My CRUEL husband (S1&S2)
I miss school

...Soundtrack//dear my star-sondian//...

...Because the only one who feels what it's like is me...

...-mina-is...

I hurriedly prepared water for the Astan bath this morning.It feels like my joints are getting weaker now, I like not feeling well, is it because I sleep on the floor well?no need to think about it.

I came out of the bathroom and saw that the bed was no longer there, even though I was only a few minutes in the bathroom.

I went down the stairs and saw that Astan was exercising outside.

I just saw Astan exercising for the first time, he looks so handsome in that plain white shirt and those loose black pants, so cool, you know, Astan is the coolest guy I've ever met after Dad,dad is the number one.

It would be nice if me and Astan love each other just imagine that I can't afford it.

I realized with my stupid thoughts, this is because I often watch television, my thoughts become more and more so, how can I think of such things, I am the person who most want to stop mass Atan,it will not be possible for us to love each other, just get rid of your mind Mina, wake up before you fall deeper.

I exhaled a lethargic breath and walked out to the Astan mas who was pushing up with sweat.

"Sir, the water for the master bath I have prepared," I said slowly and a little afraid, because the astan mas is a person who can not predict its nature, sometimes he is easily angry for no reason and sometimes has been ordinary, I have to be extra careful in dealing with astan mas.

"I'm going to take a shower after exercising" she said without looking at me, but I thought it was better because when she looked at me I was being shrunken and looking more and more like a fool.

"Eugh, I see you're very relaxed today, aren't you going to the office today?as I recall this is not a holiday sir," said me slowly because not usually mas Astan will be as relaxed as this even he still had time to exercise.

She got up from her push-ups then walked up to me, did I say the wrong thing?I'm just afraid that Astan is late, why is he looking at me like that?.

"Oohh already dares to interfere in my affairs?want me to leave here so you can be so free?acting like a host now? just increasing you, "he said smiling sideways.

Do I look like I'm telling her to leave?it's not like that when I mean it"It's not that sir, I'm just afraid that you're late, forgive me sir if you feel offended," I said lowered my head.

"I'm in the afternoon," he said briefly and continued push-ups back.

I nodded in understanding"Then my master washed the clothes first, if there is anything you can call me, I am in the bathroom behind you," I still stood waiting for his response.

He did not answer and continued to exercise"Why is he still standing there?go out there, ruin the mood, "he said with a dislike face, I'm according to go.

I saw wonder with dirty clothes in the basket, the feeling every time I wash clothes is always a lot, never a little, but I always wash clothes every day and the contents of the basket are all Astan clothes,did Astan put clean clothes into a dirty basket on purpose so that I was in trouble?.

I lifted the basket to the back bathroom and began the ritual washing by hand, Until now I still can not wash with the washing machine, no longer dare to ask Mr. Umar afraid of troublesome, until now I have not been able to wash with the washing machine,I don't care if I have to wash my hands.

I have washed almost all the clothes in the basket, quickly because Astan clothes are not too dirty, very clean even so do not waste too much time.

I jumped in shock when I saw that Astan was already standing at the bathroom door staring in annoyance at me.

"Sir, why are you here?"I'm confused, if you think it makes no sense when Astan wants to come here, it's impossible to watch the show wash my clothes.

"Why do you think I came here if it wasn't for your humble ears that I called many times there was no reply" he said a little angry.

Did Astan call me? Astagah Mina how could you not hear that, why would you be angry again? How'this?

"I'm sorry sir, I didn't mean to, maybe because I was too focused on washing," I said fearfully.

"Can I help you, sir?"ask me quickly.

"I want to take a clean towel bath you haven't prepared yet" he said annoyedly.

I stood up slowly"Akhh."I immediately shut my mouth Because of grimacing, astan mass really hates the sound of my ringing, he said irritatingly, saying,but how else would my knee hurt not to mention my waist feels like a gout just because sitting from earlier.

"I'll get you ready, sir" I said slowly.

"Why are you washing with your hands?"ask astan to arrive

I stopped walking for a moment"Ah that's sir, I'm not good at using a washing machine, so I wash by hand, but you don't have to worry I'll be careful when washing your clothes, sir,I'll try to keep your clothes clean and not scuffed," I said a little frantically, how about he get angry because I washed his clothes with my hands.

He shook his head slowly and looked strangely at me"What are you living in? using the washing machine alone you can't,"ledek her towards me.

"Sorry sir, I have been working as a laundry service always using my hands, where I live there is no object like this sir, so I am not good at using it" I explained.

Whahuh? is he a former laundry guy?and he used his hands to wash the clothes that were definitely many

"Based on the stupid girl, your brain was indeed entering water like, how many times I said if I had the mouth to ask, do not be silent, mouth is there to talk if not just mute, all of you,"said mas astan suddenly pulled my hand and brought me closer to the washing machine.

How can I ask a mas astan, I dare not.

I don't know what's going on inside me, I feel a strange feeling when I'm holding my hand, uh precisely guiding my hand when teaching me how to use the washing machine.

I was feeling cold and my heart was racing so hard, did I suddenly have heart disease or something?.

"Do you understand?"he said out loud, I nodded in agreement.

"Hurry and prepare a towel for me," he said, going out while I sat limply holding my chest which began to weaken his detachment like never before.

After finishing my washing business, I immediately cooked in the kitchen, surely Astan is hungry now, even though I already know that the Astan mas will never want to touch the food that I cook, he said,I'll keep cooking for Astan.

Mas Astan came out of the room and descended the stairs quickly by wearing a plain black shirt and plain black shorts as well, very handsome.

Again I suddenly felt a strange vibration in my body, what exactly happened to me? Maybe I have heart disease?.

I put the fried rice on the silver plate and saucer the beef-eye eggs on it, I don't know if Astan would want to eat this?as long as I stay here and have been said not for a while, never once did mas Astan want to eat my cooking for fear that I poisoned it.

I understood with fear Astan, but did not rule out the possibility that I felt very hurt, worked hard to cook with heart but never appreciated.

"Sir, the breakfast is done I cook," I said slowly to the Astan mas in the front room while watching television casually.

He looked slowly at me"Bring here."he said he arrived.

I myself was surprised not to play to hear it, is this time Astan really going to eat my cooking?if it were true, I would be very grateful for that.

I slowly put the tray filled with water and fried rice in front of Mas Astan, then I stood up to leave because I was afraid that Astan would lose his appetite because he saw me"Where are you going?"tanya Astan arrived.

"Eug, I'll go to the kitchen, sir, I'm afraid you don't have a taste for food if you see me" I said lowered my head.

"You think I'm a fool to eat just like you're a murderous kid? sit here fast and eat the food in front of me" he said firmly.

I slowly sat down next to Mas Astan where he showed me, I took the plate with a slight tremble and ate a spoonful of fried rice in front of Mas Astan.

He nodded as if believing that the cuisine was safe"Alright I believe it now, then my feed is eating," he said arriving again to make me who heard him surprised.

I have to obey Atan mas, I do not want to mas Astan angry again, one bribe I have given to mas Astan, he ate the fried rice slowly"Ba, how sir?does it taste good, sir?"ask me slowly.

He reacted normally even though his mouth continued to chew the fried rice"Ordually, "he said casually.

I was a little disappointed by the response of astan mas, why have people in my village lied to me with the taste of the cuisine I sell?they say my cooking is very good and even beats a five-star restaurant.

"Why that face of yours?don't like my opinion?"ask the Astan mas who probably realized my sullen face was disappointed.

I hurriedly smiled clumsyly"Not so master, I was just disappointed it turned out that all this time people in the village where I live lied with the taste of my cooking, I was not so happy, they say my cooking is delicious and even beat the five-star restaurants, they also always buy my merchandise up to ludes without having me sell it to the village next to my village,but now I understand why they do that, they just feel sorry for me, and stupidly I've been so proud of my cooking." I said a little lethargic.

How much work did this girl actually do? laundry and even selling food? he is still a student

"Bas stupid, just because my words have made you waver, you know your abilities, not others," said mas astan increasingly confused me.

"Quick bribe again," he said and I immediately followed.

I looked at the television and I was very interested in the movie, a high school girl who had everything, she left for school in a car and she also had a lot of friends at school, she must be very happy.

Unlike me, when I was in school I walked to a school that was a long way away, and I didn't have many friends at school, nobody wanted to be friends with a poor girl like me,I continued to be the subject of ridicule and bullying at school, not infrequently they beat me, so when the astan mas rude to me I would sincerely forget that, I was used to it.

But still they're all my friends, and I miss them, I miss school, I miss class.

Seeing from the television the students were studying at school made my tears almost fall fortunately I quickly removed them.

I turned the opposite direction to Mas Astan then I wiped my tears quickly, it felt so stifling, why did I miss school anyway? they must be glad there's no poor girl like me there.

"Quick my bribe, what are you doing turning your back on me?"tanya Astan arrived.

I rubbed my eyes violently"Anu, that's my eye master flickering, I'm sorry, sir," said I held back my tears and fed Astan.

He looked at my face in wonder, I still wiped my tears and smiled clumsyly"Sorry sir, I'm sorry for interrupting the master's meal, because the flickering of my eyes did not stop spitting out water,"my words still continued to wipe my tears and hold my cry, it felt so stifling.

"Here I am full," said astan arrived, surely he had no taste for food because of me.

"I'm sorry sir for making you uncomfortable, I'm sorry sir, there's something I have to take care of,"I said saying goodbye to lifting the tray and just a few steps I passed through the tear mass that I was able to withstand falling down hard.

It's stupid of me, crying when there's nothing to cry about, this is my destiny, maybe my school year is only up to tenth grade.

I sat under the pantry in the kitchen and cried softly there, I wanted to go to school again, I missed them there.

...//Connected//...

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Try to imagine you being Mina, dropping out of school is the most painful thing for a child of Mina's age

So for you readers who are still in the student bench and especially for me who is still a student, let's just as serious in learning, we must be grateful to have the opportunity to learn until now, we must be grateful to have the opportunity to learn until now,be it online or face to face we do not play.

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