My CRUEL husband (S1&S2)
you must be mas

The soundtrack//a poem called you-taeyon (SNSD)//

I miss you to the point of going crazy

- minas

        I was still asleep in my own arms.

I felt a soft elusan on my own head and I knew this elusan once.

I can't dream, right? This is really an elusan that often mas astan do while being colonized and give me affection.

I slowly opened my eyes and was shocked by the astan mas that was currently sitting in front of me while smiling as he stretched his hand out hoping that I would scatter into the chest deck of his field.

I immediately cried and jumped into the warm embrace.

I let out my cry as hard as I could.

Eludes and slow claps I can feel from the heavy hand of astan.

Is this real?I really feel this is very real and this hug is very real.

Mas Astan let go of our embrace and raised his tear-filled face to face him.

He rubbed my cheek gently, wiping away every tear left there.

He smiled but the smile seemed very painful to look at.

"Why cry hmmm? Though just a day mas not beside you dear" said stroking my cheek remove the scars of my tears.

I cried even more hearing that"and in one heart it all really tormented me mas hyks,, where have you been? I didn't answer the phone and mas was rumored to have disappeared, you have the gold" I cried as hard as I could.

Mas astan shook his head and pulled my hand"mas never disappeared baby, mas is here forever"he put his hand right on my chest as if to say that he will always be immortal in my heart.

I hugged the astan mas again and again, tightening my hands as if I really didn't want to lose the astan mass.

"You don't cry anymore baby, I'm right here near you"

I nodded trying to stop my painful cry.

"Please promise don't scare me like this again hikss"

Mas astan nodded with a smile and brought his face closer to me.

A little more our lips will be united I suddenly realized and a little shocked.

My eyes were wide open and I saw the sky in the room.

I got up and sat down.

Was I Hana dreaming? So the arrival of mas astan is only my dream6and my illusion alone?.

Why it feels so real, the face of the astan mas and also the decapitation is very real I feel.

I cried out in pain even in my dreams we were not allowed to be together any longer.

"Hiks, I, the same evil mas I am tormenting, "I embrace myself feeling very tight.

I really hope not to wake up again in order to still be with mas astan even in a dream though.

Why does it feel even more stifling after dreaming of astan.

It's like I feel like my astan is getting farther and farther away from me.

"Hiks, "I cried as hard as I could until the door opened showing a panicked brother running towards me.

"Why deck? " Sister is sitting next to me and hugging my body affectionately.

I can feel the worry from Kak Adin's embrace.

"Hiks, kak astan mas, hyks,,  "

"We must be strong deck, brother sure astan must be struggling too to be able to return to this house gathered with you and alpha"

After saying that adin felt very evil giving hope to the mina even though it was very thin once the hope for astan will be able to gather with them again.

Mina cried loudly in Adin's arms.

"It hurts a lot Sister Hiks, I just want to die hyks,, "

Adin nodded "sister may not feel all your pain on the deck, but you also know how much you are tormented because of all this, brother beg you to be strong and survive"

Adin still feels guilty for covering up the fact that astan has a small chance of survival.

The alpha may be disturbed by the very loud cry of the mina or by the inner bond between the mina and alpha until the alpha wakes up and cries very loudly.

Adin immediately stood up lifting the alpha from the basket and tried to silence the alpha.

Mina who was originally crying loudly was immediately crying in silence.

Closing his mouth with tears did not want alfa know that at this time he was very broken and messy.

Truly he had lost hope and was eager to disappear also from this mortal world.

But again back to the alpha who still desperately need him as a mama.

He must not be selfish to attach importance to his feelings without caring about the alpha who does not know about all this.

Mina grabbed the alpha from Adin and hugged him tightly.

"Oh yes, brother, any word from mas ken? " Mina had started to calm down and held the alpha nimang in her lap.

Adin looks very surprised by the question mina earlier.

"Emmm earlier called if they are still searching" said Adin without saying the rest.

Interests only fall down because he really hopes there is good news from Ken.

"Sister can't keep alfa first, let me join nyariin mas astan" Mina suddenly got up and intended to look for astan as she is currently doing.

Adin shook his head "it doesn't matter if we have to keep the alpha, but this is no longer our power, even evacuation teams who have repeatedly handled things like this have not found astan, moreover, we do not know what, so brother please calm yourself first we will think about how we look for astan" Adin held back mina.

Mina immediately sat back down.

"But sister, I can't just stay at home while other people are busy looking for the astan hyx,, "

Again, only tears could be shed.

"No idea how you feel, but think if you're being reckless like this isn't a good idea, please calm your mind first and we'll find a way out" Adin also followed the stress of thinking about all this.

Mina was silent while holding the alpha who was still silent and looked calm.

He did admit it, which is very true because at this time the mind mina very chaotic and could at any time he did something strange and dangerous himself like that when he arrived at the port.

But back again the restless feeling he felt, how he could be silent waiting for news when people were busy looking and looking.

It feels like life is really hard for mina, this ordeal is too heavy and she can hardly face it anymore.

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