My CRUEL husband (S1&S2)
astan mas...
Soundtrack//hello-chen(EXO)//
Can you tell me this is real?
- minas
My tears were getting louder with my voice starting to soften to just talk.
My heart raced like I was in a marathon race with the champion.
I still can't believe what I'm seeing right now, like an illusion and a dream that often traps me.
He walked closer by holding the alpha who looked very happy.
My chest was getting claustrophobic again, unable to believe that the moment that was trying to walk in front of me was my husband's long-lost astan.
He looks thin and a little unkempt but still does not eliminate the impression of his handsome, with a mustache that began to grow a little thick when the most astan mas dislikes if he has a mustache.
My tears are getting louder and I repeatedly blink my eyes trying to look back to the front and the shadow of the astan mas is still there holding the alpha who really feels happy.
"Hiks, "My tears escaped when she was completely in front of me and wiped my tears slowly.
Her tears are the same as my tears.
"Hiks, "I cried even more as he hugged my weak body that ran out of steam for no reason.
"I'm back, baby" she said, making me unable to stand it anymore and letting go of the cry I always held.
"Hiks, "I can only cry without saying a word.
Alfa herself since then just silently watched the two of us who were crying for each other.
"Mom, why? " Alfa suddenly spoke in wonder.
I quickly wiped my tears and tried to smile but the fall even more so because I could not force a smile.
"Mama, hiks,, ngkpp bang, brother same papah used to be well dear, said Kangen papah right? " My words and alfa quickly smiled and hugged the astan mas with vigor.
Astan also with enthusiasm and tears that increasingly hard embrace the alpha.
I walked away leaving them both and entered the room crying as hard as I could there.
I was very happy with the arrival of Astan but I was scared for no reason.
I don't know how to express this joy? I feel like I'm going crazy right now.
I stood up and opened the door slowly watching this astan mass from above hugging and kissing the alpha with tears that could not stop coming out.
"Alfa kangen ngk same papah? " Tanya mas astan was crying with a guilt that was very clearly visible from her face.
Alpha with a smile and nodding spirit"But maamah ilang, if papah erja and re-etelah elesai erja" said alfa with great difficulty.
Mas astan increasingly could not bear to hold his cry but I still saw that the astan mas as strong as possible smiled in front of the alpha.
"Mamah said that, baby? Sorry papah yah ngk never come home alpha clay grow up so dashing like this, papah kangen at all you love" Mas astan embraced alpha again and quickly alpha reply.
I can't stand to see that more, I'm really relieved because it's not in vain all this time I introduced mas astan through photos and videos and just now the alpha who called me to say that the papa has come home.
"Sorry dear papah hiks,, "
"You keep mamah, don't you love when papah isn't here? You're not naughty, are you? " Tanya mas astan stroked the head of the alpha fondly.
"Mamah ilang alau afa ndak sense, papah buyin afa anyak ainan" said alfa smiling cute.
Mas astan smiled at the alpha's answer"Papah buyin all the alpha would love, thank you already keep mamah when papah ngk there"as astan again embraced alpha.
"Papah ngk thought papah's son was this big hiks,, "
My tears never stopped coming to see them both.
I really feel like this is a dream and I'm afraid I'll lose my astan again.
"Papah ulu anteng anget, ndak there's this" Alpha pulled the mustache of the astan mas a little hard.
Mas astan a little laugh but his tears again can not he hold"So mamah do you keep looking at papah photos the same alpha? "Ask the astan and get nodded by the alpha quickly.
" Ata mamah papah that ampan ilip afa, api mamah boong afa more ampan ali papah"
Astan again laughed with the alpha speech.
I also smiled and watched the conversation between the two of them.
"Alfa wait for a moment here well dear, papah want to meet mamah first" said mas Astan suddenly and reciprocated Anggukan by alfa then he continued to play again on the sofa.
I hurriedly entered the room with my heart beating so hard I still could not believe all this.
The open door was clearly caught by my sense of hearing.
I faced the other way holding back my tears resisting the turmoil in my chest.
I felt Astan's hand holding my shoulder slowly"Sayang "one word that escaped he said made my tears hard again.
He turned my body to face him but I kept facing down.
" Hiks, "my crying again broke.
" Dear, I'm home, sorry I'm late "
That word, the word I've been waiting for, the word I've been waiting for two years.
My tears could no longer hold me and I quickly hugged Astan as tightly as I could prove that I really did not want to lose him again.
"Hiks, I'm afraid, mas, torment, I'm afraid" I said, crying.
"I'm sorry I scared you, baby, I'm sorry I let you fight alone to raise our child, I'm sorry I made you lonely" said Mas Astan to cry like me.
I could no longer say a word other than crying out loud in the warm embrace that I always missed at night and every second that I went through.
Mas Astan let go of our embrace and wiped my tears slowly, a kiss he put on my head and very long time.
I can feel the tears of Astan falling on my hands.
Maybe if we count with Stopwatc mas Astan more than half an hour kissed my forehead with tears that continuously come out sliding into my hands.
Mas Astan let go of his kisses to be frowned upon and again embraced my body which was still thirsty for hugs from him.
"Thank you, hiks, Thank you for coming back" I cried in that embrace.
Mas Astan also cried and stroked my vibrating back slowly.
I am so grateful to have the opportunity to be with Astan again.
Hopefully in the future there will be no more parting like this and in other forms.
//connect//
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