My CRUEL husband (S1&S2)
homesickness

Soundtrack//your smile-ost dating in the kitchen//

I held it and I won't let it go

- minas

     I still hold the heavy body that I miss so much under the pretext of fearing to lose him and channeling the longing that has been dammed like an ocean that can not be measured deep and air that can not we're raising the number.

My tears are still flowing without stopping even though astan has said many times to I finish my cry because hearing it must make the astan mas more guilty.

"I'm sorry dear" Mas astan hugged me tightly.

I shook my head, "Mas is not wrong, thanks for coming back" My tears.

The hand of the astan mass stretched out rubbed my tears many times.

"I'm sorry I just got back now baby, mas, "Mas Astan looks a little tired.

I don't know what I've been through all this time, but there is only one conclusion I can draw that astan must have suffered more than me judging from his thin body and his unkempt appearance.

"If you still can't tell me that I can wait for you, because you must have suffered all this time, hyks, Thank you for staying and coming back home" My cry again caressed that face I miss so much.

Mas astan shook his head"You who are suffering dearly, surely these eyes often cry because of mas kan"mas astan rubbed my eyes that were still wet because of those tears.

"Bathing first well after that rest, must be mas, hyks, mas tired right, hyks, why mas can be as simple as this hyx,? " I'm getting Miris just seeing the astan mass that's losing weight.

I slowly undressed Astana and was shocked by the many scars there and the one that left me unable to hold back my tears when I saw her.

A large scar right on the arm of the astan mas, surely he was very tormented with the wound.

I gently rubbed the scar with tears"It must have hurt a lot,, "

Mas astan shook his head "no dear, mas do not feel it because you are always there to pray for healing mas"

Hearing that I fell to the floor feeling very evil did not know that all this time astan must be tortured to withstand such severe injuries.

And I'm just here crying like a fool saying it's evil for leaving without a trace.

"Hiks, "Mas Astan crouched down in front of me and cupped my crying face.

"Hey, you've had enough of your tears baby, I promise you'll never go again, I'm sorry" again that whip that mas astan gave me.

"It was hix,, it must have hurt, it must have hurt so much because there was no me to help the doctor take care of it, I'm sorry"

Mas Astan again shook his head "You are the reason for the healing of my dear, considering that you are very crybaby this makes the mas spirit to heal, I am afraid you are alone, I am afraid you are alone, crying all day and even all night makes the mas very want to heal"

I'm the reason, I'm so lucky.

I quickly wiped my tears and stood up.

"Let's clean up your appearance first" said I and astan immediately stood up.

I sat the astan in the chair and gave the layer to his half-naked body with a plain white cloth.

I slowly began shaving off the mustache of the astan mas that was currently completely in front of me. Certainly not my illusion.

Mas astan had just been silent looking at my face that looked seriously shaved his mustache.

"Iih mas don't look at me" said I'm embarrassed because since then the bead of astan mas never separated from my face.

Mas Astan was still staring at my face with reddened eyes with tears flowing down the river.

"Now the mustache has already been said" I said with glee.

Mas astan still did not budge and looked at my face carefully and deeper than before.

"Mas why the hell from earlier natalan I so much? " Confused me.

Mas astan pulled me closer until I sat in the lap of the astan.

He rubbed my face gently with increasingly watery eyes and the tears were almost falling.

"How much do you miss this face? This smile and these affectionate eyes" And the tears of the astan instant home.

I have been holding back my cries ever since, pretending to be cheerful when my heart still could not believe that my longed husband was in front of me right now.

"You must have suffered all this time dear hyks, "Mas Astan can no longer endure his cries. He looked like a crying child.

I quickly approached and clenched that visibly trembling burly body.

I put my hand on his waist"We both suffer, maybe this trial is the last time for us, I believe there is wisdom behind all this mas,mas is not at all wrong and I am truly grateful that my husband has come home safe, tormented,,, I, I, I,, I'm very grateful to be back and alpha our child is also very happy with the return of mas"I also joined in crying when I had intended not to cry.

"I every day show a photo of the mas on the alpha, so that when the mas back alpha immediately know that the papa is a great person like mas, so that when the mas is back alpha, immediately know that the papa is a great person like mas,every day he asked when his papa came home from work I always held back my tears and tried to smile and said that I would go home soon and it turned out that my belief was true"

Astan was crying because he heard me.

"Thank you dear, Thank you for being a good mother to alpha and the perfect wife to mas"

I approached the astan and kissed his lips while closing my eyes.

Mas astan also returned my kisses and kissed my forehead long ago.

"Proud to have you dear"

I smiled and wiped the tears.

"Well, afa apal" Alfa suddenly came into the room and made me instantly rise clumsily from the lap of the astan mas.

"Eh brother laper well dear, wait well let me mamah memenin brother eat" said my brother and alpha directly down to the bottom.

"Just take a shower first, I'll eat alfa first" I said

Mas Astan nodded with a smile and got up from the chair and walked into the bathroom.

Before I go to the kitchen, I first clean the bucket of water used to shave the mustache of the astan mas earlier.

I still can't believe what happened today.

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