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I did not expect time to pass so quickly that I had begun to feel bored waiting for my healing that never came.
Two years have passed but my legs still can not walk normally as usual, my arms have healed despite having marks that are very inappropriate to look at. I just want to get well quickly and be able to go back home to get together with the alpha mina.
How are they doing at the moment? Has my alpha child grown up and been strong? I really miss them to the point of going crazy.
Doctors always say that my legs will heal soon, but I don't know when exactly? Until now it has been more than two years I still difficult to walk normally, even though I can walk with a cane I do not want to return home with this condition. I don't want Mina to feel sad because I see my situation like this.
Every night I don't stop thinking about how mina is there? How's alfa there? How are they doing without me? Are they thinking the same thing as me?Do they miss me as much as I miss them? I'm afraid they don't miss me like I miss them.
Did Mina find it hard to take care of everything alone? Does Mina cry every night like I do? I don't stop shedding tears every time I remember her, she's really a weak girl as well as crybaby how can she survive alone without me? What if someone has evil intentions for her and I'm not there to keep her company.
I really feel bad about myself. It's been two years since I tried to heal quickly but why is it so hard? I am a weak man who is unreliable. All this time I've always felt versatile but in fact I'm just an ordinary human being who can't fight my destiny. I really hate this distance. I wanted to hug her saying that I didn't want to part in any form, not even for a second did I want her to be away from me.
I walked from the front of the house to the face wash with a wooden stick made by my father for me and thank God it was very helpful for me to be able to walk independently even though it was a little painful because I had to walk resting on one leg. But somehow by remembering mina's face I find it all easy to do.
I sat on the rock and started washing my face slowly because now that my arms are healed I am free to touch the water and will no longer have any effect on my arms.
I could not hold back my tears because I remembered my mina when I was sick, she would wash my face gently and she would also look after me at all times because she was worried.
"Hiks, why is it so painful to remember your face dear? " I couldn't hold back my tears by constantly splashing my face with water in that barrel.
I'm looking up at the sky tonight where there aren't any stars. I'm like the night sky is deserted, sad and alone though actually the star will never disappear from there even though it does not look like this time I know mina must also be thinking of me like I think of her even though I can not see new now.
"Mas hope you're okay, baby. Sorry I can't go home now, I will try to go home as soon as possible so I can hug you and our child. " My tears just kept flowing profusely considering the smile of mina as well as the cute cry of my alpha son.
"What's wrong, son? Let's sit here. " Mother and father came from home, father brought embroidery tools while mother as usual brought Ubis and drinks on the tray while smiling at me.
I hurriedly wiped my tears and washed my face again covering my tears. I didn't want them to know I was crying.
I stood with a stick in my hand and walked slowly towards the hall sitting near my father.
"Why is your face red and so are your eyes? You're not crying, are you? " Mom looks worried.
I smile sumringah "Ah mom thinks I'm a kid huh? Why crying? I just washed my face open and accidentally hit my eyes so red. " I'm looking for an excuse and actually my heart is breaking right now.
" A mother is-there, indeed every time I wash my face is always so possible. "
"Mom thinks you're crying again. "
"Talking about crying well buk, I became reminded of my wife's mina. He is very crybaby and easy to cry, sometimes just because of small things he will cry hahahha is very adorable. " I smiled when I remembered.
Mother and father look at each other and smile, "That's a sign that nak mina is a soft-hearted girl, you must be very fond of her, right? "
I quickly nodded "Very and very fond of her and at this moment I am sure she must be very lonely there. She was so easy to cry that it made me worry every distance away from her. In the past he was not good at tying my tie he immediately cried because he felt useless. Only a tie loh buk. " I smiled again as I remembered that really crybaby mina.
Mom and Dad smiled at me "Get well, son, he must have missed you so much. " Mom patted my shoulder slowly.
I nodded smiling "Oh yes buk, can I come to the market tomorrow? Who knows I can help you there. I'm very good at marketing buk stuff. " I smile proud of the talent I had since young.
At first she refused for fear that my legs would be worse if forced to walk to a very far distance. But after I convinced him he finally agreed.
I have long wanted to come, but only now do I feel that my condition is appropriate to join so as not to bother the mother in the market later.
"If I get well and go home later, mom and dad will come with me to town and we'll be family there? " I asked quietly while looking at them in turn.
They remained silent and I waited for their answer with hope.
I smiled "Mom knows your intentions are very good, but Mom and Dad are very comfortable here. We're so happy to be able to help astan without having to accept anything." Mom smiled.
I can only be silent no longer able to speak. I don't want to force their decision. Their comfort is the most important thing.
"If Mom and dad change their minds, this offer still stands." I smiled towards them.
I hope they are given a long life so that I can repay them with gratitude. I really did not expect that in the midst of the cruel and bad world, there are still angel-hearted humans like the two of them, what if everyone has a heart like theirs. The world will be peaceful and beautiful.
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