
❄goodbye
It's been a few months since my daughter was allowed to return home. I'm so happy to have been given the opportunity to correct all my mistakes.
Losing someone precious is the most painful thing in life. Therefore I have promised myself to try not to lose the precious person in my life for the umpteenth time.
I'm trying to be a useful father and husband for mina as well as alpha. Imagining them happy in my mind made me even more excited to keep trying to be the wise head of the family.
Sometimes when the alpha is fussy and I don't want to kill the mina will take over from me then I will replace the mina doing all the homework starting from cooking, washing and cleaning the house even though mina very much does not allow me to do it. I'm afraid he's tired and it will have an impact on his health.
At midnight alpha has a habit of waking up and immediately fussy, I will never let the mina rise and I will take over silencing the alpha even if the alpha is wetting my poop and I will replace the diaper with a new one unless the alpha is hungry I had to wake up the mina because it was beyond my control.
This morning I was also alpha playing outside. Because all of you wait for Mina to finish cooking breakfast for us.
I sat on the grass holding an alpha who was busy playing with the leaves of the flowers that had been cared for by the late dyva.
"Later if the alpha is already big must be diligent well nyiram them, promise well the same papah."I really like talking to the alpha even though I know the alpha doesn't even know what I'm talking about. I just find it fun because alfa is my handsome little prince.
I feel so happy to be able to do this little thing with my son's alpha. I didn't expect to have a chance like this with the alpha.
"Okay, how are you staying there? Food is cooked, huh? " I realized that mina had been standing there watching us with smiling lips.
I stood up and walked towards the interest. While the alpha looks very impatient want to squash mina's hug.
"Duhh alfa so well, turn to see mamah already want to turn away, a traitor very same papah himself, just wanted ngetekin papah mulu." Alpha who does not know anything just moves can not be silent hit mina's chest. Signs that he is very hungry.
Mina smiled at my words.
"You hungry, baby? Yes, I love to eat well, what was playing the same papah? " Mina started walking in and I followed her from behind.
When I got to the table I saw Mina preparing food on my plate but I prepared it myself.
"Let me just love, you nyuin alfa aja." she smiled nodding and began to open one by one buttons of her shirt and immediately took out the beautiful mountain next to it.
I glanced for a while and smiled after that I sat in front of Mina.
"Loh really want to eat that much?usually even if my cooking is really good mas ngk ever want to eat that much."he looks surprised by the pile of rice on my plate.
I smiled"Who said this was for you? This is for both of us baby, I know you must have trouble eating while giving alpha food, so you give alpha eat continue mas can you eat deh, cool is not the idea mas? "
I started feeding the mina and she was also feeding alpha. I smiled to see the two of them who were like they were doing an eating race.
I saw that mina was a little uncomfortable from her face and shifted her hair back and forth many times.
"Why baby? "
"Ngk kok mas, only until now I still do not feel comfortable just pas nyusuin alfa, still feel amused how fit alfa ngisap pu*ting me mas, even though it's been months ago."duhh his face ituloh. What's that seal well until he bites his lips like that?. Oh yes, when I suck it too he felt amused to bite his lips. My seed is no doubt.
"Mas guess why darling, mas ngk know the taste but want how else is your duty dear, if mas can replace it anyway mas want to just but where can love alfa asi."I laughed when I said that.
"Yaudah, eat again, dear." I spooned a spoon of rice into his mouth and immediately chewed.
While alfa until now is still busy drinking the essence of mina with her hand that can not be silent holding the next one again.
I also had an idea to tease mina, because mina was so easily annoyed when I did such a thing.
"Alfa dear would not share the same papah?"mina immediately looked suspicious and frowned.
"We for two well have mamah, you are the left papah right, so do not take the papah ration, papah want to drink tonight just you now." I held back a laugh as I looked at the mina's face that turned sour.
"Well, don't say the same alfa uh, ngajarin who is not even though his child is still small gini jeez mas, ration whatan mas, if the child himself wants to be taken too." Mina really shook her head inexhaustibly with that remark of mine.
I can't stand my laughter anymore"Hahahha emang mas ngajarin what dear?"
Mina was really upset"Tau ah, bribe again mas."I immediately fed her with an occasional chuckle.
"Already dong dear mistyunya let mamah shower continue we go out to play." said I smile.
I saw the change in the face of Mina who was again astonished by my words.
"Where are we going?"mina was done breastfeeding alpha and I immediately turned to her buttoning back her shirt that had been opened earlier because of breastfeeding alpha.
"So the alpha asked for a way out, right, baby? " Alfa was silent when I asked her that.
"Look at my notes, huh? "Well caught. He really likes secrets and time want to go out talking about the same book, where can the book ngabisin should just tell me.
"you really like nyimpen nyimpen, if you want to go out and say the same mas aja darling, do not be harbored." Kuelus hair slowly.
"I dares to ask out let alone the end of this I've done a lot of ngerepotin mas, not to mention mas have to work."he really looks bad because of that.
"How many times mas say that whenever you and our children are a priority mas, the business of the mas office can be loved to other employees, you do not pendam pendam again dear, dear, mas ngk never felt bothered by you, because this is also the responsibility of mas as your husband."
"Hiks,, mas, "He immediately hugged me crying because he felt moved and the alpha who saw his mother crying immediately joined in crying. Wahhtir nih if until alfa misunderstand why I evilin mamahnya.
"Duhh mamah same alfa kok nangis nangis gini anyway? Papah follow ahh huuu." I pretended to cry until the astonished alpha fell silent.
"Yes, dear nangisnya,iat tuh alfa so go cry, later alfa even thought that I evilin this beautiful mom, this,now you take a bath, baby let us go the road, right, dear papah? "
He nodded and smiled, releasing his embrace from me.
She was already a mother but still she was like someone who needed a lot of affection from me.
SERIATE...
don't forget to like, comment and vote. ❤