
❄goodbye
I took a big breath and I breathed hard. Now I have reached the front of the house that I have not seen for two years and have never stepped on my feet there.
With a heart that pounded impatiently I looked around nothing changed just that some of the plants around the house were getting old and looked different from the ones I had left. I saw the fence half open.
Usually at this hour pak umar is already in the post while repairing some items that he specifically brought to repair. Mr. umar is indeed very happy to do useful things like that rather than resting waiting for orders from me.
But this time I did not see Mr. umar there at all, the post looks very quiet as well as it has not been occupied for a long time, there are no items that Mr. umar display again there like some special tools that he provides if necessary and usually he has hung his hat there. What happened to mr umar? Did something happen to her?.
Slowly, my feet moved closer to the fence and walked in. When entering the yard of the house, there is really no umar sir there and the car parking position is very different from the way pak umar does it.
My ears catch the sound of a child talking and a little screaming. My eyes went straight to the sound.
I saw a boy who was playing football with passion and just kept training as if he was a member of the national team.
My chest was pounding hard as he also looked at me, is he my son? Is he the alpha of the little prince I used to carry?.
I walked slowly towards her with tears that I could not stand, for two years I never saw her little face again and when I arrived now she had grown well, he is healthy and handsome too. I am so grateful and can no longer bear this sense of necessity.
He also ran quickly towards me with a very lively smile, did he recognize me? Does he know that I'm his long-gone father who never came back?.
"Fuck,,. " He jumped into my sling until my tears that were still creeked my eyes immediately melted down I could not stand it anymore.
My shadow has been so far from the reality that I am currently facing, I was so afraid when I returned home my son could not recognize me, I was afraid he would not accept that I was his father.
However, when the tiny lips called me that name, the tightness disappeared slowly and was replaced with a sense of necessity that could not make me stop crying.
"Well,, ma'am, "call him to the house and still in my arms.
My heart was pounding when the alpha called her mother. I feel like the world is at a standstill right now.
"Yes, dear, well, "I heard the voice from inside the house.
That voice, the one I've missed so much over the last two years. I really miss that voice, that gentle, affectionate voice from her. This feels like a dream. I was close to ending my life because of the pain I was experiencing but considering them I tried to stay until I got here.
"Mom, papah."alfa kept calling out to me happily and hugged me tightly as if he was really afraid of losing me.
I also returned the alpha hug tightly anyway. My gratitude for seeing him grow so well has relieved me.
"Mom, papah." Alfa again repeated her words because she did not see the arrival of the mina.
And my heart seemed to stop beating when I saw the woman I had longed for standing at the door with a face of disbelief.
The washcloth he was holding fell to the floor and I saw his tears flowing like my tears right now.
He looks very thin, with hair that was once long is now short up above his shoulders to give there adults on his face.
My tears also flowed profusely because I saw the mina now in front of my eyes.
The Alpha in my sling was silent. It still feels like a dream to me.
For two years I have only seen the shadow of mina in my days, in the last two years I have only been able to cry for mina because there is no one beside me.
Now he was really in front of me looking at me with a look that said he really did not believe what he was seeing right now.
Just like me, I feel like this is a real dream. Because mina and alpha are currently near me as if I was dreaming right now.
Thank you for holding on so strong. I'm sorry I was late.
Sorry for being late to this house. Forgive me for reneging on my promise to go home quickly.
There are so many words I want to say right now. There are so many words that I want to say from my lips but somehow it feels so funny to say now.
Only tears speak. We look at each other must be.
Thank you for giving us this opportunity. I promise to be even better for mina and alfa.
I'm not gonna waste this opportunity you've given me. I will always try to be a good husband and father to them.
SERIATE...
Duhh until now the greget is still the same. I still feel that way when Astan first set foot in the house for two years.
Mina must also be very surprised, kebayang ngk if you are in the position of the two of them. For two years when you were almost alone and could not survive again that's when the miracle came to you.
Nothing is impossible in this world well, every problem or circumstance must have wisdom because God will not test you beyond your means. We just need to think positively and diligently in running it we will find the bright spot later.
Duih I told you who I am. Very wise, yeah. Sorry if it is not comfortable well, I am the type of person who likes to bacot hehehe so please understand well. If you do not like skip aja ngk PP kok for the sake of mutual comfort.
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