My CRUEL husband (S1&S2)
wishful thinking

...Soundtrack//dream-baekhyun(EXO) features. Suzy(miss A) //...

...Can we be happy?...

...-mina-is...

      It's been a week since Astan gave me warmth, made me feel safe and comfortable but also tormented.

I'm grateful that Astan could appreciate me a little more, but my heart says something else, my heart says that I don't deserve that.

I am the one who grabs the happiness of many people is it worth to be cherished and in love?it feels very inappropriate.

Mas Astan also went somewhere after hugging and kissing me gently he went out without a word.

At first I thought he was only gone for a while but apparently he did not come for more than a week.

Mr. Umar has been looking for where but never met.

I have also tried to contact many times as well as Mr. Umar but there is no sign of Astan will answer.

Astan as if swallowed by the earth.

I don't know what caused the departure of Astan, does he regret having done that to me or no longer want to see my face?.

I miss Astan.

Really!!!.

Every day I cook for him hoping he'll come, although he won't want to eat it again.

Every afternoon I waited at the door and every night I fell asleep in the couch waiting for his return.

Why is Astan like this? Go without a word and a clue?.

Makes me wonder.

I am in love with Astan.

I miss him so much, I want to be crazy.

But again I have to realize that people like me don't deserve to love and be loved.

I need to be self-conscious.

As Mas Astan said he knew himself a little, there is no way that Astan would accept people like me, he hated me so much.

So throw away your stupid hopes that mina, glaze over and see the truth.

Who are you, Astan?.

While Astan was currently pondering for days.

He was confused with his own heart.

He did not expect his original plan to marry the mina was so that he could freely torture Mina to vent Dyva's departure.

But who would have thought it turned out his heart was so melted to see the face of Peace Mina every day.

Mina is always patient when she is treated like she is not human.

Mina who could still smile even as she was injured and suffering.

Mina who still wants to pay attention to Astan when Astan always tortures and humiliates him.

Mina who always tries to be warm when Astan is so cold to her.

Astan often could not bear to see Mina's face, as he wanted to torture Mina to see Mina Astan's face had to try to stay firm and continue his torture mission.

Somehow every time I see the radiance of Mina Astan's sad face can feel how never Mina felt happiness all this time.

Mina looks like she needs a hug, needs someone who loves her, needs attention.

Astan can see it from a sad and painful view of Mina.

But again astan always assured that Mina is the son of someone who has hit her sister until she can no longer see the beauty of this world.

Astan knows all that is not intentional and also Mina is not the one who did it.

Astan has also been frequently entered dreams by his sister Aldyva said that Astan must stop holding a grudge so that he calms there.

Instant plan now.

Choosing his taste or revenge that has not been conveyed?.

Avoiding Mina for almost a week more makes Astan miss mina and miss her a lot.

"Don't lose the one you love a second time Astan, so choose wisely." Astan muttered and assured his choice.

23.15pm.

I can't sleep because I'm waiting for Astan who doesn't know when to come home.

Mr. Umar has come home of course and I am alone in this big house.

Very quiet and gripping.

I feel sad and lonely, not the first time I feel lonely, it's been too often in my life but this time it feels very different, very painful this loneliness.

"Tuk, tuk. " I heard a knock from outside.

What is Astan?thank goodness Astan still knows the way to go home.

Wherever we go home is the place to go.

I ran towards the door eagerly as I hugged the burly body of Astan so much his longing.

But I sighed disappointed when I opened the door no one at all, did I hallucinate well hear the sound of knocking on the door because I missed Astan.

It seems I really heard the knocking on the door from the outside.

But who is dad? There is no way Mr. umar, umar sir has gone home earlier.

Who's yah? Just freaking it out, what if it's a ghost?.

I intend to rush in because of fear and suddenly goosebumps.

But I stopped seeing a gold gift box with a medium size.

Whatisthis? Did someone leave this here?.

I opened the box slowly.

I gaped wide when I saw it was a pair of white shoes, very pretty.

For whom is yah?.

I saw a little pink paper.

I skimmed and it turned out that it was a gift from Astan for me.

Is this a dream?so this is why Astan disappeared for a few days?.

Want to surprise me? But in what order?.

And why did Astan tell me to come to the tree-filled street?.

I hesitated a little when I read Astan's orders telling me to come to see him on the street where I was almost raped at the time.

Did Astan want to do something for me there?.

Come on Mina, don't you miss Astan?if so, pack up and meet him there.

I immediately packed changing clothes and also wearing my baby powder hehehehe.

After that I came out of the house to lock the house and put the key in the security post.

Along the way, I was not constantly smiling, imagining the face of Astan at this time, missing him for days was very painful.

"Akhh" I even fell while running.

My knees are a little chafed but I'm not concerned because I really want to meet with Astan mas at this time.

I've missed him.

L loved her.

I loved her.

And I want to be with her.

"Hosh." I took a breath many times when after I arrived at the place where Astan asked me to come.

But there was no Astan mas there, it was quiet and dark.

Why am I getting creepy like this?.

Relax Mina, the Astan is coming, the Astan is coming.

I tried to convince myself that Astan was coming, maybe he was making another surprise like candles, fireworks and others.

So you need to be calm and patient.

"Hi, meet again in the same place" said someone from behind.

That's not exactly the sound of Astan.

I immediately trembled in fear when I saw that this moment in front of me was the third thug who had almost raped me.

Why are they here?where is Astan? Why haven't you come yet?.

I'm backwards scared"Go, don't bother me."I'm so scared.

The three of them laughed "Why baby? Didn't you come here alone to serve the three of us well? Why is it so shameful to be such a cat? " Ask them.

Shame on what cat? It's clear that I'm scared right now.

I was retreating again but hit something.

I glanced in shock when I found that Miska was also here.

"What are you doing here?let's run, they're the bad guys." I pulled Miska's hand quickly.

But I was instead pulled back by mbak Miska towards somewhere.

"I know where the safer hideout is." Misska took me.

I nodded in confidence and followed Misska from behind.

I turned out to misjudge Mbak Miska, she turned out to be better than I thought.

Upon entering the room I was surprised by the presence of the three thugs.

I don't understand why Miska brought us here? It's the same as delivering yourself.

The three of them immediately wanted to catch me and mbak Miska but mbak Miska stood up as if blocking my steps to run.

"Mr? What are you doing, they're gonna rape us." I can't just shut up.

Misska smiled "we? Looks like it's just you hahahah, you stupid girl and to*lol." Ma'am Miska pushed my body up into the thugs' arms.

The three of them laughed with pleasure as I trembled half to death.

"Do your job properly, you will get jala*ng later and even get paid after sleeping." Mbak Miska smiled.

Whahuh?so this is Miska, why is she doing this?.

"Sir, help me torch, what am I wrong?" I asked for help when the thug started trying to strip me of my clothes but I was still in a rage.

Misska's mother came closer to me"You're not amnesiac, are you?still remember my words that you are no match for me, I do not understand why astan can be close to ugly girls and villages like you."mbak Miska looks very upset.

So mbak Miska did this because she was upset by my closeness to Mas Astan.

My tears fell down hard.

How could he do such a cruel thing, we are just like women, how could he tell someone else to rape a woman?.

Is this world always filled with creepy people like him?.

I don't want to be harassed like this, it's better to die.

Who will help me this time? What if there is absolutely nothing?.

"Why are you selling so expensive anyway?jala*ng like you really wanted this, so just enjoy every touch of their favor, let's just say it's a gift from me." Ma'am Miska laughed very badly.

The man without a heart I've ever met.

"Please, "I screamed as loud as I could.

Who knows if there are good people who hear my screams and come to my aid.

The slaps were slapped right on my cheeks, again they treated me as rudely as back then.

It really scares me more.

"Please,,, hicks,, to, mppph" My lips were quickly dilu*mat by a thug who seemed to be their boss.

My tears can't stand it anymore.

My lips have been tainted by them.

The clothes I was wearing had also been torn and split in two.

How will I live after this?.

I don't want to be touched by them, but astan has never touched me.

"Please, "I'm not just gonna give up.

When the thug was about to kiss me again I quickly dodged.

"Akh." My hair was pulled hard by them for daring to avoid their kiss.

Ma'am Miska laughed glad to see this abused me.

How could he?.

So hearty.

Can I just die right now, I don't want to live in this humiliation.

...//connect//...

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Crazy sihh miska ngk boxed suer.

Kasian mina yah's.

Well gaes lesson for all of us, do not be too trusting with others could be we are the target of the crime he designed.

Be carefull for strange people🙂

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