My CRUEL husband (S1&S2)
106.I'm sorry (S2)

❄goodbye

    We were still standing in our place, looking at each other with tears that were unceasingly flowing freely sliding as if we had gathered all the tears and let out his current.

I saw that he was still staring silently with tears. His lips seemed to want to talk but powerless because his tears first let out his feelings.

I walked slowly in a state of holding the alpha who was still silent amazed to see me and Mina who had been crying since.

Her tears grew louder as I got closer to her. His eyes could not be separated from my face that was also crying, not believing that my wife was now in front of me.

"Hiks, "The cry that was just silent now escaped because now I was in front of him.

He repeatedly blinked his eyes indicating that he was still trying to find out if this was his dream. I wanted to shout while saying that I was already in front of him.

"Hiks, "He again let out his crying voice with restraint.

I wipe her tears slowly while I myself cry hard because for so long I can really touch her face that I have longed for. It feels so heartwarming and I can't say anymore.

"Hiks, "Here is the cry that broke when I clenched his weak body that since I've seen it weaken. She must have cried a lot because of me.

"I'm back baby." words I've been wanting to say for a long time now get away easily from my lips. It felt so good after saying that. I've been back for two years for sure he's been waiting for that word. I am indeed evil to have long gone without his news.

" Hiks, "he just cried in my arms. I know he can no longer speak because his tears are flowing. It was so deeply moved by this the same as I feel now.

"Mom, why? " Alfa suddenly spoke in wonder amidst the novelty I now felt with Mina. She must have been confused to see her mother crying and I was crying too.

Mina let go of our embrace and tried to smile towards the alpha. But he really could not force his lips to smile and instead he was crying even more if he forcefully smiled.

"Mama, hiks,, ngkpp bang, brother same papah used to be well dear, said Kangen papah right? " He turned around and walked straight into the room. I knew at this moment he would cry again in the room.

Alfa excitedly embraced me because of her deep longing. I'm so grateful that alpha still recognizes me who can't see him grow to this size.

I carried the alpha entering the house slowly, my feet passed through the door and I again felt the atmosphere of the house. Nothing's changed because maybe Mina didn't change it on purpose.

I sat on the sofa holding me alpha who was still happy with my arrival. I hugged him tightly and kissed him on the cheek as if he was an alpha baby in my view.

Because when she was a baby, kissing her cheeks so many times was my hobby that she cried and Mina would scold me for disturbing the alpha. I miss that moment. It's a pity I can't see alpha growing this big. It must have been nice to see him start learning to walk until he learned to talk like this.

My tears again escaped because of how long we had been apart and when I came the alpha was already this big.

"Alfa kangen ngk same papah? " I held back my tears by trying to smile at the alpha who was still holding me tightly.

He smiled looking at me while nodding"But maamah ilang, if papah erja and repeated etelah elesai erja."

Again my tears could no longer be held back because I heard the explanation from the alpha. Mina is very wise in being a mother, she knows how she should behave so that alpha is not sad when I am not home. Imagining how Mina felt while lying made me cry even more, but still I tried to smile so that the alpha was not surprised.

"Mamah said that, baby? Sorry papah yah ngk ever come home alpha clay grow up so dashing like this, papah kangen at all you love."keluk again alpha with slow and cry there.

"Sorry dear papah hiks, "alpha back quail gently.

I let go of my embrace and looked towards the alpha with a smile"You keep your mama, don't you love when papah isn't here? You're not naughty, are you? " Kuelus again his hair slowly.

I also smile when I see him so excited"Papah buyin all the alpha would love, thank you already keep mamah when papah ngk there."keluk again he because feel anxious.

"Papah ngk thought that the child of papah was this big hiks, "i again could not hold my tears because I remember the alpha that I left was a child and now he was very big.

He got off my lap and walked into the closet to grab our photo while walking around when he was a baby.

"Papah ulu anteng anget, ndak no this."he pulled my mustache which is now a little bushy.

I smile with tears still flowing"So mamah do you keep looking at papah photos the same alpha? "Alfa nodded quickly.

" Ata mamah papah that ampan ilip afa, fire mamah boong afa more ampan ali papah." I immediately laughed to hear that. He looks a lot like I like to elevate himself. Hahaha is indeed a fruit not far down from its tree.

"Alfa wait for a moment here well baby, papah want to see you first." And the alpha with a smiling spirit nodded.

I walked slowly up the stairs that I had been going through while going to the room. For two years I never set foot here again.

I slowly opened the bedroom door and saw Mina sitting on the bed facing the other way with her shoulders shaking, a sign that she was still crying.

I could no longer hold back my cries from seeing that. I really let him down, I promised I'd be home soon in fact I came home after two more years passed.

"Honey." I held his shoulders that were shaking more and more and I turned his body until now facing me.

" Hiks, "he cried again before me with tears in his eyes.

" Dear, I'm home, sorry I'm late." words I've been dying to say for a long time.

He hugged me as tightly as he could prove that he wanted to lose me again. Her tears soaked my clothes.

"Hiks, I'm afraid mas,, hiks, I'm afraid."he's getting tightened his embrace.

"I'm sorry for scaring you, baby, I'm sorry for letting you fight alone to raise our child, I'm sorry for making you lonely." He just kept quiet and kept crying in my arms.

I let go of that hug and switched to kissing her forehead long proof that I missed her so much all along. I really miss him so much that I want to go crazy.

He was still crying in my kisses dried and so was I until I thought my tears had dripped a lot about his hands.

After my kiss on his forehead again I hug his body which I miss the warmth of his embrace.

"Thank you, hiks, thanks for coming back."

My tears fell again unstoppably upon hearing that from her. I was so grateful that when Mina said that, my guilt did decrease as she said that but still I still felt guilty for letting her fight alone.

I'll try to be the best husband for her.

SERIATE...

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