My CRUEL husband (S1&S2)
warmth
...Soundtrack//i love you boy-suzy(miss A) //...
...Can you make me feel comfortable?...
...-mina-is...
I held the seat belt in my hand.
After hearing the screams of Astan I did not stop trembling in fear.
For a long time mas Astan is not as terrible as this, what makes the mas Astan arrived angry?.
Though he was still talking to mbak Miska, is there a problem in the office?.
I glanced fearfully at Astan and I felt even more afraid when I saw the glare of his fiery eyes, filled with anger as if wanting to destroy everything in front of him.
I am so scared!!!.
Astan's car stopped right in front of the gate ignoring Umar who bowed for him.
And violently I opened the car door and pulled my hand hard until it hurt so much.
I obey and try to endure the pain in my hands, if I protest that there is a mas Astan will get angry and can kill me at any time.
Mas Astan opened the room door and threw me into bed violently.
Although the Astan mattress is soft and also large does not rule out the possibility I can feel pain when thrown into the mattress.
Mas Astan locked the door quickly and turned around while looking at me with his creepy face.
It's scarier than any face he's ever shown me.
Please tell me where my fault is? It's clear that Astan is angry with me right now.
He threw his suit to the floor with a rough and also opened his shirt with a pull until the buttons scattered where.
What do you want Astan?.
Why did I suddenly think back to the face of the face of the thug who wanted to rape me first?.
At this time the faces of Astan expressed the same as them.
I slowly retreated in fear as Astan was already riding on the bed.
"Tu, what do you want?" I was trembling with fear.
Mas Astan's hand managed to grab my leg and he definitely pulled my body very close to his body.
I was trembling in fear, what if Mas Astan would do that to me? I'm not ready yet.
Why is Astan's face like that?why does he look the same as that thug thug's face.
Their slaps again rang in my head, and as they tried to take off my clothes, they also came into my mind.
"Why are you afraid of your own husband? " Mas Astan held my hand.
I let go of Astan's hand forcefully, I was so scared.
Mas Astan laughed with that scary face"What did you just do?I only hold your hand, you have refused but why do other men embrace you you do not protest?are you that cheap?how about we test whether the one below is still sealed or sagging because you're talking."mas Astan speaks a language that I don't understand.
What is sealed? What is slack? Why talk like that in this tense moment?.
I slowly retreated again, I was scared for once at this moment.
Mas Astan pulled my body into his lap" You don't remember this position?you cheap girl."mas Astan kissed my lips lustfully.
He licks my lips and sucks them hard.
Why am I so scared and feeling sick now?every time Astan did this to me I never minded, but why did I feel that he was harassing me this time?.
My tears fell down, not because of Astan's heartless lips, but I felt a great pain in my heart.
Why is he so rude?why not just in a gentle way.
The way he looked at me was so demeaning.
I kept crying as Astan went down my neck kissing her and sucking her hard.
I held my groan, it was so painful.
"Why are you crying like that?don't you like yah?ooh so you just want to be touched by someone who isn't your husband?you just want to be touched by another guy? " What is Astan talking about?.
"Still kiss me you've been crying like that, and when another man hugs you you smile happily, try to think how low you are." Mas Astan still wanted to kiss my lips but I avoided.
I don't want to be treated like this, why does Astan look the same as them, they are heartless.
Mas Astan was getting angry because I avoided kissing him.
"Hiks, "I cried loudly when Astan ripped my shirt off with a single tear.
I trembled even more as Astan ripped off the tank top I was currently wearing leaving only the black bra I was currently wearing.
I crossed my arms around my chest, why would he treat me like this?.
I cried trying to run away from Astan mas but again he managed to pull me into his Shackles.
"Hiks,, forgive monsieur, torment me, torment me, pardon me, forgive me, do not do that torment,, please,,, " I hugged myself remembering all the events where they wanted to harass me.
At school I was also treated unworthy and once some thugs wanted to rape me and what made me feel even more sick was that my own husband treated me the way they treated me.
"Hiks,,, to, please." I was trembling and scared.
Mas Astan was silent watching me who was very strange in his sight.
"Why you? " Tanya mas Astan tried to hold my hand.
I retreated slowly with trembling that was becoming more and more so.
"Hiks, my dear, don't do that, please, don't." I'm getting scared.
"Hey, what's wrong with you? " Mas Astan was astonished.
"Please, torment me, do not abuse me, torment me, I beg you." I hugged myself tighter.
I felt a warm embrace from the half-naked body of Astan.
I tried to fight because I was afraid.
"Sst, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, relax, I'm sorry." Mas Astan spoke softly and stroked my almost naked back and only my bra was left.
I immediately hugged Astan's body tightly and cried as hard as I could.
I want to forget all my dark past, I don't want to continue to remember all the events that made me almost crazy.
"Hiks,,, I'm afraid,, hikss." I cried hugging Astan.
Astan brushed my back and hair.
"Sst, calm down, forgive me for scaring you." Astan softly.
My cry is getting louder just hearing the words sorry from Mas Astan, why my heart just hurts more?.
After I calmed down, Astan put me on his broken shirt.
He also gave me water to make me calmer.
"Explain" Mas Astan suddenly spoke.
I'm confused what should I explain?, ooh what was Astan angry just now just because I hugged Ken mas? It doesn't feel like it's possible.
"Explain everything." Astan again asked for an explanation.
"Eugh, it was my master with Ken just saying goodbye, he hugged me as a little sister" I explained.
Mas Astan pulled my shoulder to face him "That's not what I mean, explain why you were like that?has anything ever happened to you? " Tanya Mas Astan arrived.
Do I have to tell you all that?what if Astan gets even more angry because I went out without his permission.
"Explain it now." Astan is increasingly looking impatient.
I took a deep breath"At school I was the target of bullying-and everyone in school, from the time I went to school until I quit school I could never calm down there, I was beaten up, I was beaten up, insulted and also almost naked by them. "i told a story while holding my chest that is short of tears I also hold.
Mas Astan did not budge and only heard in silence.
"I've tried to forget all that sir, and I almost succeeded but at that time the master did not come home until very late and I got a call from a friend of the host's office by telephone, he said the master was drunk and could not go home, I and Mr. umar went to pick up the master, but in the middle of the road I asked to be taken down by Mr. umar because he forgot to lock the fence,I didn't know that this town was so scary that I was almost harassed by three hicks, me, a hyster, a, a, a,, I was dragged paved to my back and they almost kissed and undressed me, thankfully Mr. Umar came so quickly that I did not get to what they were doing" I wiped my tears quickly.
Mas Astan stared fixedly at me.
"I am not afraid or refuse if you want to do that, but torment, when I saw the angry face of the master I suddenly remembered all their treatment, I know my duty as your wife, I have tried to convince myself that this moment in front of me is master but again I feel afraid, torment, sa, sa,, "I could no longer continue my words because my tears had already come out.
" Enough, don't go on." Astan pulled my body closer and held me tight.
Astan's half-naked body was so warm that it made me comfortable.
Mas Astan pulled my face to his face.
He looked into my eyes.
Cup, though,,
He kissed my lips very gently.
What happened to this kiss?why it feels so soft and also makes me calm and slowly forget all those bitter memories.
Why is Astan suddenly like this?.
I was afraid I would fall for him.
I don't deserve her love nor do I love her.
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