My CRUEL husband (S1&S2)
70.you(S2)

❄goodbye

     I sat there thinking about how our story would be after this. My life I could never guess right. I miss my son and my wife, who is still in the hospital for two weeks.

Mina wasn't conscious yet and I wasn't allowed to bring my son home yet because she wasn't conscious.

Sometimes that pessimism can come on all of a sudden, I sometimes think what if mina really won't wake up? What if mina really is going to leave? But I convinced myself again that mina was a strong girl. He must have known that there was me and my son waiting for him here.

For two weeks I kept accompanying the two of them alternately, inviting them to talk even though one of them had no one to say my words.

I'm just sure they can hear everything I'm saying. Both hope and my desire for their salvation and healing. And my baby hasn't had two weeks of mina breast milk.

While I at home always busy myself with cleaning the house, washing my own clothes with my hands without using the washing machine.

Actually I could've hired a cleaning service but I'm reluctant to do that.

But I want to do it myself with my hands because with that I can feel the presence of Mina while working and working on all this.

I smiled remembering the time we had been together in this house because Mina asked me to help her work, of course by following my wishes if I wanted to help her.

Not that it helped but I instead interrupted and stole the opportunity to modulate Mina both kissing and poofy. I was getting more excited in doing it considering Mina who was upset when I disturbed first.

"I promise you I'll wake up and you won't be naughty again." I'll gently wipe my tears that started to fall.

Lately I have been crying and tears at the thought of both of them. My life seems to be being punished now, I was wrong to have wasted mina first when he first set foot in this house I did not welcome him well and even hurled insults and torture on him.

I quickly wiped my tears and accidentally saw the book I had given to Mina long ago. I smiled considering how stupid I used to be, obviously I took the book and put it on the grocery basket and I instead accused mina of doing it because I did not want to be considered attention.

I was moved down to get the book and wondered if he had written anything on it.

I slowly opened the first page and found his name written there with a slightly large size of writing and I saw my name tucked near his name with very small writing.

I could no longer help smiling when I saw a sign of love between our names. Mina has loved me for a long time. And I'm so glad to find that.

"Alay once you love hahahha." I can't help but laugh because of the mina.

I meticulously went to the next page and found a short piece of mina inserting my name there.

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Mas astan evil🤧

Tega, savage ehh barbaric what is well? I've heard of indosiar but don't know what it means.

Ah anyway barbaric astan, do not know what if I am jealous if he is close to his secretary, after all why people in his office are beautiful and sexy anyway?

Naturally, Astan was never interested in me, I was ugly and stupid unlike they were beautiful and smart where the high school was high again, while I just did not graduate High School, I must be self-conscious indeed, not to mention that I am the unlucky carrier girl.

So before getting too deep into this feeling I better self-conscious and just end it all

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Suddenly I felt a bit of a pain to read this mina. Especially when he wrote that he did not even graduate High School. I felt a deep sense of guilt.

I was wrong to have taken Mina's teenage years by replacing her with the most difficult time for Mina starting from the torture I gave even now Mina almost lost her life because I made Mina pregnant and chose to maintain the content that is clear Mina knows will endanger her own life.

I hugged the book tightly with tears still flowing"I'm sorry baby, do I deserve to be by your side?"

I grabbed my phone as I heard her ringing.

"What is this from father astan? "Quickly I answered him.

"Yes this with me."

"We're on the hospital side, it's about the patient's father's wife, Mina, who's been in a coma for two weeks."

The hospital did not say anything but I understood it right now and could not hear it directly, it was too painful. I want to see it with my own eyes for the last time. I really didn't expect any of this.

I hurriedly took the key and left the house quickly no matter even if my phone was still lying on the floor.

My tears don't stop flowing even while driving I almost got hit because I can't think straight now.

Mina's face and the memories we've been through together ring in my memory.

I desperately wanted to crash myself right now, for I did not want to accept this harsh reality.

How am I going to live without Mina? What about our son?.

"Hiks, "I hit my head in the window of the moving car.

"Notkkkk" I screamed loudly in the car.

People who were passing by in the street also had time to look surprised to hear my screams like this crazy person, that I was crazy.

"Why should my wife?why not me? " I'm still yelling like crazy and still driving.

Fortunately, at that time the traffic police were not there if there was maybe I was ticketed because of my stupidity.

I parked the origin of my vehicle and immediately ran towards the room where my wife Mina was being treated.

I opened the door of the Mina ward and my heart stopped beating right then and there.

The room where Mina was treated was empty and there was no longer Mina who was lying weak without energy there.

"Not hix,, impossible, my wife cannot be a hyster,,, "

I was sitting on the floor right near that bed.

My tears flowed like rain in the rainy season.

If we measure maybe my tears are more than a bucket so swift.

I didn't expect to get this cruel news.

If I could choose I would rather have Mina lying there weak than to have to leave for good.

I don't want to lose Mina forever.

I need Mina and my son.

Mina and my son are the only ones I have and now Mina is gone?..

"Aaaa,, no way, no way, no torment, "I'm like a madman screaming as hard as I can to disturb the other party in the hospital.

"Why should my wife?I just don't let him torment, "I'm getting weaker just seeing that the bed is completely empty.

"What about our baby? Hiks, you are evil, you promised to be safe"

"You're a liar" I've been like a girl who decided her love.

My heart is really broken now.

How am I without you?

SERIATE...

Waelah kang astan's.

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