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Β Β I slowly opened my eyes and looked around. I wish every time I open my eyes I find is my wife's sweet face. But all that was just my wish. I was greeted with a messy room. Bottles of liquor everywhere and also my clothes were scattered unkempt.
I feel like someone who is stressed out over something. Uringes there's nothing interesting to do. This world is so boring.
I don't know when I last ate, I don't have any taste. I just want to eat my wife's cooking.
It's been almost a month since me and Mina separated the house, there's no word of divorce but we're like a couple on the verge of collapse. I really don't want to lose Mina.
At first I thought it was only temporary but it turned out to have lasted a month. Mina and I didn't tell each other. I always came to his house to persuade him to even beg him to come back to me but still there was no sign he would accept my apology.
Don't take care of the office, just take care of myself I don't want to right now. I don't care anymore now. I just want mina and mina. That's all I want right now.
Today I will again do my routine of visiting the village mina even though I will eventually end up expelled. Still seeing his face would make me feel a little calm.
I go to the bathroom wash my face and change my clothes after that ride my car drove to the mina house.
In the middle of the journey I kept thinking about how I should convince mina to come back to me.
After traveling far enough, I reached the Mina's house.
I did the same thing again. Knocked on the door of his house hoping he would open it with a smile on his lips.
But there is no truth from within. Usually he would open the door and tell me to get out of here as soon as possible.
I peeked out of the window but I was shocked when I saw that he was losing consciousness with an injured hand.
I was so panicked that I didn't or what to do. My joints feel numb and my chest is tight.
"Ooh yeah, ambulance. " I immediately contacted the nearest hospital with the current mina residence.
I tried to open the door but I couldn't open it at all. I had to break down the door so hard that my shoulder hurt so much. But I don't care at the moment.
"Even when I wanted to leave, your face was still mired."where I heard him muttering until he finally lost consciousness.
I was panicking and didn't know what to do. Why is the ambulance so long? What if mina's all right?.
I clenched the weak body of the mina tightly and my tears were like a torrential rain that contained a lot of sadness. The ambulance took me to the hospital as well.
Arriving at the hospital, Mina was immediately rushed to the ER and treated by the medical.
As much as the room mina that I never calm and haunted by fear. What if mina why-why?.
I paced back and forth unable to stay still because my fear could not make me just sit around waiting for the results.
People have been staring strangely at me but I don't care because mina is the most important thing right now.
I reached into my pocket to find a piece of paper I found on his house desk earlier. I sat down and started reading it.
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I'm sorry I always give you a cut.
I'm sorry I could never be of any use to you.
I love you, I'm sorry I let you down and said such a horrible thing.
I just don't want to get any worse because I'm the unlucky girl, everyone I love is hurt because of me, my mom died on my birthday, my father died because of me and I don't want you to go through the same thing with them.
We'd better end this.
I will definitely meet better and smarter women than I am.
I hope you are happy, I am grateful to have been given the opportunity to feel loved by you.
Thank you mas.
Sorry and I love you β€.
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I could no longer hold back my cries as I read word for word in the mina relic.
"No, I won't find a girl as stupid as you anymore." My tears flowed profusely as I remembered that innocent, careless mina.
"How can I find another stupid girl again, I just want you dear." I really don't want to receive this letter. I don't want mina to leave.
"I don't want to lose you baby, please hold on." I clasped the letter tightly while crying withstanding the increasingly strong tightness in my chest. I was so afraid that Mina would leave me.
"Hold on, baby." I was still crying silently in my heart desperately wanting to scream.
I caught a glimpse of the hp casing that I gave you. Again, I could not help my crying.
Everything about mina was twisted in my memory. It was like we were going to be separated forever.
What if mina can't survive? What if mina leaves? I don't want to lose him. Really am!.
"Why is it so long? It's been hours, what if something happens." I am haunted by fear. Fear mina won't be saved.
"No, no, my wife is a strong girl she can definitely hold on, I'm sure she'll be fine, hang on baby."strengthen and convince myself that mina will be fine no matter how it is. Since mina was an extremely strong strong strong girl, she would not be that easy to give up.
I kept being haunted by the fear that Mina would never open her eyes again. What if I really lose the mina? How am I going to live without him? How will I survive if there is none? I really don't want to lose my dear wife. I'm sorry I failed to keep him until he ended up choosing this path. I'm the wrong one here. I was wrong for making him suffer all this time. I am not a good husband to him. I just give him the cuts and wounds at all times, will I have a chance to repair everything again? I really want to make her happy.
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