My CRUEL husband (S1&S2)
89.your fear(S2)

❄goodbye

     The clock has shown at 22.35pm, I am still in the post pak umar monitoring the state of the mina from inside the house. Has he started to climb into the room so that I can quickly carry out my surprise.

"So mina's gonna like it? " I asked Mr. umar who was going home because I had arrived so Mr. umar was allowed to go home.

He smiled and nodded "Neng mina the person is very simple, so anything that comes from nak astan will definitely be liked. " Sir umar if you can also say yes. My time just thumped hearing that. Is that dear mina well to me. Is our affection equal?.

"Alright sir please go home, mina has also gone up above tuh." I walked first to the house and Mr. umar also began to close the fence slowly and then left on his motorcycle.

I opened the door very slowly and immediately turned off the switch near the door until the lower house was immediately dark except the outside lights were still on until whatever was in the house was still visible though cryptically.

I deliberately shifted the slide of the sofa and walked towards the door Tapping on it so that mina felt disturbed and then went downstairs.

And sure enough the door of the room opened revealing a mina who felt shocked by the suddenly dark house.

"Mas, "She looked for me who had been standing with a cake in my hand whose candle had not yet been lit. I intend to turn it on when it is in front of him so that he does not know my whereabouts now.

"Mas, " Again he called out to me but this time with a tone that began to tremble. He must be very scared now.

"Ma, mas, that's a dum, isn't it? I'm afraid, don't be kidding." It continues to walk until now it is at the end of the stairs.

He also walked down the stairs taking a golf club, I admit mina is indeed a girl graduated from Junior High but look how smart she is in providing self-defense. He was immediately on standby with his tool even though it was just a stick.

I couldn't bear to surprise her with this surprise. I know this is very simple but it will feel luxurious if you can see the sincerity that exists.

I saw that he wanted to hit but I walked closer to him smiling with a birthday song.

"Happy birthday dear. " I keep walking to where he is.

I saw the stick he was holding falling down. Is it because he is so happy that he can no longer hold it?.

I was still singing birthday songs to her but suddenly my singing stopped when I saw her trembling with tears flowing down the road. This is not a picture of happiness. Is he scared, huh? Did I scare her too much?.

"Dear, what's wrong with you? "I was astonished at her who kept crying and trembling.

He did not answer and retreated slowly and then ran towards the room.

I was still silent thinking what was going on right now? Did I really scare her? It seemed that mina couldn't be that scared just because the lights were off.

I immediately realized then put the cake on the table and then walked towards the mina in the room.

When I opened the door, I saw that he was crying, hugging himself in the corner of the room.

I immediately felt full of regret for making him fear like that. My original intention was just to celebrate his happy day it wasn't to scare him like this.

"I'm sorry for scaring you, baby." I heard her crying broke as I said that. Is this really because I scared her?.

I patted her softly on the back and continued to apologize and say sorry to her until she was still crying loudly in my arms.

"I'm sorry, honey, sorry." I brought our bodies together to give her a sense of security and I'm really here for her.

She was still crying and I slowly lifted her body to the bed. Lying down the mina but she refused to take my hand off until I lay down next to her quickly she hugged me tightly as if she was really scared to death right now.

"Sst, sorry, sorry, sorry to scare you, but here don't be afraid anymore." I softly pat her head and pat her back until she starts to calm down.

I got off the bed for a while to get some water and then gave him a drink of water to make him feel a little more relieved. After that I laid her body again letting my arm she made her pillow.

"I'm sorry for scaring you, baby." Kuelus again his black mane with his darling.

He quickly shook his head because of my words. What is the sign that this is not because of me?.

"When I thought you'd be happy, I'm sorry for making your happy day such a mess." and he shook his head again.

"I'm not like that because of mas, I just remember my mother mas." I again stroked her black mane.

"I don't hate it just because I celebrate my birthday, I just don't like my birthday, I hate myself."I immediately shook my head because his words were so inappropriate.

"Why hmmm? "I waited for him to tell me everything from the beginning to the end why he could be like this.

He told all his dark mass, both from the family and school, he was always haunted by fear. Not to mention I used to be so rude to her. I feel so guilty for her.

"had it been, baby, it's not your fault." I tried to calm him down so as not to constantly feel that he was the guilty one here.

" Hiks, I'm the bad guy, I made my mom go to the hyx, "I shook my head.

"It's a shame that there's a silver lining, it's possible that his destiny is like that, we just need to be positive in responding to it." He was silent at my words but his tears were still flowing. I know what it's like when we're also haunted by guilt. Even though all this time I said dyva's death was because her father mina still I felt more guilty for not being able to keep the mina until she lost him.

But however, the living must continue to live in order to make up for the guilt and prove we can change even better so that the mistake is not repeated a second time.

"You rest well baby, maybe you're tired now."

After she nodded I tried to put her to sleep by continuing to pat her softly on the back in my arms.

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