My CRUEL husband (S1&S2)
can I give up?

Soundtrack//i miss you-soyou (starter) //

I wanted to give up on you, but again I tried hard

- minas

       I say hello to brother Adin and minitip alfa there.

I caught a glimpse of the address sent by the anonymous who stated finding someone similar to the astan mas.

I don't really expect this, because this is the umpteenth time I've been fooled and even used for the pleasure of those who have no feelings of making the sadness of others as a place to play.

I drove quickly to that place.

My feet I walked to a cafe where we would promise to meet and I saw a table that he had sent a picture of him waiting from earlier.

I glanced at him and I guess he still looked young and was only a few years above me.

"To dion's brother? " Tanyaku quietly and nodding back by him did not forget with a smile but that smile made me feel a little uncomfortable.

"Just in person, where exactly did you see my husband? " Tanyaku quickly.

He smiled strangely again"wow, selow mbak, we can talk slowly and it seems we will be more comfortable talking if we order food first "say as if it feels this is very unimportant.

I sighed softly and tried to be patient" Sorry brother, I don't have much time with that, so please tell me immediately where you saw my husband and what the evidence is that I believe in your words "my brother firmly said.

He laughed" Well you're not as easy as I thought"

"Stop playing around, I'm not in the right time for that" I said a little annoyed.

"Prepare for as much money as possible and I will tell you where your husband is" he said again with a smile.

I smiled obliquely hearing that, it seemed like he thought I had no experience with this.

I put a little closer to my face not forgetting the smile as if I felt funny with her words just now. And I caught a confused face from him.

"On your information alone, this is the 98th time I received an offer that my husband will be found by preparing as much money as I can"

He looked a little confused by what I said, "What's the point?you really don't want to find your husband? " Task again as if my words were just the wind.

"I will find it without having to go through your deceit, I warn you that something like this will not make you happy, stop using the suffering of others to find your joy,I may remain silent after knowing your foul intentions, but others I will not guarantee silence and wait for the right moment to receive the rewards of your evil deeds"

I stood up and walked right away leaving her who looked really upset because she didn't manage to trick me.

"Based on ja*lang smartass, you won't find your husband "A quick look I can hear him cursing and swearing at me.

I hit my tight chest when I got in the car.

It is really very difficult to be brave like that, until now my hands are still trembling to withstand the turmoil of my weak soul that I had forced to become more assertive.

I'm not as strong as I seem, only I can't stand their immoral behavior.

I drove the car to the port where it was the last time the Astan mas was known to exist.

I parked the car and walked slowly to the very quiet beach.

I stopped right on the shore and sat there looking at the endless vast ocean.

Missing the astan mass never decreases, because my longing grows as time goes on.

"Mas, today our alpha child asks when are you going home? " I asked the empty sea as if talking to a mas astan.

"I'm also back to being played by people who use the news of your disappearance to make a profit" I said again.

"I've been good at driving loh mas, if the mas has returned I promise I will bring the street mas, so I beg you quickly go home well"

"I've also taught a lot of things to our children, he is very smart like you baby, thank goodness he is handsome like you are also smart like you are also a mas,I often think alpha is the result of copy an mas" said I laughed myself because given the time when I was often amazed myself see the resemblance of alpha to the astan mas.

"Definitely not forgetting the road to the house?we were always waiting for the will, di, torch, "I suddenly cried again unable to continue my words.

I held back my tears and wiped my tears quickly "hiks, I promised not to cry anymore but somehow today really makes me want to cry hyss" I erased again and again the clear feathers that were hardened on my cheeks.

"Hiks, I'm tired, I'm tired of my own expectations, I'm sorry that sometimes I feel like there's no hope for you to come back, I myself do not know what the reason is until I continue to wait until now, when there is no evidence that you will return mas" said I with tears that are still just as swift.

I stood up and walked slowly towards the shore until my feet were exposed to the sea water.

It was so hot today but I felt the cold aura of the sea water.

My eyes were closed with tears that were still falling I could not stand even though I tried to hold it.

The sea breeze and the sound of sounds coming from all directions I listened carefully.

"Go back, hyster, "Shouted as loudly as possible until some passers-by were shocked to hear my screams.

"I'm tired of hiks, I'm tired of my own expectations"

"You know!!!I thought that you would never come back and I was determined that you would never go home, that I would forever widow and raise our son alone, hyster,,, "

I can no longer imagine that if the astan mass really no news and no visit comes.

It feels really crowded even just by imagining it, but considering in these two years that there is not the slightest sign of astan mas will be found makes me feel afraid that Astan mas really will not return.

I'm really afraid it's gonna happen and what about my poor alpha? He had never even met his own father.

Just a photo I often show him so he knows the handsome look of his papa.

Waiting for you long ago until now.

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