
Soundtrack//i believe-younha//
I'll make you forget all that
-astan
I slowly opened my eyes and felt that I was still in the arms of Astan.
I slowly remembered what happened last night.
And I feel very sorry for making Astan's surprise so it's like that.
Surely mas Astan felt unappreciated by me, when I used to celebrate the anniversary of Astan, he was very moved and appreciated him while I now even make him feel guilty.
I stared at the sleeping Astan.
I smiled thankfully that there was a Astan mas that made me feel safe and comfortable even through the moment where I wanted to disappear from this world.
I held onto Astan's cheek and stroked her slowly.
"I love you mas" I whispered right in Astan's ear.
Mas Astan still did not move when I whispered.
I hugged Astan's body tightly again.
I really want to forever be able to hug the body of Astan who always makes me miss it.
Will we be this happy? Along with alpha and alpha sister candidates.
I kissed the top of the head as Astan mimicked the moment he did that to me and managed to make my heart want to jump in revolt in my chest.
I also kissed my cheeks, nose, chin and last lip.
As I was about to pull my lips from the lips of Astan.
He pulled my body over and deepened our kiss.
My intention was just to kiss.
Mas Astan is always excessive when kissing.
"You want to make love so early? Hmmmm? "
What is Astan?.
I was about to get up but my waist was even more hugged tightly.
"Since I know you've touched mas, now what if it's your turn? "
Smile that again.
Basic mas Astan.
"Cloth"
I slapped my shoulders at Astan.
"Yes, morning already want to pervert"
He screeched a little when I hit him not hard, but very hard heheheh.
"Who's own wife mesumin banned? Hmmmm? "
He kissed my lips many times and sucked them also in the last kiss.
I buried my face in the chest of the Astan mas that was currently below me.
He hugged me too.
"Thank you mas" I raised my face and faced towards him.
He also looked at my face fixedly but was exposed to a question mark in Astan's expression.
"Thank you for making me sure that's what's best for you, thank you for coming with me,, "
I cried again in front of Astan.
Mas Astan got up and pulled me into his lap and tightly hugged my trembling body from crying.
He rubs my back with love like he's telling me that I'm not alone, he's always with me.
I was crying more and more feeling loved like this was never in my shadow.
"It must have been hard for you too mas, hiks, I was too selfish to be selfish, I forgot that I had also experienced that torment,, "
I cried even harder remembering the feelings of Astan when I remembered Dyva's sister.
Mas Astan shook his head.
"Initially, I was devastated and filled with anger and revenge until I unknowingly made you suffer all this time, forgive me dear" Astan kissed me on the forehead.
I'm shaking.
"I know how mas hyks feels, I never blame the mas for wanting to vent sadness in such a way, every human being has his own way when responding to all circumstances,I assume it's all a story and a path we have to go through to get to this point mas"
Mas Astan nodded "The promise will make you forget all that and just remember happiness"
Mas Astan kissed my forehead.
This morning we started with tears.
But I'm relieved.
I hurriedly wiped my tears and rose from the lap of Astan when I heard the alpha who was crying as if getting carried away with the atmosphere we had in this blind morning.
"Yes dear mamah came" I lifted the alpha body and it turned out that he peed so that he felt uncomfortable.
"Let's have a baby who bathe in alpha you cook it"
Mas Astan stood up and grabbed the alpha from my hand.
That's how Astan helps me every day.
"Don't forget well mas later alfa is given a call to let ngk catch a cold"
"Yes dear"
Mas Astan went into the bathroom and I went down to the kitchen to cook.
When I got there I saw a birthday cake that had changed shape which was originally love now no longer know what shape it is.
I grimly smiled feeling guilty towards Astan.
I also started cooking the ingredients in the refrigerator.
I'll cook Astan's favorite meal to make up for my guilt for him.
I started from cutting materials and going through various other processes until it was time for my food to serve on the table.
Mas Astan was also finished from earlier bathing alpha and now I see they both are playing in front of the television.
"Mas, eat yuk" I walked up to the two of them.
I grabbed the alpha from the couch.
"Aren't you the laper, baby? Better to play well than eat hmmm? " Look at the alpha and walk towards the dining table.
Mas Astan had already sat down and took his own food with the size of two people.
As usual Mas Astan will eat while feeding me as well.
I'm breastfeeding alpha.
"Mas, I'm sorry I ruined the surprise you made" Lesuku.
"Who said surprise was there?mas still has another like the word well dear mas sense that exceeds the doraemon bag" He said proudly to me with a smile that can anesthetize all the nerves in my body.
I nodded with a smile "continue what else surprises mas? "
"Later you know baby, now we eat first yeah"
I grabbed a mouthful of Astan and thought hard what surprise would Astan give me later.
I am a typical person who likes to think hard and will not be able to lose focus from things that make me curious.
"Hey, what do you think, baby? "
"I'm curious about the same surprise"
He smiled and rattled my hair with anxiety.
"You know baby too"
Duhh likes to be curious.
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