
❄goodbye
This morning, as usual, I bathed Mina and gave her breakfast. Then I went into the bathroom to take a shower.
I left Mina to sit on the side of the bed. I'm so happy today he looks a little excited and he's not as weak as yesterday. At least this makes me breathe a sigh of relief.
I came out of the bathroom wearing only a towel wrapped around my innocent body. I saw the mina who greeted me smiling.
"This is why I'm preparing clothes."
I frowned wonder why all of a sudden mina prepared a suit for me. Because after he was diagnosed with severe anemia I prepared all of it. Not to mention what's with this neat suit?.
"Darling, how many times mas say you do not move much first, kok kok prepare yourself, does not mean mas ngk want to use what you prepare mas only fear you why napa." I'm really worried that the more he moves his condition will weaken. How about later if it affects its content.
"Mas put on yah."mina thrust the suit at me.
"Who? Mas kan ngk enter the office dear, mas already on leave until you are born and really good."I have not been in the office for months. If anyone needs a secretary I'll come home with all the files I need to take care of. Fortunately, the office is all competent so I don't have to worry.
"Mas wear it well."mina still forced me to keep wearing that suit. What's with this attitude? Something must have gone wrong.
"What else this time? You must be planning something, right? "I know very well his nature and he is very weak in hiding things.
" Be, look, I've got girl acquaintances, she's really pretty and she's also a graduate of high school mas."
Kan, I can immediately guess her seeing her so adamant I was wearing this suit.
I just kept waiting for the word he would say again.
"Certainly? "I'm squeaking wonder.
"Ter, keep him also from good family mas, anyway dream of all men deh mas, the picture I've sent to WA mas." I lazily opened the photo he had sent just now.
I don't care how pretty and smart the girl in the photo is. If she's not a mina she doesn't deserve to be with me.
"so,,? "I pretend I don't understand what it means to say all this. Although I actually know the purpose and purpose of it.
"Ja, so I want to meet him at the cafe today, he's been waiting for me."he looks really nervous saying that. There are not willing there in his eyes.
"Ooh so the story is you want to go there? Meet the woman you said was beautiful, kind and well educated?for what exactly?why do we have to see him? "
"Aahh that's mas who knows you guys fit right mas, so later mas ngk need to bother nyari when I've gone."
Hearing the word go I was immediately angry and could no longer hold back my emotions. I've said many times I don't want to hear that word anymore.
I violently want to take off the clothes that are currently attached to my body but mina is holding them.
"I beg you this time aja mas denger and follow my request, if I do not prepare this all mas ngk will never want."My spirit hardened with tears that want to come out. How else would I tell mina that I don't want to hear any more of that.
"How many times did you say STOP TALKING ABOUT GOING AND STUFF." So emotional I did not realize that I was yelling at Mina until she was shocked and trembling with fear. I can't stand it anymore if he keeps talking about going and going.
"A, I'm sorry, I'm just scared when I go lonely."
I pull my hair violently because I feel frustrated with the mina"Mas ngk will never be lonely, what are you for the sake of loneliness?you think you'll be happy with another woman?are you crazy, huh?mas has repeatedly reminded you that no one will go and be left behind, you why the hell?"I hold my tears while Mina is already crying in front of me.
"Well, if this is what you want, I'll go see him, I hope it makes you happy." I grabbed the keys and wallet and left the mina just like that.
I saw Mr. umar standing awkwardly looking at me. Did he hear our commotion, huh? Ahhh I don't care anymore.
After going half way I stopped the car and looked down feeling guilty for yelling at Mina earlier.
The tears that I had been holding back had finally fallen as well. I really don't want to hear that word from him. I don't need anyone else, I just need him to raise our son together. Why does he keep talking about this horrible thing?.
Arriving at the cafe right at the address that mina sent earlier. I went for a while to the bathroom to improve my random appearance earlier due to a fight with mina had also cried earlier.
He smiled at me even when I was in front of him right now.
"Sella's." He stretched his hand towards me.
"Ast." I returned the hand and sat down.
He doesn't stop smiling at me. While I was just silent, I did not intend to retaliate at all.
"So, what did my wife tell you? I as her husband apologize for representing her."
He seemed confused by my "Is, wife? You mean mina is your wife? " He looks in shock.
I quickly nodded my head"He is a great wife and also a tough one. I've come to think how lucky I am to have a wife like her. "I smiled as I recalled all the laughter while I was teasing her.
" So, what does mina mean to set this all up? "He looks confused by all this.
" I apologize once again for representing my wife. I also never thought he was capable of doing something like this."I kept telling him about the calamity we are facing right now starting from the weakened mina content and the reason why he did this.
"I hope you can understand it. " I'm ending our meeting.
He smiled at me"All right, I won't mind. We consider this meeting only limited to friendship, I hope that everything is facilitated and mina also survived along with the prospective baby. "
After the meeting I did not go home. I went to the villa for a while to calm myself.
"Astan, you should be able to control your emotions while being together with the mina. " I warned myself not to lose control while I was with Mina.
22.46pm.
I just got home and I slowly entered the room hearing Mina talking on the phone with someone.
Hearing their talk I'm sure it must be the girl I met earlier.
After the call ended I saw the crying mina hugging herself. I really don't want to see him this bad.
I came to her side immediately hugging her weak body that I missed so much. A day without him makes me unable to resist longing.
He turned towards me and cried loudly in my arms"Hiks, I'm sorry mas."
I returned her arms tightly hoping that all the fear and sadness in her heart would go away.
"I'm sorry I was able to yell at you dear, mas khilaf mas sorry you must have been shocked earlier." I elus his back that shakes it.
He shook his head"I'm fine, mas, I'm wrong, I'm sorry."
"Which husband will go on a date with another woman while his wife is struggling to keep her life to give him a little angel, even though there really is not a good husband." I kissed the old head.
"I'm sorry hiks, I promise I won't do it again."
I nodded and stroked his black mane.
"Here it is, baby, don't cry anymore, you rest well."
I helped her lie down and I also lay down while hugging her tightly.
Please let me forever embrace this body.
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