My CRUEL husband (S1&S2)
almost in rape

...Soundtrack//the words in my heart-kim Yeon Ji//...

...You tau?I'm actually not as loud as I look, I'm just trying to look strong, how can I be okay when I can't trust myself...

...-mina-is...

      I prepared the clothes that I will wear to the office today, the day is not too late but Astan said that he will leave now,there are things he needs to deal with quickly.

I came out of the room afraid I was afraid that Astan came out again just wearing a towel and wearing clothes in front of me.

I also chose to go out of the house to see the view of the sky from the front yard, I wonder how things are outside at this time?I want to get out even if it's just passing by, but I don't know when I'll be able to get out of this place, or even I'll never get out of here?.

Mas Astan came out of the house complete with his office bag and suit that I prepared earlier, what a handsome man, he is very suitable to wear anything.

"Will you leave immediately?"ask me to come to him who walked towards the gate, if only I did not say hello he would have just left without telling me, I was not considered to exist.

"I did ask you to ask because I have a mouth, but I hope not to ask the things you already know the answer to, wasting time," he said annoyed.

I'm looking down apologizing"What's wrong with you?why is it so swollen?"ask mas astan arrived, I became confused when the astan mas arrived attention like this pake all asked my situation, I was confused,but there's no way I'm saying that I cried like a fool just because I watched a movie about school.

"Anu, that's sir, I was chopping onions into red gini hehehe," I said with a laugh made

He shook his head indifferently"I'm not interested in the truth, just a stale talk earlier, don't act let alone intend to run away," he said immediately left.

What was so hard to say"I went to work, guarded the house."he went away without saying goodbye, and he suspected me of running away.

How dare I run away, as stupid as anyone would dare not run away when threatened every time.

24.13 pm

Mas Astan has not yet returned from the office, usually he has returned home exactly 5 pm.

Just make me worry, did something happen to Astan mas well?.

I opened the door many times, if I count it maybe almost 15 times I opened it but I did not see any sign of Astan coming.

It's midnight, if Mas Astan doesn't come home tonight, he should have told me before he left, how insignificant I am to something as important as this he didn't tell me.

I sat on the sofa again turned on the television that I had turned off earlier.

Usually I am very interested in watching any movie on television but this time I have no taste at all, my mind continues to worry about Astan who never came.

Crane.kring..

I jumped up immediately to stand up to pick up the house phone on the table"hello." said me slowly.

"Is this Astan's maid?"ask someone from across the street, maid?mas Astan even introduced me as a helper to people, really miris.

"Yes, what's the matter, sir, is Mr Astan there, sir?"my question is acting as if I really am an astan mas helper, because it is better to continue what you want.

"Look, you're drunk at the xxx bar, you can pick him up now, I'll be home soon so I trust him to you, he's no family so you're the only one who can pick him up."said someone then hung up the phone unilaterally without waiting for my response.

How'this?I'm clearly banned from leaving this house, but Astan will be alone there, not to mention I don't know where exactly the place was mentioned by that person.

I ran towards the front gate and saw Mr. Umar on patrol"Sir," I shouted from the fence and quickly Umar approached me"What's wrong?"ask Mr. Umar gently.

"So, sir, so Mr. Astan called if Mr. Astan was drunk and had to be picked up, he asked me to pick him up sir, I don't know where this xxx bar is, can you take me there?"ask me slowly.

"Look neng." said Mr. Umar quickly.

We drove away from the yard, I gaped at the beautiful streets filled with lights of various colors, this was the first time I went out after getting married to Mas Astan, breathing the air alone was very pleasant.

I asked Mr. Umar to open the car window, I took my head out of the window and closed my eyes enjoying the very soft night wind, it felt very relief, all the burden of my mind seemed to be carried away by the wind.

"God neng." I was surprised when Mr. Umar arrived suddenly brake the car until my head hit the car window.

"What's up, sir?I was shocked, "I stroked my head.

"Anu neng, my father forgot to lock the fence, our destination is still a bit far away, not to mention it is already midnight, I am afraid neng maling in the house," said Mr. Umar with fear.

I also panicked, goods at home mas astan is a very expensive item all, if like a thief entered our dead.

"We turn around first yah neng, I'm afraid neng, I will not be able to compensate all the property of the astan master if a thief comes, even with my life," said Mr. Umar turn around the car.

"Wait sir, get me down here sir, I'm waiting for you here, this is the first time I'm out sir, maybe I won't have a chance to get out of the house again, I just want to step on the outside world sir,"I said heartily, why do I want so badly to get out of this car and set my foot on the ground.

At first Mr. Umar refused, because he could not have let down a girl in the middle of the night like this, but I kept insisting and would take care of myself.

Finally Mr. Umar agreed to allow me to wait for him here"I will quickly neng, careful well," said Mr. Umar before leaving for home, very friendly like a father to me.

As soon as Mr. Umar I immediately stretched out my hand inhaling more of this fresh air, it was very different when I was breathing at home astan by breathing here, more relieving breathing here, how could it be like that?.

I took off the flip-flops I was wearing and set my feet on the ground and it felt really nice, I was like the first time stepping on the ground when in the house of Astan I also stepped on the ground, sounded funny right?

I walked slowly forward as I stretched my hand out to the fallen leaves of the fallen leaves"I look so much like you, have no hope left, wasted and fallen," I murmured on the brown leaves in my hand .

"Khem, khem is alone," said someone who made me jump in shock and almost whimper.

I looked back there were already three men in clothes like thugs, and their age was quite mature maybe the same age as the astan mas.

"I'm sorry, I'm going first, yeah," I politely walked faster.

"We are aja neng,ngk good loh girls kayak neng street alone malem malem," said a long-haired man with a jeans jacket that began to fade the color.

Astagah Mina, it's easy to think badly of others, they just want to accompany you to walk already you think you want to rob, this is due to too like to think bad.

I'm walking more leisurely now"Where are you going?why walk alone in the middle of the night?"ask the shortest man among the three men.

I looked at them for a moment, I was actually still a little afraid of them, they were smiling but their smiles seemed to have meaning and only the three of them understood the meaning of that smile"Ahh I'm waiting for someone bang, I'm first well" said I walked faster than them.

I don't know why I'm trying to run away from people who aren't chasing me at all, I'm just scared for no reason"Where are you going to hunt?"asked the gentleman again and this time he held my hand firmly.

I became more afraid, what if they intend bad to me, I was alone and the three of them, especially recently there is a lot of news on television selling girls illegally, he said, what if they want to sell me?aaa I don't want to"Sorry bang, I'm in a hurry, please let me go," I said trying to escape.

The three of them laughed very loudly in front of me"It's not that easy, we're having fun and we can just go," they said simultaneously and then laughed again even harder than before.

I don't understand, having fun like what they mean?at midnight like this?even the amusement park has also closed there will be no place to have fun at this hour"Sorry bang, I hurried," said I managed to release my hand from them and immediately ran.

Looks like they're a little crazy, still want to have some midnight fun?even the kids guessed they slept well at this hour.

"Akhh"I bounced back as the little man pushed my body down, my new knee was injured and almost healed and scratched again.

Why are they really?I've run still pursued, it seems it really wants to sell me.

"Akhh" I grimaced in pain as they dragged my body by force.

I rebelled unwillingly, where would they drag me?am I really going to be sold?my father is afraid.

"Hahaha it's time to have fun." said the long-haired man when we were under a tree not too far from the highway.

I tried to get up with great difficulty, my back hurt a lot and made it hard for me to get up"You are so stubborn, you want to soften your head,"said the long-haired man then hit me hard on the head not to mention the tall man also pressed on my cheek hard"If you think we will play softly," he said with great emphasis.

I don't understand, they want to play what the hell?hide and seek?jump rope?or what?I don't know I just want to leave here, I'm sorry I broke Astan's orders, I'm sorry to have forced Mr. Umar to leave me here.

"It won't take long, just do it boss, after our boss wants to try it too" the small man said to the long-haired man.

The long-haired man smiled at me and without guessing he tried to kiss my lips if I hadn't avoided it, my first kiss would have been taken, what were they trying to do?don't they want to rape me? how'this?I'm so scared.

Why didn't I realize that from earlier? how'this?mas Astan alone whose status my husband has never touched my body, I will not let these evil men touch me better I die than to be abused by them.

"Wahh dares to dodge apparently." said the long-haired man then slapped me hard in the face.

I grimaced and held my face, the man also kissed my neck so hard why so painful? I cried in silence, I felt so dirty with myself.

Still not enough with my neck, I felt my skirt being forcefully exposed, I wouldn't let them do any further,I rebelled by kicking my feet hard and one more slap they kite to my face, I saw a drop of blood on my face.

I felt so dizzy and my energy was running out.

"Hello sir I want to report acts of violence around xxxx." said someone loudly until the men immediately stood up in shock.

"Damn it, unplug it," said the long-haired man running it and directly followed by the other two men.

"Sorry neng, you shouldn't have left the neng here, but that's okay, right?did they do anything to Neng?"ask Mr. Umar with a worried face.

I shook my head"It's okay sir, I didn't get anything," I said trying to stand with help from Mr. Umar.

"Neng must have been beaten, a lot of bruises on his face," said Mr. Umar still with his worried face.

I entered the car and drove straight to pick up the astan.

My tears were rushing down, for some reason I felt so tight in my chest.

I just want to disappear from this world.

...//Connected//...

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Lesson by guys

Even if you really want to walk outside the house, it's too bad anyway, don't want to go out at night above 10 because it's very dangerous, but if you're with someone you can count on like Brother,dad or sister too if you're sure.

Let us take care of ourselves well, especially women because we are the target of the perpetrators of the crime.

Keep healthy

Keep strong's.

and love yourself 🤗

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