My CRUEL husband (S1&S2)
tormented

...The soundtrack//to my youth-bolbbalgan4//...

...Add gaes to your playlist, and the song describes how Mina, her teenage life, is ruined only by a loveless marriage....

...I must be strong!!...

...Because even rain must be willing to fall many times for the creation of a rainbow...

...-mina-is...

   I heard a faint voice as if calling me since earlier, somehow my head hurts so much and my body is hard to get up.

I also tried to get up with all my might so I could sit even though I was still a little weak, I looked around and I was sitting under the clothesline?wh why?I glanced at the sound that woke me up earlier, it turned out that he was the front door guard father.

"Jeez neng, why is neng here?Mr. Astan is very angry now," said the father.

Huh huh?Astan is angry?Why did he get home so soon?Why did I faint here too?

"Huh?why did Astan come home so soon sir?What time is it?"I want to make sure what time it is exactly now.

The father looks frustrated"Astagah neng, master astan is usually home from work at 05 neng.I think neng is in all day, but astan very angry when he came home there is no neng at home.Tuan astan think that neng run away,"inexplicably.

I immediately stood up in panic, but my legs were a little bit sore for no reason"Thank you sir has woken me, I'm sorry sir" said I stood up.

"But neng, dahi neng," he said directly I leave no time anymore.I don't want mas astan more angry with me.

I walked into the house slowly, really scared now, how could I faint for that long?Until 05pm?Finish me.

"WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN?"when I got to the middle room just immediately mas astan gushed me with a loud voice until my heart raced not because I was so afraid.

I crumpled down his oversized shirt I was wearing.

"Sorry sir,sa, me, "what am I confused to say?It felt like the reason if I said that I fainted, what should I say?

"ANSWER!!"the clasping grew louder and he started to stand up.

I held back my tears with great difficulty, my inner being was so weak let alone to listen to such a loud voice"Sorry sir,,, yes, me, "what should I say?I'm so confused.

He came up to me quickly"It seems I was too soft well to you?how dare you try to escape," he said I shook his head trying to explain but he pulled me hard towards the room.

I can't stand the hard grip on my wrist.It's really painful, just like holding an object he treats my hand worth his can't feel pain.

He opened the bathroom door hard and threw me against the bathroom wall"Ohh so you want to see how I really am?You've had enough of my kindness these few days, so that's why your hellish life started today" he said with a smile, but somehow seeing his smile I grew even more terrified.

He said I have received his kindness these few days?Where exactly is the goodness that he means?Is his voice loud when he talks to me?Or is his hand always light on me?Or was his gaze so intimidating to me as if he wanted me to die?Is that the good he meant?.

I shook my head for forgiveness"Sorry sir, I have no intention of escaping sir."I crouched down and squatted under his feet, is this what he wanted?seeing me humble himself so that he could easily step on me until it disappeared.

But that's not enough for him, he's still not satisfied with seeing me as if prostrating to him"Let go of my legs before I get angry, "he said loudly.

I'm still hugging her legs apologizing for my mistake"Ohhh wouldn't listen to ya?well, if that's what you want."he kicked me in the stomach until it bounced against the wall, it felt like my back was all broken, it really hurt, it's the first time I've been treated like this, so I hope you never know this,I hope you never know this, hopefully, because he will feel hurt if you know, it will. Just makes me hurt more.

I felt the water falling from above on my body, I was surprised because the water was so cold, especially when it started at night then the weather was getting colder.

"This is still not how much you will face in the future," he said smiling out closing the door.

I was sitting limp on the floor, crying in silence.I don't want him to hear my cry, it was useless that I held him"Akhh,"I grimaced as I felt the pain on my forehead.

I stood facing the glass and saw my forehead hurt and a little badly?Where did I get this?Is it possible when I fainted earlier my forehead hit a clothesline, clothesline astagah I have not lifted.

I immediately tried to dry the white shirt I was wearing by squeezing it hoping the water would not fall again.A moment later I opened the bathroom door slowly and saw the exact situation looking for the figure of the astan mas.

Thank goodness she was sleeping now, I immediately ran out of the room and headed out of the house to pick up the clothesline that I was sunbathing in the afternoon.

My body shivered when I got outside maybe my wet shirt and exposed to the wind that made the air get colder.My head is very dizzy now so I have to quickly take this clothesline and rush in.

When pulling the astan mas tie my eyes were fixed on the sky and saw the beautiful night sky.

"Even to the moon I envy, he has stars and other celestial bodies accompanying him" I said, wiping away my tears quickly.

"Wuhh the wind is very strong until my tears come out," I said immediately rushed into the house to tidy up this shirt to the basket and I will iron tomorrow.

I walked over to the balcony to see the clothes I was drying last night, I have to change my clothes, it's so cold right now.

But unfortunately I didn't see that shirt at all, how is this?I just have that shirt and this mas astan shirt that I'm wearing, and now that shirt is not looking good and the shirt I'm wearing now is wet, how about now?.

I also decided to cook, who knows this shirt will dry by itself and for a change of clothes I think about it tomorrow.Maybe the father can help me.

I entered the room slowly and was afraid to wake the astan mas for dinner"Tu, sir, sorry to interrupt master's dinner time," I said slowly towards him.

His eyes opened and stared intently at me"How dare you disturb my sleep," he said, sitting and staring at me.

I again quivered in fear, why can't I calm down once when I talk to him.Always I'm afraid and afraid"Sorry my master is afraid the food will soon be cold if it's not eaten now,"I said quietly with a trembling voice.

He glanced at me in surprise, his eyes exploring my body from legs to head, what's wrong?Did I make a mistake again?.

"Basin ja*Lang, are you trying to seduce me well? unfortunately I'm not interested in a cheap ja* like you, disgusting," he said standing out of the room.

Whatdoes thatmean?I had no intention of teasing her at all, what about making dinner look like a seductive girl?.

I approached the dinner table and stood right behind the mas astan waiting for him to eat.

I saw from behind his shoulder his shoulder trembled and he just kept looking at the chair in front of him, actually he why?.

"Dyva, how's this?brother can not finish the food, it's just angry brother is okay," he said right to the empty chair in front of him.

I understand now, it turns out that astan mas still thinks that kak dyva must still be here.He must miss him a lot, why seeing a mass of astan like this makes me feel guilty, but,inexplicably my pain and annoyance even changed direction to guilt.At this time mas astan like a person who really needs a hug and a place to lean.

I was also moved to ask him how he was"Tu, sir, is your master okay?"askaku.

Instantly he glanced back and turned his chair towards me, then he smiled bitterly"Well! now you're worried about me?what surprise is a daughter of the man who killed my sister worried about me?don't joke now" he said with dislikeful eyes at me.

I lowered my head squeezing the clothes I was wearing, although it was still not dry enough but it was better than the previous one"Ma, I'm sorry sir, I'm just worried," I said really!

He stood up and approached me, then he whispered right in my ear"You should now worry about yourself, we don't know until when your breath will blow, maybe this is the last day you can see this world."he said firmly without hesitation, my heart was pounding uncharacteristically, it felt very crowded for no reason.

I'm still trembling in fear, how am I not afraid?There are many factors that support the seriousness of the word, he really wants me to quickly disappear from this world.

I looked at him who was looking at my body with a gaze like the one in the room earlier, looking from my feet to my head.

"It seems like you really intend to tease me right?Basic ja*Lang bi*nal why don't you just be naked in front of me instead of wearing thin transparent that," he said demeaning me.

I looked all over my body and sure enough because this white shirt was wet, my body was exposed out.How could I not realize that?Did you know that Astan has seen this?.

"Mom, I don't mean to flirt with you, I'm sorry sir, so my shirt is wet and I don't have a change of clothes, at least it's better than not getting dressed at all" I said in fear.

He smiled smirk at me and approached"For me to be just the same, equally disgusting, how many men have this body? seems like a lot already?"he said go by.

Make parallel?Align what?I have never been invited to snack with men, even dealing with men alone never let alone want to be invited to snack.I only know to study and work in my village, there is no time with men.

As much as the astan mas, I immediately ate the rest of the food.Really I was starving from yesterday, not what was leftover as long as halal.

After eating I immediately cleaned the kitchen starting from washing dishes and cleaning the table.

I entered the room and saw the astan mas already on the bed while playing the HP, sometimes I wonder what makes people feel very comfortable dealing with the HP?When I was in school, I was always surprised by my friends who preferred to play in the classroom rather than study.

I tried to lie down on the floor where I slept last night, trying to sleep even though it was very unlikely, it was very difficult, maybe because the pain in my forehead was getting worse, whereas earlier when I was cooking and working did not feel at all, why is it so painful now?.

My clothes are dry but why is the cold still the same?I hope it's early morning.

How long will I be here?will I be his prisoner for the rest of my life?.

It's okay if it keeps you safe, I'm fine.

I miss my mom and dad

...//Connected//...

...✳️✳️✳️✳️...

Huuuu

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