're holy?maybe you have given your body to many men, so something like this is not a big deal for you, right? "Ask the Astan.
What did that instant say?have I given my body to many men?I don't get it.
I kept crying" You mean, Holy-associated ja*lang girl, come out right now, make emotions."Astan let go of her pull on my hair and pushed my body from the door to the floor.
I don't know what's going on with Astan's rice anymore?.
For sure I can feel that Astan mas back put hatred against me.
...//connect//...
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